Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
its been 3 weeks since the start of school.. its been fun to come back to school and staying in hall.. being involved in Dinner and dance event in my hall is definitely fruitful.. to interact with the pageant people.. i am the programmer.. so i plan the timeline and coordinate the stuffs and prizes..and helped leon to chereograph the dance segment for the pageant people.. quite fun chereoing.. teaching them..
academic is okay.. i applied for GIP and INSTEP.. but i really really hope that i can get into INSTEP program for Japan.. i really really hope so.. and i am trusting in my God to realise this dream for me.. Seek first the kingdom of the Lord.. and all things will be given onto you. and i trust in that..
sulin told me her account of a story..
one day.. she was late for her jap lessons.. so she decided to take a cab to the class.. she wants to call a cab, however she realised that she only have 12 bucks in her wallet.. but she just trusted in Jesus that 12 bucks will be enough.. so she called the cab..
so on the way..the meter jumped from 4 bucks to 8 bucks to 10 bucks.. by 10 bucks.. the taxi is still no where near the jap class.. she prayed hard asking God to help her.. maybe she is able to find some money somewhere in the wallet..so sulin searched her wallet again.. to see if there is any extra money she can dig some where.. so she found 12 bucks and 40 cents.. thinking that it might not be enough.. she sms lek jun from the jap class to come down and help her pay the extra cab fare.. if the meter exceeds..
and she searched again.. she found another 15 cents..
then by the time the meter reached 12 bucks and 40 cents.. they are still 2 traffic lights away from the stopping point.. then guess what? the uncle stopped the meter!! and said to sulin, " u are in a rush right? you pay me 12 bucks and 40 cents enough already.. then later when you reach the place you can get down faster..:)" so sulin gave the uncle 12 bucks and 5o cents..
she is actually still rich enough to tip the uncle another 10 cent.. and still have 5 cents left with her.. and that is even more significant than having 1 dollar.. God really works in way that is so mysterious and wonderful.. we should never doubt the ability of God.. He loves us dearly and wants us to be at rest and trust in Him.. :)
attended church on sunday with sulin.. its a very annoiting message... all about being at rest.. and seeking His rest.. the only thing the the Lord want us to fight for is His rest.. and the rest will be left for the Lord to fight for us..
sweet isnt it?
:)
Reality Sucks Big Time
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