Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
That Kinda Place
Does pissed drunk make you happy or miserable?
One lambo one graveyard and one beer
Hope it drives away all your fear
Charge up power up polish up your gears
Velvet underground, wine bar and phuture
Find someone to call him your dear
Have some fun with bait and lure
Intro him to all your peers
Different guys through all these years
Happy Laughter and no more tears
Shout happy and single in your cheers!
Clubbing rocks,
Sevene
Reality Sucks Big Time
9:40 PM
Sunday, November 04, 2007
5 november 2007
today is a day of anxiety.. last night.. geoff n i talked abit online.. then he kinda give mi the attitude again..dunnoe whats wrong with him.. but i really couldnt take it already. so i sms him..that i dun deserve that kinda treatment and attitude he is giving me.. and if he isnt interested or wanna back out just say so.. i was super pissed and hurt already.. then he replied that he wants to talk to me personally.. its his fault.. he should have told mi he wanna talk about it last night.. then i said.. so my guess is correct? then he said.. not exactly..thats why he wanna talk to mi face to face.. then ask mi is today okay.. then i say alright...
i cant help but kept thinking thru the night and even dream about the scenario.. think about what he is thinking.. what he wants.. what he will say.. all the bad thoughts..i really dun want things to turn sour or bad.. its hurt.. it really sucks.. whats wrong? dun i deserve better? i dun wanna feel so xinku.. :( but i am just gonna see what he says tonight.. anything cant be worse right?
i had fallen so deeply.. i dunnoe whats wrong or right..
Reality Sucks Big Time
8:07 PM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
As Good as Dead
i might have lost my sane
when you said you felt the same
maybe i am just stupid and plain
cause feelings went down the drain
memories became faint
i stood soaked in the rain
but i no longer feel any pain
in the path of love i became crippled and lame
i might have lost it all
just as everyone saw
you said i am yours and more
but when i toppled on the stage and fall
you turn your back and ignore
i wun beg or crawl
cause i lay on the floor
motionless and soul lost
i might have lost my head
when i thought you're my fate
you participated and played
but when the curtain starts to drape
"we'll see, perhaps" you said
maybe it's just too late
when the heartbeat starts to fade
i am as good as dead
Love is Deadly,
Sevene
Reality Sucks Big Time
12:22 AM
i cant believe i spent my whole night crying.. do you know how bad it feels inside.. to open up to someone.. handed out my heart to him.. feeling vulnerable.. and trust that he will take care of it.. yet.... yet..
once again.. i think i had fallen into the trap again.. stupid me.. why do i have to choose to believe this guy? i thought he is genunine.. but.. i think i am just dumb.. we were almost there.. so close.. yet.. all of a sudden.. he became cold.. have he back out already? i really need to know.. what is he thinking? is he thinking for me..? or he is just plain selfish? my heart.. its been a week or so.. that he treated me like that..should i stay.. or should i go? if this doenst work out.. i doubt i will trust guys or fall in love again..
Reality Sucks Big Time
12:16 AM