Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Monday, March 06, 2006
sat
went to work.. helping mark to cover his shift.. so worked until like 5 plus.. then wen to meet ern for dinner.. and watch movie.. underworld evolution.. doh.. not nice..i mean i liek the vampires n werewolves inside.. but.. the actions are not very exciting as compared to the previous vampire n werewolves show.. i cant remember the name.. doh.. the one where the werewolve killed the vampire.. hmmm..
anywae.. after that.. went home played computer and stuffs.. slept at 1 plus.. doh.. next day gotta wakeup at 6am... ciaos..
sunday
got up at 6am..prepared and stuffs.. packed and left the house.. took a cab to jurong east.. science centre rd.. informatics.. for a media corp radio shoot..
reached pretty early.. so waited outside.. then this guy came along... his name is terence.. also doing the shoot.. so chatted alil.. then went in.. got changed into this blue colour uniform..and black pants..
before the shoot started..they gave us breakfast.. which is like bee hoon.. still not bad lah.. haha.. then helped us with the makeup n hair do.. lol.. i think my hair do sucks.. -.-
oh well.. then went inside the fliming place..
basically we were suppose to be working.'. doing soldering job.. then this guy came along wanting to charge his hp.. haha.. you guys shall see it on tv..
did the rehearsal.. learning the actions of soldering.. then break...waited for the camera to be fixed.. and stage to be arranged properly.. then did the shooting.. for about 30 min.. then break..
did some touch up on the stage again.. then ate lunch.. went back to shoot.. did rehearsal for the next scene..and waited for the lightings to be adjust properly..fell asleep waiting..shoot.. NG.. shoot again.. ah.. that lady went out of beat.. shoot again.. tape roll.. camera roll.. shoot! 1....2....3.. okay.. good take.. -*claps*-
oh.. break time again.. went into the waiting room to rest.. played computer.. toilet time.. go drink some coffee.. went back to the room to wait again.. director is calling.. okay.. go back to the shoot.. rehearsal for next scene.. arrange this arrange that.. man.. fell asleep again.. wokeup.. did shooting.. okay.. cut! breaktime again.. wen to drink some tea.. and walked around.. talk to some of the guys n girls there.realised one of the girls there is the girl who interviewed me when i got scouted by UAN.. so qiao... make friends..
oh.. shooting again.. ah.. this time round.. the director say we can go le.. bt after ahwile.. he told us to wait for awhile.. so we went back to the room.. this time gotta do a facial expression.. did two takes.. and yahooo~ can go home le.. finally.. hahaa..
then terence's bro came to fetch him.. so fetch mi home too.. so nice.. haha.. thanks terence.. went home!!woh.. sooooo tired.. shooted from 6am to 6pm.. manz..cos my neighbour's having birthday party.. so wen to eat.. and went out to find pris.. helped her do her chem tutorial.. surprisingly.. after liek 4 months.. i still remember how to do the chem tutorial.. wooohoo.. so who needs chems tutiton? :P den went to kallang to find the company.. its soccer time again.. this time round.. jimmy the boss is even here.. cool.. played like a few rough rounds.. kicked my toes against the wall.. doh.. hurts manz..
then went over to mac to makan.. doh.. woohhhhh~ nicholas's friend is damn cute.. he looks like lin jun jie.. or 100 times better looking than him.. then nicholas intro his friend to me.. hahaa.. i shooked his hand.. aiyo.. so nice n friendly.. hahaa.. -*shy*- lah.. haha.. nothing else.. went home.. ciaoz..
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