Saturday, November 26, 2005
abit super bad mood siaz.. after As working at the road show for acer.. i realised i started to hate doing road show.. the mood swing during the show is damn damn damn fluctuating.. and i mean it.. one moment you can be super happy.. another moment.. you are flaring up becos of your stupid idiotic customer who went over to another booth to buy from other people.. and do you know how #$^$&%&*&* some customerss can be.. wasting like hell lotsa of your time.. when you can serve more customer.. and in the end.. becos of the "niao lui" cheapstake.. then patted their butt and walk away.. okay.. just to update my friends.. i sold 5 first day.. 2 second day.. and 5 today.. dohz.. although its not bad.. but i dun think its that good loh.. i dun think i ever sold 2 sets for acer in one day before.. all above.. thats why really disappointing loh..but well.. today 5.. but still.. sat should be able to sell more one loh.. and i noe why i am unhappy.. cos i am expecting too much.. dohz.. and a stupid last customer today.. make mi laugh laugh talk to him.. boon rui and hui bin also got talk to him.. side track so many times.. then in the end they blame mi for talking to the customer for so long and keeping everyone else back.. thanks.. fark it..
the customer better come back and buy tmr.. and buy from mi.. then i just laugh.. better buy a few more for his company.. or else i slap him.. dohz..
damn lah.. i feel so pissed now that i can hardly describe how cute is one of the customer.. nvm.. shall do it another day..
i dunoe why i keep doing road show.. despite the rise of adrenaline.. and being so discourage... but serious.. i cant complain much.. imagine.. 3 days of work.. i already earn more than 300...
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:23 PM
Monday, November 21, 2005
aiyooo.. hahaa.. i just love it when people calls mi ling... sooo nice.. was talking to my friend online.. qutie a long time friend le.. abt one year plus.. then he always call mi ling.. aiyo.. so sweeet.. melting.. not that i liek him but.. the way he calls it.. its just nice.. hmmmm..-*Blush*-
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:59 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
A isnt over yet.. doh.. everybody else is celebrating except mi...i cant wait for it to be over.. hahaa.. silly charis tempt mi to go out yesterday.. you know how long has it been since i step into town? whole of 2-3 months? dohz.. sucks man.. but oh well.. charis asked mi go out.. what a good friend.. knew my needs...
so mi seok n charis decided to go catch emily rose.. soon after.. mr wing sing calls mi and ask mi go join chengxi n aug for dinner at suntec.. wow~~~ thanks.. such good friends.. tempt mi again.. persuaded mi to go.. so since charis also noe aug n wing.. seok is in the same school as them.. so we decided to go have dinner with them at suntec.. so took a cab down after watching dang ou.. walked around and have nydc..
when the waiter was taking our orders.. i heard his funny accent.. thinking.. he might be a japanese or korean.. so i checked his name.. omg.. a korean.. so i kept quiet.. until he finish taking our orders.. then immediately charis n i turned to each other and she said.." oMg! did you see that.?!!" okay.. now we know great minds think alike..
i ate three amigos and ice manhattan mocha.. yummy.. know what? when you press into the meat balls.. the cheesey creams underneath the pasta ooooozzeees out like its free manz.. followed by the fragance of the mozeralla( i think) cheese.. the pasta is topped on ham and cheese n meat balls.. ooo..i cant take it anymore.. hahaa.. the ice mocha is also really nice.. chocooollates... makes mi happy :)
and thank you very much..the guys cant stop teasing mi abt the e=mc(square) according to the menu.. its supposed to be really helpful before exams.. o well.. cos i am the only idiot there who hasnt finished my As.. cool!
so according to the guys.. e=mc2 is a physics formula..(nah.. dun ask mi whats it.. cos i wasnt listening to them explaining.. was fuming away.. dohz..) well.. the only phy formula i can rem from my sec sch is f=ma.. oh well.. hahaa.. have fun teasing mi.. good...
poor charis.. is friday.. so she cant keep meat.. ate vegetarian food.. hopes she enjoys it ya.. lol..
soon after seok came..then we went to have swensens.. wing sing is craving for the icecream.. dohz.. still so skinny.. anywae.. ate earthquake..and some other ice cream thingy.. cos wingsing says that he wants it.. so i conveniently took away all the maltese, the choco balls.. relly nice ones.. hahaa.. nice one weiling..crap alot.. and kana suan alot too.. mi and seok.. by charis. aug.. wing.. and chenxi.. good one guys.. keep it up.. soon i'll finished my As.. and time for mi to laugh.. WAhaHahA! after roaming around aimlessly.. we decided to go home at 10 plus.. damn.. so early...
