Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Friday, August 18, 2006
school has been good.. three days work week.. zai right? although one of the days is like heavy.. but i seriously dun mind man.. plan nice nice le..
lessons are tues to thurs.. so fri i will use the whole day to study very hard and do tutorial.. and might spill over to sat..
then after sat to mon i will rest and play n go out and spend time with my loved ones.. :)
hall life is good too.. between lessons there are like at least 2-4 hours of break.. so i would usually use this time to go back hall and rest.. or have some food..
i just bought a laptop.. fujitsu tablet pc.. t series.. yummy.. groovy functions.. enables me to write in my laptop during lectures and tutorials.. without having to print out the notes.. save all that hassle.. and then i can also write in msn.. with ease.. blah.. nice.. so ai zai.. but i like..
although previously i so wanted to get a macbook.. cos i really love the functions and everything about it.. but after much serious considerations and discussions with teng and mum.. i decided to get fujitsu.. cos much more practically.. although much more ex.. 2.5k.. but worthit lah.. hee..hee
went to sentosa recently with teng..went to suntan.. then met up with ly and ry.. and mums.. wen to watch muscial fountain and fire performances.. nice! i love sentosa.. i wanna go there again.. anywae.. after taht. we went to eat! then met up with gto teacher, nathan! he is such a cool dude.. a true gto! wooot.. he kept saying fuck though.. not like i mind.. he is funny.. friendly.. and cool.. lol..
anywae.. the next day.. teng treated us all to eat steamboat.. mi.. ly..ry..nathan..and teng.. ahhaa.. the food there is nice man.. we ate sooooo much.. ly and ry had to leave earlier.. so the rest of us just stayed on to eat.. woh.. cool sia.. din know you can eat sooo much.. what a pig.. bleahz..
the other day also went to watch fireworks with friend.. the display are so nice.. qutie touching.. lol..
anywae.. i today stayed back in hall to do my tutorial.. guess what.. i did from 11am-6pm. dohz.. whats up siaz.. i took freaking long!!! oh no.. must do hasten next time.. lol
anywae.. home sweet home now.. hahaa.. but i guess i am going out tmr...
my principles.. work hard.. play even harder.. :)
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