Friday, June 29, 2007
brendan: when you regret it dont come back complaining to me.
ling: i regret already..
Reality Sucks Big Time
2:49 PM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
maybe... we dont need an answer..
since we started school..
we had many kind of tests..
be it mulitple choice, open ended questions, or even essay questions.
For our grades, we used textbook solutions to answer what the teacher considered the standard answers.
But in reality, is there really a standard answer?
probably not.
so sometimes, somethings,
i prefer to see them as unanswerable.
that way, i wont be agonising myself over these unanswered questions..
Reality Sucks Big Time
3:09 AM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
why does the leaves withers and withers?
because the roots are rotten..
and the only way
is to eradicate it from the roots
so that it does not vie with other living things for
air, water, and nutrients..
Reality Sucks Big Time
8:26 AM
Monday, June 25, 2007
last week was hella eventful week...
tues to thurs i was away in genting.. went with sulin and her friends.. like jing min..lek jun.. veron and veron's bf.. we did have good food there.. like pizza hut and pasta mania.. blah blah blah.. sulin said she wants to eat like a queen.. therefore.. we ate like one.. haha.. really felt good seeing sulin again.. she is my darling in mjc..wonder how can i survive without her in mjc.. lol..as usual.. she is still the same.. she will just ignore me if i say she is cute.. lol.. wonder why is she still single. told her that if i am a guy.. i will jio her.. haha.. :P
she said that..
luckily God din make me a guy.. cos i will be flirtatious..
luckily God din make sulin a guy.. cos she will be gay..
bleah..
some eventful things i experienced... i sat the free fall ride.. man.. its like the most most scariestiest ride i ever sat.. yeah.. bad english.. haha.. when the secure mechanism locked me onto the seat.. i immediately regret!!!! omg.. the seat went up up and up!! i screamed lar.. as it was going up.. i cant believe it! when i reach the top.. i was really shaking with fear.. especially the machine was located at the top of a mountain.. as much as the view was breathtaking.. it literally took away my breath too..
the suspense of waiting at the top not knowing when the plunge will occur.. it bad bad bad bad bad!!finally when you decide perhaps it not going to fall after all.. it drop fiercely into the deep abssy of darkness.. HOR! my heart almost as force out of place and reappear inside my mouth.. choked.. blah..as soon as you realised.. you are back to safe grounds.. when i left the seat.. my limbs were shaking.. the feeling diff to describe.. go sit yourself.. lol
anywae.. i sat three times.. :)
beside that.. were the usual must-sit rides.. rollercoaster.. minicoaster.. swing.. go-kart.. ghost ride.. viking.. bleahs..
friday and sat was zouk night..
went with the usual.. raj.. brendan..peck.. eugena and cass..was really fun on both days.. but too bad.. i felt really emo on friday night.. dunnoe why.. couldnt comprehend it at all.. thats why choose to drink it away.. went with brendan to drink lambogini.. i finish it by myself. long island tea..vodka something.. and felt very sian so went to wine bar with brendan and tried apple martini and orange martini.. had quite alot.. anywae.. seok and charis came too.. had quite alot of fun dancing together..
sat was more of pure dancing.. the music never felt so good in zouk.. one of the best night with really good music... i left earlier.. cos i got church the next day..
Reality Sucks Big Time
1:10 AM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
yeah,, you do it over and over n over again.. shame on you..
Reality Sucks Big Time
1:41 PM
i hate this kind of feeling.. makes me feel so vulnerable.. i dunnoe why..
many times i have a sudden urge to blog about my feelings.. a surge of unwanted and unexpected feelings.. but once i tried to leave it outside.. i cant remember that feeling anymore..
but now i got it back again..
brendan said i am afraid to lose.. i thought to myself.. yeah.. thats perhaps why i felt this way.. and did the things i did this way.. i am angry and sad that it became this way.. perhaps its easier this way too.. but i just cant let it go like that.. cos maybe becos i am afraid to lose? so what.. he won? sucks..
i went to church today.. the pastor talked about jesus' blood cleansing me in the past.. now and in the future.. so i dont have to worry about sin.. i do unclean things because i feel unclean.. i gotta get things right man.. i must keep telling myself that i am clean..not rotten.. like i always thought to myself.. its important... help.. jesus..
