Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Thursday, March 02, 2006
results released le.. meridian jc did really well this year.. better than last year.. we've got like 86 students getting 3 distinction and above..and about 92% getting 100% passes in all subject..
reminds me of ms lai always going about how badly we did for our promos and prelims.. "worse than last year's batch.. i am really worried for you.." doh.. i am glad we proved her wrong..
so she started reading out the list of people who got 3 As.. and seeing those blessed ones went up to collect their results.. what an honour.. the list started from arts class.. then to science class. then guess what? doh.. they skipped our class.. heh.. meaning no one got 3 As in our class.. doh.. expected..
soon.. we were dispatched of to various booths to collect our results.. still feeling alright.. not worried not stressed.. just normal.. but as i saw irene's face and wendy's face when they collected their results.. i started to feel alttle weird.. when it's finally my turn.. mr yeow look at me.. and took my hand and shook it.." weiling.. you deserve it... " suddenly my heart skipped a beat.. i took the result slip over from him..and peeped at it..i gave a lil scream and ran out of the hall..
cant believe my own eyes.. i stared again at the result slip..reading
Biology-B
Mathematics-B
Chemistry-B
General paper-B3
i was like.. woh..i cant believe it.. i mean.. it isnt that great a result.. but hey.. it still a quite good looking cert..i always thought of geting triple As.. but after been thru juniorcollege.. i think i will be super contented with BCC this kinda results...but..
tears started flowing..as i thought of how i played so much during first year..and retained.. cried alot.. suffered a great deal.. started going church...and eventually miracle happened.. i got promoted.. din get retain.. so struggled through my 2nd year.. studying really hard.. gave up my relationship with bryan.. cos i cant place him in the most important place in my heart.. due to poor academic results..i am sorry bryan...
with my mind pre-occupied with studies.. i tried my best.. yet still kept failing everything..its really so disppointing.. went for remedial.. after school classes..and the list goes on.. prelims results got everything O.. doh.. felt even worse.. went for even more class n remedial n consultations..
studied everyday till 6am..waking up after 6hours.. and study again.. finally A levels came.. did okay for some paper.. while there were some that werent tiny bit like a typical A level paper.. A level ended.. let go... was realyl worried about it for some time.. but pastor prince taught me not to worry.. cos God is in control.. and jesus said.." let not your heart be worried.."
now.. all these went thru my mind.. tears started flowing.. i am glad that at least my hard work paid off.. and proved those people who wanted to retain me wrong.. and most important of all..
To God be the glory..
Reality Sucks Big Time
7:56 AM