Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Monday, December 26, 2005
23rd dec
the previous day was having leave... so rested the whole day.. then 23rd nite when to chinablack to club... with sam n charis... ben and his friends.. jason n his friends are all there... before going to chinablack.. mi and sam went to shop at suntec.. bloOOdy hell.. lol.. that girl forever late.. made mi wait for 1 hour.. doh..she gotta shop for her family.. bought guess... nike.. novo.. blah blah blah. then went to town to meet alvin... past him his christmas card.. he suprised mi with a present.. its eeyor~~ and a post card.. aiyoooo.. so sweet and cute.. i din think that he would actually be so nice.. lol.. hint hint.. anywae.. he look so good that nite.. lol.. hair so long..
then after exchanging gifts.. went over to chinablack to meet ben.. gota our tickets and went in.. fetch charis n lydia.. went to to drink and dance.. those normal cluBbing thingy..
got this guy-jeric or whatever the name is.. he kept asking mi for my number sia.. rejected him qutie a few times.. then gave in.. anywae he said just make friends.. anything loh... then got this guy..alex or soemthing.. keep asking mi to dance with him. lol.. but i dun like to dance with guys whom i dun know.. got some drinks and stuffs.. in the end went to indochine to see see.. there damn damn packed like sardine.. in the end went home after a while..
next day still got work sia...
24th dec
went to work as usual... so tired... but sitll okay.. entertained those customers.. during lunch.. went to eat with charis.. iman.. pris..chiwei.. and his friend.. suen and gary... ate crayfish laska.. yummmyyyy... :P after work.. shirl went to meet her sec sch friends at bishan.. and charis n krys went to midnight mass.. ah neh asked mi to meet him.. but i dunoe his friends mah.. so in the end i went pub with mjark..(notes> its not a typo.. thats his name.. lol)
went on a bike.. lol.. soooo shuang.. its so long since i took a motorbike.. the cool nite breeze blowing against my skin.. wow.. shuang... went to pub to meet his friend.. to take money.. wow.. his friend damn dman cute loh.. sooo hunky.. i dun like hunky guys.. quite alot of you people know that.. but this one ah.. aiyo.. lol.. got that kinda allan wu feeling.. hmmm.. so shuai.. lol..
drinks on the house.. lol.. cos this is the advantages of havin a bartender as a friend.. free drinks.. danced abit.. and went home..
25th dec
yup.. its chriStmassss~~~ morning forced myself to wakeup and went to church.. merrrry christmas everyone..!!! have a blessed and wonderful day.. :)
yup.. after that.. guess what? went home? no way... go out? yup.. orcahrd road.. of cos lar!!! but do what? wORK!!! oh great.., yummy.. working on christmas.. anywae.. i was soooo tired sia.. but bo bian.. to earn money and have fun... :P then went home loh...
anywae!!!! attention.. 29th chinablack got party... girls 15bucks.. 18bucks for guys.. hip hop and rnb all nite!! no ah-beng music.. got drinks promotion too! people who wanna get tickets.. come get from mi k.. see ya there.. :)
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