Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Friday, December 09, 2005
8th dec
wokeup at 3pm.. then bath n stuffs.. went to meet charis at her house n fetch pris to go orchard.. we bought a bikini for my darl sam.. and chose a card.. i went to buy a top too.. from mango.. quite nice leh..but i would have to alter it alittle..
stayed in the toilet for a great deal of time.. trying to touch up on our makeup..like bimbos.. yes.. lol..but who cares.. took pic in the toilet too..
then went to zouk... to party.. its a lesbian party... so there was drag queen, drag king, butch stripper, femme dancer, butch singer... blah blah blah contest.. its qutie boring in the start.. but the interesting part was you get to watch the butch strip.. woohoo.. lol.. shant comment too much.. interested parties and come ask mi.. lol
staged clear.. music became louder.. people indulging in dancing.. mi too.. had alot of fun dancing.. went to get drinks.. and sat down.. then this butch came over to ask mi if i dun wan to dance anymore.. then i replied.. no.. wanna rest.. doh.. weird.. i dun even noe her lar.. lol..
then charis saw this cute guy standing in front of her.. so she dared mi 5 bucks... to go up to the guy and ask for no.. doh.. when i finally decided to do so.. i followed the guy.. but i humji.. Zzzz.. then when i finally pluck up the courage to do so.. he disappeared.. damn sad.. but nvm.. drank alot.. then on the way to the dance floor.. suddenly got this girl pulled mi over to one side.. and asked for my name.. and intro mi to her friends.. doh.. then she shocked mi by asking.." you like this type( pointing to her butch friend) or this type..( pointing to herself.. a pure les)..." i got a shocked.. lol.. so i said erh.no preferences.. then i tried to tell them that..i gotta go dance with my friend.. then she(huiyuan) followed us loh.. hmmm.. lol.. then anywae.. i danced with her and stuffs.. shant talk abt the details.. then her friends came over and danced with my friends... anywae.. while dancing with her.. there is girl who wore green colour tank top and a hat.. omg.. she is so vanness... i like.. she came to dance behind mi.. and asked if i am single.. and asked mi dance with her.. she said she like singapore.. she is quite cool.. lol.. from australia.. then after that i went back to dance with huiyuan.. hmmm.. everyone looks like they are having fun.. especially pris.. i think she is high..
anywae.. another girl came over to dance with mi while i was with huiyuan.. then huiyuan said to her.. ask her go find other girls. lol.. i feel weird.. oh well.. lol..
but all in all.. the party was fun.. everyone enjoyed themselves.. after the party.. we went to makan at newton.. stingray and drinks n kangkong n carrot cake.. lol.. then went home. slp..
Reality Sucks Big Time
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