Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Monday, September 17, 2007
september 18, 2007
i went out with him today.. he came to pick me up at my hall at 530pm, and guess what.. he actually opened the car door for me.. that's really really sweet.. first time someone actually did this.. for me at least.. lol.. or maybe you could say its my first proper date.. so kinda felt abit nervous.. haha
i was kinda anxious before that.. thinking.. what if we dun have anything to talk about when we are out.. but on the contrary.. we have quite alot of things to share.. like the places we have been too.. japan stuffs.. different dialects of japanese in different states and era.. family members.. likings for music.. so it actually felt quite good..
we parked the car at riverside point.. and walked over to gallery hotel.. its quite a long distance.. but i am glad we parked over there.. kinda thought that he planned it this way.. so we could walk around and enjoy the scenary and breeze.. the weather was good.. cooling.. talked more while we walked over to the hotel there..
this place that we were heading offers the best sapporo ramen in singapore.. i tried it a few times.. and am so loving it.. that's why introduce him there.. he took tokusen miso ramen.. while i got tokusen shio ramen.. yummy yummy.. we ordered extra beansprouts and butter.. anywae.. butter rocks with ramen.. and some gyoza.. the meal was enjoyable.. the food and the company were great..
over the meal.. i invited him over to my birthday party.. and said yes immediately.. thats really sweet.. lol.. but i told him he can get 1 or 2 friends over to accompany him if scared he will be bored..and asked him to invite more cutes ones.. no gals allowed..:P
after our meal.. we walked around to clarke quay there.. and went to scout around for a place to have a drink.. went to 1 nite stand.. the place is really nice to chill out.. nobody in the place.. only us.. sitting at one corner at the sofa.. felt quite cosy.. we ordered beer and tequilla sunrise.. talked more.. about honeymoon places.. countries.. and more.. felt really enjoyable being with him.. i gave him a nick name call "yamakame" i wun tell you what it means.. but he said that.. if its from me.. he is fine with it.. lol.. but only i can call him that.. soooo cute lah.. yamakame..:P
well.. then we walked back to the car.. before that.. we took a picture together.. its really sweet.. then we went back to hall..
its been so long since i felt like that.. i hope it last.. :)
thank you Jesus..
Reality Sucks Big Time
9:46 PM