Saturday, December 31, 2005
you dont know me... you have no rights to judge who i am.. and since you are doing this kinda despicable acts... i guess you aint much of a samaritan..
if you wanna throw a rock at me.. i am telling you.. i will be brave to catch it... try me..
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11:44 PM
Friday, December 30, 2005
thinking of the past.. it makes mi wonder.. people who knows my habit.. would know that i am damn choosy when it comes to buying shoes.. and there was only once when i entered a shop.. and the moment i set my eyes on this particular pair of shoe.. i was amazed..and bought it immediately regardless of the price..
guys? same thing.. he let mi felt that way too... at the gallery in mjc..
last nite.. when i was sitting outside the toilet.. with his friend and lydia's friend.. they kept asking mi if i was okay... i smiled.. i actually smiled.. saying everything was fine... as if nothing happen.. and trying to act like nothing happened.. but do you know how i feel inside?
hperhaps i can understand how she feels.. cos maybe i feel the same way too.. maybe.. i duno yet.. but i know.. its not meant to be.. cos his heart is not with mi.. i tot i was strong.. but i am still a girl.. i tot my heart has gone into hibernation.. but why is there a tinge of heart quenched? i dunoe.. maybe i am thinking too much.. i wan my heart to hibernate further.. perhaps thats the best way not to get hurt..
all in all.. everything last nite was good.. my friends and i enjoyed myself tremendously.. drinking.. dancing. having fun.. i think especially shirleen.. for me.. i treasured those moments together with my friends and stuffs...perhaps its like a dream come true.. and this dream will be over the moment i wakeup.. back into reality..
well.. i guess life isnt just rainbows and butterflies...
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6:48 AM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
heh.. i am alway tired everyday lar.. everyday working lar.. today i found out that nicholas is quite a nice guy.. he isnt as fierce as you guys think lar.. well.. looks can be deceiving.. anywae.. he looks quite nice when he smile..
had dinner with charis n her parents. and krystel n shirl.. nydc.. yummy.. the pasta rocks! lol..then went home with shirl.. cos her parents car cant accomodate so many people..
oh well.. gotta go slp.. nitez..
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8:17 AM
Monday, December 26, 2005
23rd dec
the previous day was having leave... so rested the whole day.. then 23rd nite when to chinablack to club... with sam n charis... ben and his friends.. jason n his friends are all there... before going to chinablack.. mi and sam went to shop at suntec.. bloOOdy hell.. lol.. that girl forever late.. made mi wait for 1 hour.. doh..she gotta shop for her family.. bought guess... nike.. novo.. blah blah blah. then went to town to meet alvin... past him his christmas card.. he suprised mi with a present.. its eeyor~~ and a post card.. aiyoooo.. so sweet and cute.. i din think that he would actually be so nice.. lol.. hint hint.. anywae.. he look so good that nite.. lol.. hair so long..
then after exchanging gifts.. went over to chinablack to meet ben.. gota our tickets and went in.. fetch charis n lydia.. went to to drink and dance.. those normal cluBbing thingy..
got this guy-jeric or whatever the name is.. he kept asking mi for my number sia.. rejected him qutie a few times.. then gave in.. anywae he said just make friends.. anything loh... then got this guy..alex or soemthing.. keep asking mi to dance with him. lol.. but i dun like to dance with guys whom i dun know.. got some drinks and stuffs.. in the end went to indochine to see see.. there damn damn packed like sardine.. in the end went home after a while..
next day still got work sia...
24th dec
went to work as usual... so tired... but sitll okay.. entertained those customers.. during lunch.. went to eat with charis.. iman.. pris..chiwei.. and his friend.. suen and gary... ate crayfish laska.. yummmyyyy... :P after work.. shirl went to meet her sec sch friends at bishan.. and charis n krys went to midnight mass.. ah neh asked mi to meet him.. but i dunoe his friends mah.. so in the end i went pub with mjark..(notes> its not a typo.. thats his name.. lol)
went on a bike.. lol.. soooo shuang.. its so long since i took a motorbike.. the cool nite breeze blowing against my skin.. wow.. shuang... went to pub to meet his friend.. to take money.. wow.. his friend damn dman cute loh.. sooo hunky.. i dun like hunky guys.. quite alot of you people know that.. but this one ah.. aiyo.. lol.. got that kinda allan wu feeling.. hmmm.. so shuai.. lol..
drinks on the house.. lol.. cos this is the advantages of havin a bartender as a friend.. free drinks.. danced abit.. and went home..
