Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Thursday, July 13, 2006
freak..i dislike my sister more n more... she is the biggest idiot i ever seen.. how can anymore be so selfish??? arrogant.. patronising...
omg omg omg..God.. please change her..or rather let me have the capacity to forgive and accept her.. ZZZZZ~
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:12 AM
actually really kinda feel that... i meant little to you ba.. if not you also wun be like that.. i dunoe.. i wonder is guys liddat. or is it just because i dont mean much? sometimes cold.. sometimes hot.. i will not be able to take it..especially after the hot period.. then you went cold.. feel so lonely inside..then when i slowly recover and get used to not having you around.. you pop by again..i rather you being cruel.. if you dun want..
can i know how to know the way to your heart? can you stay.. and not leave.... i cannot take departures and disappointments anymore..
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:02 AM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
some thoughts before i go to bed
sometimes i wonder.. how fate works..
two people come together.. that is call fate..
but what if they met at the wrong time..
not earlier.. not later.. but at this rightful moment..
when they are forced to choose to part under circumstances
or stay together and endure the roller coaster ride...
what is the outcome i dunoe..
will it be a happy ending.. or a sad one..
will it leave a trails of happy memories..
or engraved a series of pain...
let just wait..
and see fate...
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:06 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006
actually friends are just friends ah? people usually say friends will always be there when you need them.. but seems like its not always true.. i always believe that people come and go..be it friends.. lovers.. or whatever.. you may be so chummy with that person for a while.. but when time comes.. you guys stop staying in contact... or maybe even if you stay in contact.. things aint so chummy liek before again..
how i wish.. one will just stay in my life forever.. i hate departures..
Reality Sucks Big Time
9:15 AM
Monday, July 03, 2006
alot of people ask me why i dun wanna work on sat n sunday.. got more commission what.. but i beg to differ.. i feel that even though sat n sun has more crowd.. there are also not part timers.. so the sales per person is also lesser.. moreover.. there are so many people on the both days.. i cant breathe sia.. too crowded..i still prefer to work on weekdays.. i made a comparison between the sales i had on sat n on monday..
like for today.. i sold 2 bose sounddocks.. 2 IM3.. E4C and one 6iosolator....and 18 ipods.. today is a monday.. seriously not bad the sales..
but look at sat.. 15 ipods.. no speakers no earphones..
ps> earphones and speakers are the expensive items other then ipods..
bleah.. enough about whatever sales.. anywae.. i just got my pay.. considered quite good lah.. considering i din work like for 2 and 1/2 weeks.. kinda wonder did they count wrongly or what..
these days i am quite into world cup.. watching the matches.. joining the thrill of betting.. my friend already lost like up to 700 bucks.. doh.. i lend her some money for her to tie over.. hope can recoup the losses.. haha.. at first i keep winning.. then now keep losing.. but coming back alil.. now i can really undertsand.. why gamblers get addicted just like that.. ahhaa.. nono.. i am not addicted.. i bet small.. about 50 to 100.. got control one..now trying to win back abit of what i lost.. bleahs.. my friend even told mi she wanted to bet 500 bucks next match..woh.. scary.. dohz..better ask her not too.. so risky..
kinda dun undertsnad why guys will drop jaws and open eyes wide when we girls tell them we bet or even watch soccer... whats wrong with that.. they just think that girls are dainty.. and weak.. n wun like this kinda rough activities.. nah.. this era... girls can do whatever the guys think they cant do.. but that doesnt mean that i believe is sexual equality.. i still think there will always be a differences between sexes.. given the fact that man is borned stronger than girls.. anywae.. being quite outgoing and daring..i would also prefer to be the lil gal who need protection from the guy i love.. that is call sweetness.. hee..
blah.. too long never blog.. thats why blah so much..
hope everything turns well.. no more saddness and loneliness...
happy everyday.... :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:38 AM