Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Friday, May 12, 2006
today isnt a fantastic day.. seems like everything isnt very good.. had a talk with him.. you can say like trashed things out.. seems like he is quite confused over somethings..and i also discovered some things about him.. i am really qutie disappointed in him.. but i still love him.. i am willing to let him go.. if he doesnt love mi anymore.. but now i dun even know whats the situation.. i am confused too..i asked him for a definite ans. yet he cant give it to me.. i am confused.. i seriously am.. people around me told mi to give himup.. becos he is not worth it.. yet i remember my pastor telling me i should not listen to the worldly teachings.. but listen to Him.. for this time.. i wan to listen to jesus..
"Love is patient, Love is kind. It does not envy, it is does not boast, it does not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perserves. Love never fails."
1 Cornithians 13:4
Reality Sucks Big Time
5:20 AM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
recently really made mi think alot.. wondering wht i am having now.. is it call love?i give what i have.. the best of me.. i wan to present it to him.. but seems like he isnt theere to receive it.. or maybe he doesnt wan to receive it.. seems like he is just a child.. not understanding what is love. and what to give to a girl..a girl needs attention.. needs you to tell her how much you love her.. needs you to meet her.. go out with her.. but seems like..he doesnt do that.. okay fine.. that is really alright.. i can tahan.. but sometimes being cold.. sometimes bein nice.. is also damn terrible..like dun wan to spend time with the person.. is this really call love? i kinda doubt it.. nah.. he wun read this blog.. he wun be bothered anywae.. i am sure..ha.. my life.. nah.. i wun blame anyone.. just have to blame it upon myself.. maybe this is what people call retribution..haha.. just see how i treat my ex.. doh.. so sorry byran.. hmmm.. nvm.. anywae. what i was thinking now.. jus stay with him.. i am still going to treat him normally.. care for him.. if he doesnt wan to care or doesnt have any response.. let it be loh.. i also dont really care le.. cos my heart is slipping into hibernation mode.. cannot feel anything.. or perhaps this is a quesiton i should answer myself.. do i understand love?
Reality Sucks Big Time
12:29 AM