Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Monday, June 25, 2007
last week was hella eventful week...
tues to thurs i was away in genting.. went with sulin and her friends.. like jing min..lek jun.. veron and veron's bf.. we did have good food there.. like pizza hut and pasta mania.. blah blah blah.. sulin said she wants to eat like a queen.. therefore.. we ate like one.. haha.. really felt good seeing sulin again.. she is my darling in mjc..wonder how can i survive without her in mjc.. lol..as usual.. she is still the same.. she will just ignore me if i say she is cute.. lol.. wonder why is she still single. told her that if i am a guy.. i will jio her.. haha.. :P
she said that..
luckily God din make me a guy.. cos i will be flirtatious..
luckily God din make sulin a guy.. cos she will be gay..
bleah..
some eventful things i experienced... i sat the free fall ride.. man.. its like the most most scariestiest ride i ever sat.. yeah.. bad english.. haha.. when the secure mechanism locked me onto the seat.. i immediately regret!!!! omg.. the seat went up up and up!! i screamed lar.. as it was going up.. i cant believe it! when i reach the top.. i was really shaking with fear.. especially the machine was located at the top of a mountain.. as much as the view was breathtaking.. it literally took away my breath too..
the suspense of waiting at the top not knowing when the plunge will occur.. it bad bad bad bad bad!!finally when you decide perhaps it not going to fall after all.. it drop fiercely into the deep abssy of darkness.. HOR! my heart almost as force out of place and reappear inside my mouth.. choked.. blah..as soon as you realised.. you are back to safe grounds.. when i left the seat.. my limbs were shaking.. the feeling diff to describe.. go sit yourself.. lol
anywae.. i sat three times.. :)
beside that.. were the usual must-sit rides.. rollercoaster.. minicoaster.. swing.. go-kart.. ghost ride.. viking.. bleahs..
friday and sat was zouk night..
went with the usual.. raj.. brendan..peck.. eugena and cass..was really fun on both days.. but too bad.. i felt really emo on friday night.. dunnoe why.. couldnt comprehend it at all.. thats why choose to drink it away.. went with brendan to drink lambogini.. i finish it by myself. long island tea..vodka something.. and felt very sian so went to wine bar with brendan and tried apple martini and orange martini.. had quite alot.. anywae.. seok and charis came too.. had quite alot of fun dancing together..
sat was more of pure dancing.. the music never felt so good in zouk.. one of the best night with really good music... i left earlier.. cos i got church the next day..
Reality Sucks Big Time
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