Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
damn fan ah.. seriously no bf fan.. got bf also fan.. now no bf.. but feel so sianz sia.. got this guy like mi alot.. but i sierously dunoe how i feel towards him.. i know i enjoy his company and sweetness.. but i feel stressed and tied down in a sense.. cos he will call mi everynight and morning to talk to me..
then i am like that one loh.. i dun really like people to come disturb me when i am busy.. especially when i am busy.. hmm..like if i never reply him or call him back then he will keep asking and like you know.. abit sticky.. then people who knows mi knew that i dun like sticky people.. i am a super bian tai person..
but he is so so so nice.. i also dun wan to hurt him..
sighz. not that i dun like him.. but i am so flirtatious in a sense... that i cant settle down.. i meet all kinds of people everday.. like i did the recent roadshow for toshiba.. i see my in charge.. i think he is kinda cute.. and then i met toshiba singapore direct sale rep.. he also treat me damn gentlemen.. send me home and stuffs.. but of cos just friends lah.. just nice to talk to only..
and then my friend from fujitsu say wanna date me. i know he kinda liked me for qutie some time le.. i think got more than 2 years..although might not be consistent.. but he also treat me very nice..and got another guy also keep asking mi to go moon walk with him.. ZZz.zZzZzz... hmm.. if i were to reciprocate to all of them.. i also dunoe what to do.. or let's say i attached to someone.. then i also cannot treat other people nice mah.. then i am also those kinda who treat almost everyone well mah.. whether girl or guy.. ltr my bf jealous how? dohz.. not that i like all of them but i also dnoe how to say lah..
how to jaga between good friends and bf and interested parties.. and of cos not mentioning those whom i think are cute.. my future bf sure cannot take it one loh.. who will be able to take it man.. so therefore.. i decided to remain single.. cos right then you can enjoy the benefits of people treating you nice and then the options of choosing who to go out with..
lucky i have a blog.. can type out what i feel.. whether people see this or not also nvm.. becos its a channel for mi to vent out whatever i wan to say.. so fan ah!!
Reality Sucks Big Time
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