... ahh... man.. gotta face my most precious books again.. wow! cool.. i just love studying soo much! lol...
Reality Sucks Big Time
7:17 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
actualy quite good mood one.. but after talking to ben toh.. bad mood sia.. stupid ben toh.. hrmp~! why am i scolding him.. cos i know he will read this.. hrmp.. chou ji dan...chou ji dan chou ji dan.. hrmpF... okay.. i am satisfied..
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:37 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
just saw his profile.. well.. he is in a relationship now.... well..got this weird weird feeling.. nope.. its not saddness.. nope.. its not angry.. nothing negative.. perhaps the memories wasnt much.. and the period wasnt long.. but glad that he found someone better n more deserving of his love.. saw their testimonial for each other.. aiyo.. so sweet.. was wondering why last time i dont have.. hmm.. wthz.. hahhaa.. stupid lar..and now i am wondering why i am blogging abt this.. hmmm.. nvm.. go study.. and hopefully.. kind souls wun try to call mi tmr night to tell mi how good is the harry potter movie just becos they finish their exams....I WUN ANSWER YOUR CALLS!
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:28 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
lol.. dont exactly know why people are coming to consoling mi abt my previous entry..i am not exactly sad abt anything.. just kinda reporting what i am feeling.. nothing much to be worried abt anywae... i saw my friend's nick.." my heart has gone on hibernation..." i felt pretty much the same.. its not a sad feeling.. its just.. nothing loh.. not interested... its that kinda doesnt matter feeling.. so dont need to console mi.. hahaa.. i feeling really okay.. maybe you guys can console mi for my chem pp2.. totally screwed.. my mind wasnt clear when i was doing the paper.. its not spontaneous at all..so i seriously dunoe what am i suppose to feel ar. felt really terrible after the paper.. but i gonna jus trust God for whatever i believed it.. :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
12:19 AM
Saturday, November 12, 2005
i keep having this constant feeling that i would not ever like anyone anymore.. i dunoe.. seems like.. the people whom i really really really like.. dun like mi.. but those whom i dun like.. likes mi.. well.. i dun have anyone of like now.. perhaps only a couple eyecandies.. i remember liking one guy for one year.. but well.. i guess he is going to be with another girl soon.. hmmm.. dun feel that sad lar.. since i saw him been with two other girls before already.. its just like the whole thing repeating itself.. and another guy i like.. does not have any interest in relationships at all.. wah.. sad life.. i have a problem.. i am a superficial girl..i like looks.. i like money..
but when i meet the guy i like.. all these really doesnt matter at all..its doesnt.. relly..
but the problem comes when its so hard to find that special one.. thats why the rest are just three min hot stuffs.. its really not my fault that i cant settle down.. not that i dun want to.. just that i haven been given a chance... its not fair..
i met friends who keep asking mi if i am lying abt mi being single..but yes.. i am really single..
not that i dun wan to be with just one guy forever and ever.. its hard...
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:36 PM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
had three papers already.. bio pp2 and maths pp1... today did chem paper3... man.. whats wrong with this years question.. all weird weird one.. kinda twisted.. especially chem..
asking you to describe titration of iron n dichromate... asking you to define more than 5 terms..like latt energy.. rate constant.. rate determining step.. order of reaction..luckily the day before i read through the definitions of all these sia.. or else i would be screwed..
and damn.. i cant do the nmr question... good bye 10 marks....
really hope can scrape a good mark.. lol.. maths was also weird weird one.. dun believe ask around.. i aint kidding siaz.. bio still okay.. hmmm.. luckily not that demoralising.. lol...