Reality Sucks Big Time
7:13 AM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
cos i got this icebox where my heart used to be..
thought i took it out.. but its kinda slipping back there again..
Reality Sucks Big Time
7:12 AM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
friday 8th of june 2007
the usual gang went down to the club zouk.. as usual.. shirleen.. raj.. pek joo, eugena, brendan plus cass and calvin.. i dun understand why joo called calvin though.. its so weird.. but well.. nvm.. anywae..weiling and huiling and tomaurine came down too.. although weiling have to off half way cos of her "bf".. hmmm.. whatever..
its really packed in phuture... thats becos of the product launch by gatsby.. its a free party... but we had to pay 23 bucks to get in.. blah.. whatever..
party was really fun with the usual guys around..but friday was just too packed.. huiling.. tomaurine.. shirl n i went to get drinks.. then we were trying to get drinks lar.. so kinda flirted with the guy sitting to con him to help mi get drinks..
then i met this gatsby model.. then flirted abit.. lol! then he treated us drinks.. hee.. anwyae.. was ordering my beer.. then i helped that gatsby guy to order too.. then GUESS WHAT? kim... shirl's ex.. tapped mi on my shoulders to ask mi order 3 flaming.. i was like.. " what??"... wth.. then i heard from shirl that he tot i was the waitress there.. taking orders.. fuck him lar.. so noob and uncute... but shirl said.. its becos the waitress there had to be really pretty.. so he mistook me as one..:P
after that.. danced alittle and chilled with frens.. got my fren to send mi back home..
Reality Sucks Big Time
8:03 AM
Monday, June 11, 2007
adam and eve ate the fruit from the forbidden tree.. and they fall from grace..
since Mankind already knew this story really well.. but why do they keep repeating the same old mistake again?
there is a chinese saying goes like this :"things you can never get, is the always the best" but once you have it.. you bear the consequences..
then you may ask God, why? why cant man be free from repeating their mistakes over and over again?
my ans to this is that.. sometimes God positions people and situation to prevent you from committing the same mistake.. but why.. why do i still make the same mistake again..
my pastor once said.. God help people who are helpless..
help me..
Reality Sucks Big Time
1:24 PM
Sunday, June 10, 2007
okay. as promised..
i have been a SIA customer for almost 99% of my flying experience.. however.. through this experience.. it made me think twice.. no doubt SIA is really good in their service all through these years.. but...
i think sia is quite inflexible.. why..?
cos me and my bf booked a 2 to go air ticket.. so we have to travel to and fro together.. okay.. fine..
then becos due to some last min cocked up.. my bf cannot come back together with me.. its not like we purposely did it right? then common sense tells us that okay.. fine. since he cannot come back together with me.. his air ticket will be forfeited and then i will still take the same plane back ya? but no~!! we called up to check just to find out that if any case i still wanna travel.. i have to pay any extra 300 bucks.. wth?!! dohz.. it doesnt make any sense.. at all.. by forfeiting the air ticket.. sia still earned the same amount of money lorh..
and my bf will have to purchse a new air ticket.. so sia dun make any loss what.. the sia help line said that this policy is to prevent people from cheating by buy 2 to go air tickets.. but yah.. like its on purpose..
okay fine. there is a written rule.. however.. what i cannot comprehend is the inflexibilty of the system.. when we asked if it can be waived.. the helpline replied no.. cos its all by the system... by the system.. by the system..
is there any one higher up we can speak to?
no its by the system..
everything also via the system.. ZZZ..
i jus dun get it..
would they rather gain that 300 bucks and lose a lifetime customer.. ??
are they aware that the customer will probably go to a competitor?
nvm..
fine i went to the airport..
then after much discussion i decided to pay..
but the lady at the counter told mi is 459 bucks instead of 300 bucks.. what?!!
so much more.. then must as well i go take jetstar..
then the lady say.."yeah.. maybe you should try jetstar.."
....
okay..
den i really have no choice. cos i am stranded at the airport.. so i paid up.. luckily my bf called and confirm its really 300 bucks.. not 459.. Zzz.. they made a mistake..!!
bleah... i wonder how many customers they have charged wrongly..fine..
i seriously believe a company should have their rules and regulations.. but however.. some rules are meant to be bent.. and be more flexible.. if not..the company will seriously face more customers issue..
