Sunday, April 30, 2006
sunday
slept until like 1 plus.. then wokeup.. did some stuffs.. and then he called mi.. -*smile*-
feel like i am falling in love all over again.. the moment i heard his voice.. my heart fluttered.. aww.. his sleepy sleepy voice.. so cute.. i miss him so much.. he told mi that he had to bring his friend to go do things.. and find work.. and said that he bought some kuey for my mum.. so thoughtful.. :) anywae.. i wen to meet priscilla to go sr gardens to study with her.. while i play my the sims.. lol.. sat at coffee beans from 4-7.. then went to have dinner at the sticky rice with rachael.. had rice. green curry.. kailan.. and herbal soup.. yummy!!! lol.. then rachael had to go home.. so mi n pris went to "friends" to have some beer.. order a jug.. then drank half way.. weijie walked pass.. then asked him to join us for awhile loh.. so we drank together.. funny guy..talked alot of cock.. and he kept suaning me.. hrmpf.. nvm.. ahaha..then ltr we went home.. and he went to meet his friends.. and i went home with pris.. :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
8:49 AM
sat
actually not suppose to work today one.. but see wei jie cannot work.. so asked corey if i can help out.. anywae. went to work..woh.. was like super crowded lah.. sooooo many people.. i sold like.. 25 ipods altogether.. and bose sound dock.. E4C..E2C.. ifusion.. iwoofer...and bose quiet comfort 2.. omg.. sooo many things.. almost broke record liaoz.. hmmm.. luck was good.. ltr got this customer came and pissed mi off.. doh.. kept saying " i know your boss leh.. he very nice one.. he very flexible.. give mi more discount leh.. give mi this.. give mi that.."
then i replied.." sir.. really cannot leh.. aiytah.. okok.. i try my best.." then i talked to the manager to ask if can or not.. then they say cannot.. then ltr i told them.." sir.. really bo bian leh.." then mushroom for lke 30 minutes.. then i told them.. really cannot.. why not you give jimmy a call then.. then they got pissed.. and walked away.. doh.. you can afford to buy 60 gb ipod.. which cost 700+.. this kinda small money you wan to niao.. feel liek slapping them.. not becos my customer service is bad.. is also must see the customer one loh.. dohz..
anyway.. earned quite alot of commission yesterday.. so was happy.. :) then after work.. wen to makan with my colleagues.. :)
my dear is coming back tmr.. miss you..
Reality Sucks Big Time
8:38 AM
Friday, April 28, 2006
today met up with charis.. seok.. lydia for dinner at serangoon gardens..went to five star restaurant to have chicken rice.. ordered kang kong..yu tiao.. and sweet and sour pork.. nice sia/ especially having with your good friends.. talking about A levels.. work.. life.. boyfriends.. bitch about people..then ltr charis came and join us.. at coffee beans..its been long since we actualy meet up and have dinner and crap.. really love them alot.. they are a bunch of friends whom i relly treasure.. :)
keep loving you guys..
Reality Sucks Big Time
9:36 AM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
soccer event today again.. lotsa people went.. like frederick.. john.. nicholas.. danny.. eric.. krystel..joshua..alvin..jaren..shaun.. marcellus.. had a great game today.. but i injured my toe siaz.. when i wanted to kick the ball.. that nicholas's leg came in the way.. and i kicked his leg instead.. and my toes got crushed loh.. dohz.. his leg became red.. and i fall on the fall.. damn damn damn pain.. that kinda feeling when you got a sprain.. becomes more painful by the time.. doh.. cant walk properly..went to rest instead.. lol.. damn tired.. stood the whole day.. for around 10 hours..dohz.. jia alt.. went to mac to makan. then go home.. doh.. now waiting for hair to dry. so sorry about the lame post.. dohz
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:16 AM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
ps.. i love you
Reality Sucks Big Time
8:31 AM
qi si wo le... hrmpF~~~... angry until wan to cry.. dohz.. maybe its the time of the month.. but why have to be so drastic.. doh.. super super pissed.. hrmpf!!!!
Reality Sucks Big Time
6:33 AM
Friday, April 21, 2006
sighz.. really so sianz.. does it mean that the more you care and love someone.. the more conflicts you get.. becos you care.. that's why there are disappointments and disastifaction? hais.. dunoe.. no bf.. troubled.. got bf also troubled.. but at least the troubles are willingly experienced.. me and him kinda always quarreled.. also dunoe why we quarrel.. guess its misunderstanding ba.. lack of communications.. sian.. guys.. anywae.. everything is alright le.. i mean.. its also quarrel then okay le.. but the process really sucks.. heart pain leh.. i hate that kinda feeling.. sighz..
anywae.. i wen to smu today.. for the interview.. we had a group discussion as our interview.. talking abt being vocal and bold.. we had to speak up.. make comments.. and substantiate our points to gain points from the interviewers.. i think the school is really cool and condusive for learning environment.. at least you wun fall aslp during classes..
anywae.. i got accepted by ntu le.. business school.. woots.. finally.. at least worse come to worst.. i still have ntu.. but i think smu is really a cool schoo.. so if they accept mi.. i would have a tough choice deciding.. hmm.. wish mi luck woh.. hahaa.. tata..
ps> i am still loving you...