tmr is maths pp2.. pure n stats.. i just did like 3 stats paper from afternoon till now... i feel so tired.. gonna stArt on pure maths touch up now.. arhhhh.. good luck to everyone taking As... ciaoSz
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:32 PM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
you know how many days left? 3 days.. 3 pathetic days...
omg..
i am excited...
hmmmm.. nervous should be the word..
there still seemed soooo much i haven do..
when i do too much maths.. i would think that i haven done much for bio..
when i do too much bio..i would think that i haven enuff chem..
honestly.. i only Started revising chem today!!! omg.. okay.. i did papers though.. finished n2000 to n2004.. today my tutor marked my 2002 pp.. got a 72% although its not bad.. but i know i can do better.. guess i was too tired when i did the ppaer last nite.. keep nodding.. n falling aslp..
but well..
after tuition.. i suddenly felt scared... like..machammi forget everything!!
but.. I REJECT THAT.. REJECT!!
i remember everything .. every single thing!hee... i am going to alright..
man.. then i did maths...i seriously hope that i can complete everythng asap!! omg... -.-"
nvm.. God's grace is sufficient for mi...
:)
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:21 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
i felt really tired.. wanting to slp soon.. so i went into my room.. settle myself on the bed.. trying to read lil notes before slping.. then i hear some noise outside my window..some wincing some.. so i tot.. its just some baby crying in the night.. then it came again.. i tot its a cat or something.. ut i din care.. maybe i heard wrongly..
suddenly.. the wincing became a distinct cat meowing..i immediately jumped out of my bed.. and rushed out of the house to locate this distinct sound.. the exact same sound my cat used to make. i stood at the pathway..
in the darkness.. i saw a silhoutte of a small lil creature..
it must be a cat i thought to myself.. a small one..
i carefully approached the lil creature.. wanting to find out if its my cat.
.as i went towards it.. it hurried away from me.. into the bushes behind it.. so i went further... and more carefully.. not wanting to scare the cat..
i squated down.. straining my eyes to look for the cat.. it has the exact coating my cat has.. black n white.. its face have a black coloured mask.. super adorable..
for a moment.. i tot my nini has came back to me..
but it hit me at once that my cat doesnt have a long tail like this lil creature has.. and this lil creature is much smaller than my cat..
disappointed.. i turned back and walked towards my apartment..
before i turned into my apartment. i saw the lil creature venturing towards me..
so i decided to go nearer.. but it ran back into the bush again.. haix.. its not my cat.
i returned home..
i really miss my cat..
Reality Sucks Big Time
1:33 AM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
There is a story behind this song..
Laguna is a passionate man who fell in love with Julia, a girl who plays the piano and sings at a bar.
He is always there sitting quietly, watching Julia performs on the stage, loving her quietly.
After a long time, he finally pluck up the courage to start a conversation with Julia.
In the room, they spoke, and Julia told him that she had composed a song specially for him. Just as Julia is going to sing for him, Laguna has been called to war.
While Laguna, Kiros, and Ward were all fighting in Esthar... As they were escaping, they had no choice but to jump off the cliff. Laguna got hurt pretty bad...and was taken to Winhill. For over 6 months, Raine took care of him. He was hurt bad. Soon, he fell in love with Raine. Soon, they became to love each other. Laguna loved Raine.
Soon afterwards, Raine and Laguna were married. But, a while after they did, Laguna went to save someone, leaving Raine behind. But Laguna did not return. When Laguna got back...Raine was gone. She had died. Laguna didn't know what to do and was very heart-broken....
Many years had passed... Laguna went back to the old bar where he used to meet Julia. He chanced upon the song lyrics Julia wrote:
Whenever sang my song
On the stage, On my own,
Whenever said my words,
Wishing they would be heard.
I saw you smiling at me,
Was it real or just my Fantasy?
You would always be at the corner
Of this tiny little bar....
Laguna felt something stirring inside him..
At that point, Julia was already in Love with Laguna. They both did. But Laguna had to go for war and dint manage to come back before Julia was married to another guy.
if only Laguna did not leave. If only Julia sang the song earlier. If only Laguna wasnt badly hurt and unable to come back. If only Julia did not marry another guy...
If only...
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:17 PM