25th dec
yup.. its chriStmassss~~~ morning forced myself to wakeup and went to church.. merrrry christmas everyone..!!! have a blessed and wonderful day.. :)
yup.. after that.. guess what? went home? no way... go out? yup.. orcahrd road.. of cos lar!!! but do what? wORK!!! oh great.., yummy.. working on christmas.. anywae.. i was soooo tired sia.. but bo bian.. to earn money and have fun... :P then went home loh...
anywae!!!! attention.. 29th chinablack got party... girls 15bucks.. 18bucks for guys.. hip hop and rnb all nite!! no ah-beng music.. got drinks promotion too! people who wanna get tickets.. come get from mi k.. see ya there.. :)
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4:08 AM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
worked for two days le.. serisouly tired siaz.. dohz.. luckily tmr off.. or else sure can pEnGs..selling ipods now. doh..
no commission.. also dunoe why i worked so hard.. but today damn luckily.. sold qutie alot of sutffs to a lady.. 2 bose QC.. 4 ipod nano.. and 1 ipod video to a single gal.. anywae no commsission. so i wrote the name who serve the lady as one of the guys one.. then he will share commission with mi..lbEah.. nothing much to say. bye.. my foot hurts....
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8:06 AM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
16th dec
i went for training...sat there for three hours listen to the guy talk.. soooo many things to remember.. also must go home and do "homework" look up online for the info on the thousand n one accessories.. manz.. my brain is gonna be fried.. hope i can take it and earn lotsa money.. after training.. went to eat.. charis went to meet her cousins.. shirl went to work.. so i went to find lydia.. then went to accu suen to work.. she damn slack one loh.. doh.. one hour late.. one hour go eat.. one hour stand there.. one hour walk around.. ahahhaa... silly gal.. she works at takashimaya the ground floor.. toy fair.. i saw the cookie monster and elmo.. sooooooo cute! :) i want loh.. its quite big.. cost around 39.90.. hahaa.. -*HinT HinT*-
anywae.. i am officially quite broke.. i just bought two tops yesterday.. and one mango top the day before.. and a pair of shoes.. total around 200 liaoz.. dohz.. i am supposed to save money lar.. instead.. haix.. landed myself broke.. hahaa.. manz.. so how? how to go club next week? got party on 22nd.. 23rd.. and 29th.. hmmm.. sent some money down from heaven!!! :P
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12:47 AM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
hey guys! i found a job le.. lol..i will be officially working at the Apple store in WheelLocks... selling ipods... ibooks and accessories.. went to the walk-in interview.. the interview went smoothly.. hence shirl n i got recruited immediately.. not bad rite? training is on this coming friday.. and ill start work next monday... cant wait.. this job still not bad.. got 2 days off... 6 bucks per hour.. first month no commission.. second month than got.. lol.. hopefully i can do well in this job yah.. earn big bucks.. :P
meanwhile.. i am so gonna enjoy myself.. went bacarat with wingsing n charis n shirl.. the other day and watch pride n prejudice.. its a good movie.. good humour and quite sweet.. you guys can catch it one day..
anywae.. every monring has been a torment.. with my neighbour having construction work as early as like 9 am.. manz.. you know what time i slp? 4am in the morning.. 9am got called up by this noise.. luckily i found ear plug.. but it aint of great help too.. hmmm.. i think would have to impose of charis.. lol.. hope she doesnt mind.. :P go slp at her place.. okay.. gotta go out liaoz.. see ya guys soon!
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7:52 PM
Monday, December 12, 2005
just change blogskin.. lol.. cos many people are complaining that they cant come in cos too laggy or what.. so now you guys have no excuse. pls tag.. lol.. or else i might just close down this blog.. Hrmpf... dun bear to rite.. lol.. so ya knoe what to do ya..
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10:19 AM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
arh~~ let's shout~
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11:20 AM
MY FAV GALS
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11:17 AM
my conjoin darling
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11:17 AM
Friday, December 09, 2005
8th dec
wokeup at 3pm.. then bath n stuffs.. went to meet charis at her house n fetch pris to go orchard.. we bought a bikini for my darl sam.. and chose a card.. i went to buy a top too.. from mango.. quite nice leh..but i would have to alter it alittle..
stayed in the toilet for a great deal of time.. trying to touch up on our makeup..like bimbos.. yes.. lol..but who cares.. took pic in the toilet too..