Reality Sucks Big Time
8:51 AM
before perming.. the next pic is after- designed by my dear
Reality Sucks Big Time
7:11 AM
before
Reality Sucks Big Time
7:07 AM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
i just permed my hair! and dyed and highlighted it.. designed by my dear.. now my hair is like curly and more lively.. personally and most of the reviews are.. its a new look and something fresh.. although there are some comments saying that i looked older.. omg..older..i am already like so mature-looking.. hmm..eric say i look like aunt.. hrmpf!!! nvm.. i like it can le.. i will post a pic in my blog soon.. but mean while you guys can take a look at my friendster.. at this web>>http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=2789216
haha.. went to mom to accompany desmond to do his work permit.. reach mom then realised there is so much to be done.. and when we asked the info counter.. they say A... then when we asked the another counter.. they say B.. then when we ask the service ladies at the e-lobby.. they say C.. so we decided we just stick to C.. then we applied online.. then have to print these and that.. so mafan.. doh..
after mom.. when to make hair.. then wen to ktv.. woh.. the ktv was super duper fun.. our apple company booked a function room at kbov in cinelesiure.. there's food.. music.. and fun people.. some are playing pool.. some are singing.. eating.. drinking.. free flow of beer.. playing dice..and games.. shirl n krys are all there le.. so we played and drank.. i drank quite a bit ah.. cos shirleen keep losing.. then i have to help her to drink.. cos she cant hold her liquor well... eric was drunk loh.. think he drank too much too.. sang song with wai sin and others.. so fun.. woot.. i love company event.. so cool.. and its free.. wahaaa..thats the best part.. :P
Reality Sucks Big Time
8:44 AM
Monday, April 17, 2006
my eye hurts.. so itchy.. doh.. just finished talking to dong dong.. doh.. he might go back to msia for about 2 weeks lah.. cos he will most prob only start work in early may.. which means that.. i wun be able to see him for 2weeks.. HRuh.. Two weeks leh.. sooo long.. i will die loh.. maybe now i can understand how seok and those girls with their boys in army's feelings le.. doh.. can someone die of missing someone? i think i will die of missing him loh.. heh.. now.. even though he is not working.. we are already seeing so lil of each other already... maybe things wun be so bad after all.. 2weeks only.. thats like HALF a month lah.. doh..maybe i am thinking too much.. hahaa.. this idea pop into my mind.. follow him to msia?.. doh.. are you crazy.. his parents dun even know abt mi.. and then my parents i think sure wun allow.. doh doh doh~~~
anywae.. i should be changing a new hairstyle tmr.. probably perming it.. and dyeing it.. i hope its nice.. hahaa.. desmond designing for me.. heh.. doh.. but i stil need to pay la.. thats like of cos..
hmmm.. got two of my guy friends come talk to mi.. recently.. both just brokeup..i also sian sian for them.. why couples in a relationship will so easily say out.." break up" these two words.. too mi.. these two words constitutes more than just breaking up.. i told myself.. perhaps if one day.. or another guy or whoever says break up to me.. i will kinda never give him a second chance even though if he wants a patch.. if saying these words are easily done.. then a guy or girl can say it twice or thrice or even more.. then whats the point? i dunoe.. maybe some day i might change my point of view..
Reality Sucks Big Time
9:43 AM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
so long nv blog le.. kinda hate it to be a depressing post.. but i really feel quite depressed.. not that i want it..i guess humans are only depressed by two major things.. money and then guys..and this time it's guys...ithink perhaps i am a perfectionist.. that's why happiness is such a tough thing to achieve.. as for relationship.. i had been always searching for a ideal guy whom i love.. and who love me.. desmond is close to the perfection i am looking for.. not becos he is cute.. not becos he is cool.. or not becos he is kinda popular.. but its more like.. his innocence.. his behaviour.. and feel which made me feel really comfortable to be with.. i really like him.. and want to stick with him for a long long time.. but i feel so tired.. as thereis a certain feeling of aloofness about him.. cold.. i looked at shirleen and seng gim( her bf) and felt that.. they are so passionate abt each other.. and i looked at our relationship.. maybe you can even say there isnt any honeymoon period couples experience when they just started to be together.. the sticky period.. when they whole day sms each other.. and tell each other how much they care.. not that i mind so much abt this.. just that.. i dont know what's wrong.. i really hope things will improve.. hais.. very sianz..