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:01 AM
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
its been a while..
just came back from taiwan yesterday night..
from 28th may till 4th.. a 8day trip... with my bf and his 5 other friends..
taipei is soooo fun~
especially when the company is fun and its with someone you love...
:)
i spent like 800 bucks over there.. man.. thats qutie alot of money isnt it?
most of them was spent on shopping.. food..and sightseeing..
gosh.. the food there is in abundance..~
over corner of the street 7-11 there will be..
sometimes even 2..
turn another corner.. there will be another convenient store..
that's not all..
there are also alot of food stalls around..
selling smelly beancurd.. chicken cutlet (ji pai).. takopachi.. bubble tea.. oh ah mee sua~ deng deng deng..
and i repeat.. everywhere woh..
my dear's house downstair already got 3 stalls selling ji pai.. and my bf is super proud of it.. cos he said its really nice... so one day when he went to play bball with his friends.. i was hungry so i went down to buy.. its really good..
what more... we went to ximen ding to shop.. he brought me to this ah zhong mee sua.. OHHH MYYYY GOOOSSSHH~~ ITS SUPER DUPER nice~~~ so nice that i went there 3 times to eat.. specially went there few hours before i return back to singapore..its at ximen ding.. people who will be visiting taipei.. please go try it~~ you wun regret.. hee
the bubble tea there is really yummy.. besides the all time favourite milk tea.. there is also this drink called " xian1 cao3 guo3 dong4" its the jelly inside the milk drink.. yum yum~~ maybe i will try to make that some day..
also tried "dan4 mi4 ji1" apparently there is egg in the drink.. found it really sweet..
also got pudding milk tea... quite nice..
the night market there are really really woosh... there is so many.. not just the famous "shi ling market" there is also "rao he market" and "ji long market" in my opinion.. i tot ji long ye shi is the powerful one.. rows n rows of stalls selling the food i mention above.. other than that.there are still many stalls selling seafood.. ice cream.. ice kachang... oyster omelette.. pig blood soup.. potato salad.. "bing tang hu lu" taiwan sausages..grilled sotong.. its super big lah.. walk until i peng.. if i were to live in taiwan.. i think i will grow fat.. >.<
one really nice place we went to its call "xiao3 gan1 pei1" small toast.. it served japanese bbq food.. those that we grilled the meat ourselves.. not only the place had a great fun atmosphere..the food are also of top quality and the staffs are cute and fun loving~~ one of the staff is called " bu4 ke3 ai4" meaning not cute.. he is super funny lah.. talking to us and keep kana teased by us.. its like a big family kinda thing there.. asked him why his name is bu ke ai.. then he explained said it was becos when he came here and eat.. he asked the boss whether can work here.. but the boss told is the cute girl beside him who is asking.. so the boss said yes.. but in the end is him.. so the boss disappointed... and made his name bu ke ai. wahahaha.. what a cute thing..
enough about food.. next shopping.. is another big big thing in taiwan.. the places i went are like "fu3 fen1 pu3" its like a 5 times bigger bugis street... man.. things are cheap there..and you can shop until you drop.. i shopped there for my bf's birthday present.. i bought him a vest.. and accessory.. cost about 50 bucks.. and i sponsored him a watch i chose for him.. it cost around 200 bucks.. super bling.. and looks expensive and exquisite~~ yummy.. alot of people also say super nice.. what good taste i have.. hahahaha~~
beside that.. ximen ding also shopped until can peng.. the prices are slightly more expensive.. its sort of simliar is orchard road ba.. this two places are the places where i spent the most.. woots.
bought 3 shoes.. 3 clothes.. 1 shorts..4 accessories..2 caps..4 under garments..magazines.. and others..
we also covered sightseeing.. places like "jiu3 fen4.. yang2 ming2 shan1.. jin1 shan1..ji1 long2" went to beach to see see.. and walk the old streets... and experience the atmostphere there.. more of the olden days culture ba.. not a bad experience.. there were alot of things to buy as well.. sourvenior and toys.. lt was so engorsed in playing games.. blah... so cute.. :P games such as pin ball.. scratching the card to win prize.. bball.. and using the machine to catch toys.. blah blah blah..
what extensive info right?? stay tune for the next episode where i will tell you how sucky SIA is.. and how i barely make it back to singapore. ciao~~
Reality Sucks Big Time
6:53 AM