Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
5th oct 2007
the much awaited day finally arrived with a bang! firstly, our gang met at vivocity at 1pm.. attendance was huiwen..raj..joo..nana..bren..shirl..wilson.. bren and wil was wearing the num singlet when they came to fetch mi at the mrt lah..so cute lah.. look abit alike..then carried my big bags of speakers and alcohol to meet the rest at BK.. the rest of them look so different lah.. in our casual wears..beach wear.. so different from the times in clubbing.. and come to think of it.. its our first time ever meeting sooo early on a friday.. and why? its brendan's and weiling's birthday party.. and we are going out on a bang..
everyone was really getting hype up...excited and all.. everyon bought bags of clothes..bikini.. beach wear.. alcohol and getting geared up for the party... i guessed that becos this is the first ever party that we are so involved in it..
so we had our lunch at BK.. took turns to look after the stuffs.. while some of us went to buy food and clothes.. necessacities.. and cake.. one highlight.. shirl n i went to get our cake.. its gorgeous.. totally lovely.. we had that vienn diagram thingy which said.. booze.. club.. me.. "we tried".. oh my.. first time i dun see a happy birthday on a cake.. shirl's diagram.. my idea.. :P had a good laugh over it.. and took the tram to sentosa..
oh my.. i realised that many of them haven been to sentosa in a long long time.. lol.. raj dun even know what the tram is called now.. lol.. so cute.. n noob.. so.. we reached sentosa at about 3 plus.. checked in..
oh my.. the room was lovely.. though a little small.. the first floor had a king size bed while the second floor was the jacuzzi.. totally gorgeous.. we laid down our stuffs.. and started lining the alcohol on the ledge.. soooo much alcohol so that it can fill up the jacuzzi pool upstair.. who wanna get drunk and laid tonight? :P
anwyae. quickly changed into our sexy beach wear and headed towards the beach.. the sun was setting.. but nevertheless.. we top off our outside tops.. and laid on the beach enjoying the warmth from the sun.. and inhaling the saltiness of the sea..took lotsa of pictures.... the music from the speakers were rocking rnb n hip hop music.. cool..almost felt like clubbing.. haha.. but i am sure the night will be reserved with more joy n fun..
went back to the room.. wil..bren..and shirl n i.. wen to the swimming pool situated in the middle of the resort.. its big.. and there is a water fall feature which is about 9 stories high.. came with a slide.. and jacuzzi at the pool too.. swam alot.. enjoyed the cooling water against our skin..
at about 6 plus.. we went out to the room and went into the warm jacuzzi pool with everyone else.. my.. the warmth from the water is so welcoming.. since the room quite cool..especially when we are wet.. stayed in the pool and marvelled at the scenary- sun setting into the horizon across the sea.. how wonderful..
soon its time for us to change into our night outfit.. classy beach wear.. lol.. so yup.. we bathed and changed.. makeup and all.. eveyrone looked damn good.. i helped pek joo makeup and styled her hair.. and she looked operational ready.. :P winks!
soon.. guests started arriving.. mingled around..geoffrey and his friends came at around 9... geoffrey looks hot.. i like.. :P then we went to the rooftop to have our pizzas..had some drinks and chat..and of cos.. take pictures.. lovely scenary from there.. cool breeze was welcoming too..
after which.. my girlfriends also came.. they got me a guess bag.. lol.. like again.. but well.. not bad lah.. i like it.. :P
so mingled around more.. and later we went to check out cafe del mar.. its house music.. hmmm.. dun really like.. so we went back to the room.. geoff.. marcus..welly n i got into the jacuzzi and stayed there for a long long time.. drank our drinks and chat. and marcus got really high.. hmmm.. felt quite nice with geoff.. :)
soon desmond also came.. went into the pool and enjoyed the jacuzzi.. brought up some pizzas and food and drinks for them too.. geoff is like a pig lah.. munch munch.. lol..so cute.. soon after.. we changed back into our clothes and slacked around the room.. marcus got drunk i think.. erhmm.. so desmond n marcus.. n welly went back.. left me n geoff.. kelvin came onto the bed.. and we asked him.." are you okay?" he said. "no.." POnB.. he laid flat on the bed.. i went to get his shirt for him.. n he fell aslp after that.. yeah anywae.. its quite nice to lie on geoff's chest.. lol..:P
fell aslp.. and wokeup at about before 7.. let the rest of the girls slp on the bed.. was quite worried for brendan lah.. haiyo.. that guy.. dunoe how to take care of himself one lorh..hmm..
anywae...geoff and i went out to take a walk.. helped him massage abit. and chit chat.. then we decided to go swimming at the pool.. so changed and went.. wooohoo.. its relly nice.. and geoffrey refused to wet his hair..what a vain pok.... haha..had alot of fun time together with him.. talked about alot of things too.. :) so sweet..
anywae.. sun tan abit.. and then went out.. to look for them.. just nice.. they just wokeup.. so we just started to pack up abit and left the place.. went to vivocity to have lunch.. man.. i was soo hungry i could eat an elephant..
had like hokkien mee and laksa.. yum yum.. and then geoffrey and i went off.. to walk around abit at vivo..before going home.. we were holding hands all the time.. i asked him.." i tot we are not supposed to hold hands in town?" then he replied.." you wanna remind me isizt?" then i replied with a smirk.." no.."
then we continued holding hands.. lol..:P
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