-tired of waiting-
Reality Sucks Big Time
3:56 AM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
sat
i slept n slept n slept.. for 16 hours.. i nv sleep so long in my life before.. doh.. must be the medicine..but so shuang loh.. this is call life.. wokeup watched some tv.. eat n bath.. the usuals.. and met pris ltr on to watch her study while i eat my macdonalds and read a book.. i am starting on a new book.." five people you meet in heaven".. by Mitch.. sounds interesting.. and anywae.. i read his another book." tuesday with morrie" not bad too.. ZzZz.. i slept so much.. and i am feeling slpy again..
sun
wokeup at like 2:30.. slept like 12 hours?? doh.. i feel like a pig.. and i still feel tired.. guess its the medicine at work..haha.a. guess what? i lost weight leh..super happy.. lost like 2 kg.. still need to lose one more kg to reach my ideal weight!! lol.. xin fu.. :P watched alot of tv the whole day.. and made something for desmond..for our first month anni.. coming soon le.. tue.. but tmr i meeting him.. cos tmr got company soccer.. he will be coming.. will pass to him tmr then..at 12 midnight.. lol.. i made him cookies.. hahaa.. erh.. i tasted it.. i think maybe abit too sweet.. jia lat.. but i still hope he likes it lah..
lol.. ciao.. tired.. gonna slp..
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:04 AM
Friday, April 07, 2006
tues
went to work.. after slogging for like10 hours.. mi.. desmond.. nic. his gf.. danny and eric went to bugis area to eat n do sheesha.. heh.. we ordered vanilla, mint and rose flavour.. quite interested leh.. when you inhale througf the tube..there is this sharp spurge against your throat.. pretty much like smokin ba.. (nv tried smoking before..) the effect of nicotine..
eate fettucine there.. i dun really like it.. its not very creamy and qutie bland..but nic commented his mee rebus rocks.. hmm..oOoOoOk.. we had quite a relax time over there.. with eric doing his jokes and us looking at pic n chatting..
wed
became sick.. wen to the doctor.. waited for like sooooo long lah.. doh.. after taht went home.. and went out to help desmond do his work permit stuffs.. doh.. then walked around and ate..
thurs
hmmm..i slept for like 14 hours.. which is like super long.. and i stil feel slpy... must be the medicine..:P brought him to mom to submit the application form.. in the end must pay at the post office first before submission.. so mafan.. went to eat ... looked for some friends.. after that he went to find danny.. and i went to ps to shop.. and met shirleen there..ZzZ.. went home.. and slp..
friday
ah.. sick still have to work.. poor mi.. i just know that our commission scheme changed again lah.. doh.. during christmas season.. its 6/hr wo commission.. then ltr change to 8/hr no commission.. then now changed back to 6/hr with commission.. doh.. they can really do their maths..seriously.. doh.. but nvm.. today i think i earned like 50 bucks commission ah.. lol..God's grace..
ps> i love my dong dong..
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:37 AM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
last week
you know what? i got these " going to get sacked" feeling loh.. heh.. i told corey ( my manager) that i wanna work on tue, wed, and friday.. then she replied say work on tue half day n wed..heh~~~!!! whole week only work 1 and 1/2 day? serious siaz? luckily my friend ask mi to cover his shift on monday.. at least not that bad.. i told the girls about these.. then they also have the same feeling loh.. corey gave shirleen full day off instead of half day which shirleen requested for.. hahaa.. but fear not.. cos even if someone has to go.. probably shirleen will go first.. lol.. slacker.. lol.. * just kidding* anywae.. i hope our sales are good... so... they wouldnt sack us.. bleaahs..
i just finished my sidney sheldon book- best laid plans.. man.. its so nice.. met pek joo and gang yesterday.. and went clubbing at indochine.. its free entrance.. and the guys paid for all the drinks.. woohooo.. dance alittle.. not really in the mood also.. desmond din come.. bleah.. had to take care of a girl.. kept vomitting lah.. hahaa.. poor girl.. went to pris house to stay... les the night away.. opps.. lol.. just kidding.. anwyae.. went to sr garden coffee beans to study with her.. i read my book while she is doing her tutorial.. lol.. then went to eat thai food at " the sticky rice".. its really nice.. very strong taste.. very to my liking.. although the green curry is slighty too strong.. hmmm.. then went home.. bleah.. going to do my stuffs.. update soon.. tata..
Reality Sucks Big Time
9:02 AM