Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
tmr getting results.. at 2pm.. if you ask me how i am feeling now.. seriously i feel nothing.. not worried or anything.. its not that i am super confident or numb.. but its just that.. feeling anxious or worried wont do the situation better.. moreover.. my jesus told mi that " let not your heart be worried.." i believe He will take care of me and the situation..seriously i would rather not think about whats gonna happen tmr.. my dad asked me to go have dinner at baccarat.. some international buffet place.. he said to me.. if results are good.. we'll call for a celebration.. if aint good.. it will be consolation.. seriously i hope its celebration.. To God be the glory..:)
Reality Sucks Big Time
8:51 AM
Monday, February 27, 2006
realy veyr happy.. i received a call from james telling mi that i got recruited in the shoot for the mediacorp radio ad.. dunoe exactly what i might be doing.... hope its somethng good.. shoot will be on sunday..jia you for mi woh.. :P
anywae.. corey told mi that i will be going for the road show in suntec.. doh.. road show for apple.. fujitsu n acer also called mi to go work for them sia.. but sian.. who call i gave priority to apple.. although maybe acer's commission wil be much better.. but since she put mi in le.. then just give it a try loh.. anywae.. did acer n fujitsu so many times le.. try apple also not bad.. but this time round.. i will be promoting ipod.. instead of computer.. i dunnoe much abt macintosh lah..although i would love to know more.. hmm.. well.. i'll just stick to mr boring ipod..doh..
btw.. my sister came back from holland.. so did my dad from china.. weee~~~ tuan yuan!!
my sister jio mi go club at attica.. when i went to the restroom.. then this guy commented that i look great.. hee.. he's quite nice looking.. name's tilo... he got that ABC chinese accent.. so nice...and invited mi to go to his table and bring my friends if i want.. so i brought my sister there.. they treat drinks.. hee.. and dance alil..
after which they wanted to go to the second floor.. which you would have to pay more to get in.. so i din have the stamp on my hand mah.. so they said its okay.. cos the boss of attica is their friend.. zai rite?
so they got mi in.. and then introduce the boss to us.. zai!! the boss is quite generous.. treated drinks..and i passed quite a few drinks to my sister..oh well.. got his name card.. doh.. my sister want mi to get one.. and there was this guy who came to sit beside mi and starTed talking abt life to me.. doh.. we're in a club!! -.-" then i walked away...
anywae.. saw this bartender.. aiyo.. quite cute.. keep smiling at me. hee.. :P shy lah.. he told mi he is working this week end sat.. doh.. dun think i can go man.. see how first lah..
these days got a feeling that i have become alil more quiet.. kinda prefer to do things on my own.. not that i dun appreciate or like company.. but just seems that loneliness is quite comfortable as well..i realised that i more n more dun like to talk to customers... rather spent more time doing stock up or arranging the shelves.. doh.. better still.. anywae.. no commission..:)
feeling tired.. i'll just read my newly bought sidney sheldon book before i slp.. nitez..
i found out that you are no longer who you are.. though pain seized my heart.. yet.. i believe one day i'll walk out of it.. and my heart continues to hibernate..
Reality Sucks Big Time
7:43 AM
Friday, February 24, 2006
it hurts like hell..
like hell..
i cant help it...
Reality Sucks Big Time
8:14 AM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
i am totally super duper grossed out by this fella from my work place.. he is harrassing mi every now and then..
came out to mi to ask for number.. when i said no.. he went to the system to get it and msg mi.. whats the bloody point... msg mi ask mi to go to the locker room wanted to pass mi sometihng.. when i told him.. to stop it and told him its super embarrassing.. he still came up to mi and talk to mi.. sent mi a letter saying what.." maybe i look interesting to you..".."Have you ever wonder how to love a person like me? Do you really want to be with such a person and to know him personally? : doh.. i am totally freaked out by him siaz..
such a long letter.. doh.. my face twisted even harder down the letter..
then i replied.." sorry.. but i think you misunderstood.. but i am really not interested in you at all.. please dont bother smsing or replying mi.. cos i am veyr frightened by yor kinda gestures.. may God bless you.." doesnt sound that bad ah? polite too~
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:43 AM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
happy valentine day~ today i went working.. cos there isnt any special for mi to celebrate with.. dun find it especially special or what.. since there isnt anyone i care for particularly..
anyway some say v day is a commercialised event.. which is kinda true to a certain extent.. but seeing so many customer coming in and carefully choosing gifts for their loved ones.. made me feel kinda envious.. perhaps when i have someone i care for.. i would wan to do the same thing too..
oh well.. work was generally fine... but i was quite turned off by a guy who stayed around to ask mi for my number.. din gave though.. he is like shorter than me.. and maybe smaller size than me.. its true that i bother abt outlook.. of cos.. since you dun even know the person at all.. but its like.. he wrote a letter ages ago saying.."weiling.. you are so near yet so far..." omg.. i almost died.. and when he calls my name.. he uses this "MMMmmmMmMMMmM" this "tehn" tone.. abit too mushy le.. i cant take it.. dohz..
anywae.. after work we went to eat with corey.. costa.. john..charis.. jonathan.. kar fat..then went to play pool with them at bugis.. qutie nice lah.. since i haven touch pool for so long.. ever since A levels period.. lol.. gonna slp le.. tmr will be going for casting.. hope it will be successful..
To God be the Glory..
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:40 AM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
i am having a mood swing.. i will bite at anyone who comes in my way..so go away..
Reality Sucks Big Time
8:23 AM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
hey happy new year to all you guys out there.. hope ya had lotsa ang baos and win lotsa money during black jack.. :P
i think i ate too much new year goodies ba.. feeling sick siaz.. now having cough.. asthma..
today went to consult a doctor.. heh.. 68 bucks leh.. so ex lah.. gave mi like 9 different medicine..
after eating the medicine today.. i felt weak immediately.. sia lar.. so strong.. at the clinci.. they gave mi this gas therapy.. whereby i have to put the gas mask over my face and breathe.. hahaa.. for like 15 mintues.. dohz..
my relatives came over to my house to eat steamboat and yusheng... yummy.. i am super full.. must start exercising once i recover...
btw.. on wednesday.. mi.. charis.. corey.. costa.. his friend.. and mjark went to mambo night at zouk.. doh... the songs are quite 80s lah.. not my type.. people dancing handsigns and stuffs.. lo.. not my cup of tea.. so i went over to phuture.. wooo~~ nice musics..cool grooves.. and handsome guys.. met a few guys..
there was this guy.. name chris.. hes kinda cute siaz.. asked mi if i wanna take his no. .. but i asked him to take mine instead.. then we pushed here pushed there.. then i said.. want to take not.. or else forget it.. lol.. the moment i turned.. and walked away.. i regretted it siaz.. dohz.. -.-" he said hope to see mi soon.. i really hope to see him soon siaz.. hahaa.. lousy mi.. then charis called mi and its time for mi to leave.. so went back to find the rest.. at zouk.. hahaa.. i think ill go on this wednesday again.. to phuture.. since its ladies night.. go for fun..
11th feb
lifestyle bash present- players and swingers..
at far east square.. the pavillion
tickets at $20 each
drinks promo
door games
date auctions
lingerie models
come meet cool, handsome guys and hot babes
celebrating pre v day
see ya there
buy tickets from me.. :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
7:02 AM