Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Saturday, September 16, 2006
saturday 16sept
i felt quite sad.. these few days.. i know problems have arised.. but i chose to ignore...i know you dun feel good too.. but i just cant bring myself to act happy in front of you.. everything is going on so smoothly.. but we both know that.. somethings.. somethings.. today you told me that... although i understand the difficulties.. but.. why.. how.. can i survive this? i dunoe.. i have always felt this way in the past.. i have never told you.. thats that lil happiness of being able to hug you in the bus was great..
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:16 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
saturday 2,sept
teng and i went to eat then go comex to start our scouting for cheap and value for money stuffs.. we went to find printers at hp, brother, epson.. and look at ipods.. and rams.. and walked around... did our round of scouting.. then went home..
sunday
went to tpy to see the super star audition with my mum.. met my friends there to support some of the super star.. but that i am crazy about them lah.. just wanna see how is it like.. hahaa.. hope seok will go take part siaz.. she sings so well.. lol.. anywae.. there was really alot of people over there..people queued up from 9am to 5pm still queueing.. anywae.. after the event.
went to comex again to get our stuffs.. decided on the brother printer.. 3-in -1 for $118.. not bad price.. haha.. then teng bought his 2gb ipod nano.. finally.. he was thinking about it for so long.. finally..hee..welcome to world of mac.. there we went to look at nintendo ds.. teng said he want to get one.. then we looked for awhile.. there is this game.. nintendo dogs.. soooo cuteee.... can pat the doggies' head.. can teach him to sit...call his name and he will respond.. buy things for him and stuffs..woh!! the price is 279.. then we said we go look around first.. then went to get our printer.. teng said he wanted to go to the toilet so i waited for him.. then went he came back.. he got our printers and he said he wants to go back to see the nintendo again.. then he said he want to buy it! hmm.. then he got a white one.. with 2 yrs warranty addition of 60 bucks.. and a mario game.. total up to $394 i think.. then we happily went to walk around.. he got a new cordless phone... much more convenient to talk in his house.. and i got myself a noise cancelling headphone from creative.. then we went home...
as we were walking back.. he suddenly told me that the nintendo ds is meant for me.. as my birthday gift.. i was so surprised loh.. he told me that he had been cracking his brains to think of a gift for mi.. and went online to search for the information of it..reading the reviews and stuffs... and try bidding for the item.. aiyo...so sweet.. so much effort done..and it isnt exactly very cheap loh... but seeing that he is willing to..i am seriously verhy touched.. and when he told me went to the toilet..he wanted to secretly buy it then pass to me when my birthday comes.. but found it too long..so tell mi now..hee.. but he said he will confiscate first.. pass it to mi later.. hahaa.. idiot pig.. but just wanted to say.. really very touched. thanks.. :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
3:52 AM