then went to zouk... to party.. its a lesbian party... so there was drag queen, drag king, butch stripper, femme dancer, butch singer... blah blah blah contest.. its qutie boring in the start.. but the interesting part was you get to watch the butch strip.. woohoo.. lol.. shant comment too much.. interested parties and come ask mi.. lol
staged clear.. music became louder.. people indulging in dancing.. mi too.. had alot of fun dancing.. went to get drinks.. and sat down.. then this butch came over to ask mi if i dun wan to dance anymore.. then i replied.. no.. wanna rest.. doh.. weird.. i dun even noe her lar.. lol..
then charis saw this cute guy standing in front of her.. so she dared mi 5 bucks... to go up to the guy and ask for no.. doh.. when i finally decided to do so.. i followed the guy.. but i humji.. Zzzz.. then when i finally pluck up the courage to do so.. he disappeared.. damn sad.. but nvm.. drank alot.. then on the way to the dance floor.. suddenly got this girl pulled mi over to one side.. and asked for my name.. and intro mi to her friends.. doh.. then she shocked mi by asking.." you like this type( pointing to her butch friend) or this type..( pointing to herself.. a pure les)..." i got a shocked.. lol.. so i said erh.no preferences.. then i tried to tell them that..i gotta go dance with my friend.. then she(huiyuan) followed us loh.. hmmm.. lol.. then anywae.. i danced with her and stuffs.. shant talk abt the details.. then her friends came over and danced with my friends... anywae.. while dancing with her.. there is girl who wore green colour tank top and a hat.. omg.. she is so vanness... i like.. she came to dance behind mi.. and asked if i am single.. and asked mi dance with her.. she said she like singapore.. she is quite cool.. lol.. from australia.. then after that i went back to dance with huiyuan.. hmmm.. everyone looks like they are having fun.. especially pris.. i think she is high..
anywae.. another girl came over to dance with mi while i was with huiyuan.. then huiyuan said to her.. ask her go find other girls. lol.. i feel weird.. oh well.. lol..
but all in all.. the party was fun.. everyone enjoyed themselves.. after the party.. we went to makan at newton.. stingray and drinks n kangkong n carrot cake.. lol.. then went home. slp..
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12:08 AM
7th dec
stayed at home n slp slp slp slp slp slp..then went to pris house and pris n i went to krys house to sing ktv.. with jacky..ziwei.. n vin.. hmmm.. then sang alot.. nv really sleep properly loh.. then in the morning.. went home.. then slp again.. dohz.. until like 3-4 pm..
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12:03 AM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
6th dec
had been clubbing like 3 times.. ever since 4th dec.. hmmm.. went to the balcony with my classmates... club momo with ben, his friends.. samantha, and charis... club momo was quite fun. sam got drunk pretty fast with a shot of sex on the beach and a drink the bartender treated us.. i dunoe whats that.. but its nice.. anywae..the bartender is really nice.. i bought vodka sprite.. and he din wanna take the money from mi.. said its his treat.. so sweet.. then he also treat mi to another two more cups.... lol.. sam went super high.. and kept dancing n jumping around.. lol.. soon she left.. and i danced with charis n ben.. and his friend.. i got a bit seh.. lol.. anywae.. i saw this couple.. kissing n kissing n kissing n kissing n kissing.. non stop.. ever since i went into the club until i leave.. omg.. then after that i heard yiyew says that they were having sex on the dance floor.. pants unzip.. skirts lifted..rythmic movements.. amused audience watching..apparently.. they were oblivious to people surrounding them.. omg.. according to yiyew.. they were caught by the bouncer.. lol.. trying to stop them.. funny.. even i stopped dancing to watch them kiss.. entertained...
soon after charis left.. i stayed to settle the i.d issue.. cos lydia also went.. then she borrowed an id from ben's friend.. then lydia's friend lost the id.. doh.. in the end they exchanged no. and said they will settle themselves..
ps> ben.. help mi apologized to your friend k.. feel guilty.. hmmm..
after everything was settled.. then ben n i shared cab home..
then go home slp.. too tired liaoz..
