Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
tues 15 may 2007
today i went to work..
wasnt a good day for me.. cos i got into a whole load of shit with remy.. my colleague in apple..
i guess when it comes to sales..
its quite a sensitive issue..
hmmm
i just what i need to do..
greeting customers " hi, welcome"
customers came to me instead of him..
then he got pissed..
but got verbal abuses from him instead..
really fierce sia.. first time i ever seen him like that..
its quite sad.. to get this kinda treatment from a friend..
i even cried.. cannot take it lar..
but its better already..
he msn me today and apologize n stuffs.. so i am cool with it
:)
i guess there is always a rainbow after the rain yeah?
Reality Sucks Big Time
9:13 AM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
staying at home is such a bliss..
and i am wondering now if i should go down to gym..
cannot take it.. had been going out every single day and eating out..
and shoPPING~~~
aint not that 'nough money to spend man..
i bought a vest yesterday..
$35
thought was super nice.. even yc and fang said it was nice
haha.. but thought it was abit ex..
let me see.. this hols.. i bought..
one black jean $38
one white jeans $28
one black vest $35
one tank top $15
one suspenders $15
one red shoes #20
and many others... which i cant remember..
and spend alot of money on food
let me see again:
thai express
kenny rogers
korean cruisine
steamboat tian tian huo guo ( went with bf... the food soso only.. ex~!!)
pasta mania
and so on..
i dont even remember eating hawker food court or eating at home.. ZZz..
and its not even half the month past..
hmm..
but no worries... God will provide yeah.. :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:54 PM
Sunday, May 06, 2007
its 2.30am.. and i am hungry already..
ate dinner with shirleen and lester at thai express
the food is as delicious as ever..
then went to chomps for bean curd dessert, chicken wings and rojak..
cant believe shirl and i can ever eat so much
even lester dont eat that much..
hRMPf...
and now.. i am eating away my brother's soup..
thats for him not coming home earlier..
haha.. too bad~ :P
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:31 AM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
exams are over.. and i am starting to work again.. tue.. wed.. thurs.. been working.. at apple.. man.. i need some money.. been spending quite alot after exams.. seems like you just wanna curb that after exams spending symdrone.. lol..and everyday after work i will watch my anime.. found a really good website.. www.crunchyroll.com
they have all kinds of anime there.. satisfy my soul man.. recently watched this anime- gakuen alice.. super super cute and interesting..
been watching too much shows.. maybe i should starting reading again.. ever since i went into uni.. i haven been reading much story books.. minus textbook.. textbooks are crazy.. hmmm.. and speaking of books. harry potter is coming out. how exciting..
this is going to be a busy holidays.. i have cac gl camp..dnd committee.. dance class.. work.. and dance competition.. still contemplating if i should join hollerback dance competition.. cos it will take up alot of my times.. however.. it will be a good chance to train up on my dance skills.. ha.. later going to meet shirleen and all to have steamboat.. and tmr morning going to meet my mjco friends to go back to sch and have lunch after cca.. sat night maybe going to joelle party.. sunday go for dance and church.. and at night going to have basketball game with apple friends.. monday.. should be working ba.. tues will be meeting up with my hall 7 neighbours for dinner and wed maybe met up with ob mates.. blah.. busy busy.. but i am happy~
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:30 PM