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11:42 PM
Monday, December 05, 2005
prom night..as you guys can see from the pictures posted.. the hair was done by a saloon in my neighbourhood.. only cost 15bucks..not bad rite? then the dress from mark n spencer.. bag from ferrangamo... shoes from charles n keith.. pearl necklace from japan.. diamond earrings from i dunoe where.. so jewellery shop...cant rem.. then bangle from suntec..hmmm.. did my nails.. and makeup by myself..personally i think still not bad lar..
my dad fetch me there.. then met some friends.. help them touched up on their makeup.. then took lotttssaa pictures.. really so many loh.. met more friends and took more pictures.. everyone looked so good in their best outfits.. da quan's hair became soo nice.. raj become even more black.. shirl became more gorgeous.. samantha become more classy... man.. what else.. anywae.. we had muslim menu.. so our food's diff from the chinese menu.. lol.. a new experience.. although we din eat much.. the program went on fun and enjoyable.. so the whole thing was quite a success.. had a "club" dance after the main event.. then we were ushered out of the ballroom... so took more pictures..
so.. i followed my class walked around..to esplanade.. sitting around.. became so sian.. so part of the class went home.. leaving mi.. eugena.. shirl.. raj.. alex..wee keat.. zhenyang.sufi and gupreet..
roamed about.. finally deciding to go the balcony outside the heeren.. and chill.. each of us ordered some drinks.. i order multiple screaming orgasm.. turned out to be some baileys with ice.. hmmm.. doh.. raj ordered sex on the beach.. shirl ordered tequilla sunrise.. blah blah blah..
played some 5-10-15 games.. then was so bored.. so we played "zhong ji mi ma"
i kana so many times loh.. 1> i had to dance/grind a girl whom also kana a dare... doh.. luckily its a girl.. another one was.. i had to lie on the floor.. then akrab( dunoe how to spell) had to do push up on top of me... then another one was.. i had to do push up with my face facing raj..so that i can almost kiss him.. manz.. all sufiyan's idea... great ideas.. thnks..gupreet enjoyed the most i guess.. the girl from the next table had to do a dare.. so she came over.. and sat my gupreet.. and kissed him on the cheek.. twice!!! lol.. then another guy also came over to kiss gup's friends.. manz.. eugena also got kissed by the girl... shirleen had to dance/ sandwiched between two guys.. hmmm.. and last of all.. raj had to undress and hug that guy from the next table.. manz.. lol... its serious fun.. lol.. but no harm done.. so dun worry ya..
soon its already 6am.. so we went coffee club eat breakfast.. english breakfast.. with scrambled eg.. orange juice.. tomatos.. cheesy sausages.. mushroom.. bread.. lol.. yummy.. then went home to slp.. wokeup at at 5plus.. pm..
this is then what i call life.. lol
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11:26 AM
look at me.. lol
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11:23 AM
mi and zhongxiang..
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11:23 AM
grand piano
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11:21 AM
my darl
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11:20 AM
xingfu~ yunsheng-me-alex
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11:20 AM
oh.. raj is so black.. i mean.. look at him.. his style.. lol
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11:17 AM
suxian very cute rite?
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11:17 AM
the tallie... only tall people can take pic together
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11:15 AM
close up shot with yunsheng
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11:15 AM
mr blur...
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11:13 AM
me-raj-shirl>> nice rite raj.. so taufik...
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11:13 AM
as usual.. taking picture in fullerton toilet
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11:12 AM
Friday, December 02, 2005
wah... so long nv blog liaoz.. toooo busy to blog..also dunoe whether got people read not.. but it doesnt matter lar.. see my life.. 24th is the last day of exams...24th-27th got work.... then everyday stand n talk to customers...
28th din get to rest too.. went out with classmates to shop.. and met up with shirleen for her birthday.. and jason to catch a movie SPL... qutie nice.. hongkong gangster show.. i like these kinda shows.. ages ago.. i used to watch francis Ng and his gangster shows on tv.. its cool... especially those kinda undercover cop shows.. exciting.. anywae.. after the show.. when back to meet shirleen.. went home with her.. hope shirleen's friend din scare jason.. poor boy.. lol
then din get to rest on 30th too.. went out with my dad n brother to shop.. saw my prom dress... from mark n spencer.. lol.. nice leh.. the at nite.. went out with my whole family.. then i treat them watch emily rose.. heh.. i think its a good movie.. qutie meaningful.. seems like its telling you that God allows somethings to happen to you.. not without a purpose.. its nothing negative.. its all kinda positive.. to let you know God's presence..
1st of dec.. working.. lol.. i sold two laptops.. one toshiba one acer.. the whole booth only sold like 3-4.. so i am glad that i did sell..quite tired doh.. 2nd dec.. which is today... charis birthday.. lol.. happy birthday my dear babe....
finally tmr can rest.. cos my in charge dun need mi to go down.. as his full timer is coming down.. so i can rest.. but maybe i shall go down town tmr to search for stuffs.. and where to make my hair.. then 4th will be prom.. what a busy n packed life i have.. dohz.. but i aint complaining.. at least anything beats studying...
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9:04 AM