Sunday, October 30, 2005
{this is story taken from an email sent by a friend...it has touched my heart... i hope it will touch your heart too..}
May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will...this message is very true. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story.
There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town.
One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response
Pastor Thomas began to speak..."I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright.
I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got there, son?"
"Just some old birds "came the reply
"What are you gonna do with them?" I asked
"Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered "I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight .I'm gonna have a real good time."
"But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do"
"Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy. "They like birds. I'll>>take 'em to them.
The pastor was silent for a moment.
"How much do you want for those birds, son
"Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty ."
"How much?" the pastor asked again
The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said,"$10
The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.
The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the send of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot.
Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free
Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.
One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation
Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting.
"Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there..
Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist.
Got 'em all
"What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked.
Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun "
And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked.
"Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly.
"How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked
"Oh, you>>don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why ,you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people !!"
"How much?" He asked again
Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears and your life
Jesus said, "DONE
Then He paid the price .
The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit
Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell
May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will...this message is very true. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story.
Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through>> >> >>>>>>>e-mail and they spread like>> >> >>>>wildfire, but when you start sending>> >> >>>>>>>messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about>> >>sharing?>> >> >>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>>Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, >>you>> >> >>>>>>>will not send it>> >>to many on your address list because you're>> >> >>>>>>>not sure what they believe, or what they will think of >>you>> >>for>> >> >>>>>>>sending it to>>them.>> >>>> >> >>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>>Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what >>other>> >> >>>>>>>people think of me than what God thinks of me.
{end of quote}
Jesus died for you....
i understand that there are many out there who do not believe in God..i respect your decision..
but if ever any of you wants to know more about the one who loves you so.. i will be willing to share.. :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
2:45 AM
Saturday, October 29, 2005
hey guys thanks for your concern.. being recovering quite well.. previous was kinda down with a flu... sneezing my nose ooff.. it must be the weather.. so cooling.. and studying overnight till like 5plus.. 6 plus.. studying.. listening music.. giving wakeup calls.. smsing shirleen.. accompany mimi study..faezz n raj n shir n quite alot of people are awake studying.. i am not alone!!
quite happy today.. i did the N2004 paper for chemistry pp3 last nite for time trial.. then my tuition teacher mark...i got 82% omg... hahaha.. i am like so happy lah...hope i keep up with the standard.. cos my mcq usually quite lousy.. hahaa.. did statistic paper today time trial.. got abt 80%.. also quite happy.. but my pure paper sucks lah..
doh..needa brush up..bio is one big problem.. still quite unsure how to do the essay questions.. how how how.. think gonna read bio red spot.. manz..
God give mi a miracle for everything!!! jump from a 3 Os to 3As.... think its possible??? i think so..
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3:31 AM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
just wokeup... but mood isnt that good all together.. kinda feeling down.. seems like something is missing.. lost in all the noise and colours... wanna get away from home.. going out... dun wanna be all alone in the house... feeling a bit lonely..wishing that people will start smsing mi.. talking to mi...nostalgia i guess..apprehensive... fear that everything i treasure will just go away.. not coming back again...
i looked at her pictures.. and felt a distance.. seems like this gal i knew for so long.. has become yet just another aquaintaince... wanna get closer again.. just like before..
i looked at the smses...the everyday smses... i am afraid when one day the smses will just stop...and everything fades away...i fear that you will find mi irritating..and stop talking to me...
i think of the past... i look at the present...i am scared that the history would repeat itself..
i look at my progress... and realised that how little time i had left.. i am frightened that i would disappoint myself and friends and people who care..
i look into the mirror..i fear that whats left of my pride and motivation will all be taken away..
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2:21 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
finally ate my green curry.. wooo.. sooo nice loh.. ordered curry.. kangkong and tom yam and soft shell crab..had banana fritters with coconut ice cream for dessert.. damn..i visited thai express 6 times this month..think the manager there know mi liaoz.. bleahs..
on the way to kovan... we were on the bus.. when shirleen put her elbow into this hole of the part of the seat where you lean on.. it got stuck and couldnt come on for some times loh!!!!.. we tried pulling her hand out.. pushing her hand.. but still.. damn.. suddenly got this image of ambulance coming to rescue her floating in my head.. after many tried.. finally.. woh.. shirleen's face turned scarlet loh.. think shes gonna cry if her elbow doesnt come out soon..bleahz.. and she begged us not to blog abt it.. oh well... hmmm.. i will think abt it k...ops.. :P
anywae.. after our curry session.. we went to have a walk around the shops... we were at music junction when raj or dunoe told us to take a look at this young fella.. who was facing sideways. he is wearing this shirt with "ACS" at the rim of the sleeve...so i tot.. oh.. this guy from ACS... so?... then out of curiousity.. we went to the back and see the prints on his shirt.. it goes..
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"Air-Con specialist"
woh.. the moment we saw it.. we burst out laughing.. poor guy..din know we are laughing at him..
i know its quite mean lah.. haha.. but there is no direct attack on ACS or ACS... no evil intentions.. just a lil flashback on the part of me..
Reality Sucks Big Time
8:59 PM
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
hmm.. i am typing this from the sch lib... :P
just finished my chem consultation... wanna go eat green curry ltr leh... heh.. i have been craving for it for so long.. wanted to eat yesterday but mum cooked liao... and she threaten if i dun eat.. then i dun need to eat her dinner forever liaoz.. man.. fine.. wanna eat it toDAY!!! i think they put estasy in it.. haha..
anywae.. yesterday we were in the canteen after chem mock paper..eating and chatting as usual.. then raj was telling us abt this girl n this boy he saw when he was at kovan macs TRying to study..
the convo goes like this..
girl:" look!! my teacher said that this book is good... she say.. if study this book.. sure can pass one!" (she took out a few books and place it neatly on the table)..
boy goes:" oh.. okay.. so motivated ah?"
girl adds on:" yah.. i wan to go into JC leh..so must study!"
girl goes on..." my mum say if i go JC then she will buy a desktop for mi! i wan to go JC"
raj imitates the boy with a matter-of-fact tone " why go JC and get a desktop when you can go poly and get free laptop???" with eyes wide open...
somehow or another all of us.. just burst out laughing n laughin.. literally ROLF n LMAO.. and raj still said that the boy and the girl were serious when they said that... and yet we are laughing.. manz... it has been a long time since i laugh soooooooo heartily...practically laughing with tears oooooozing out man... people in the canteen must be thinking what we were laughing abt..
crapped for awhile more.. then left and study.. guai rite...
anywae.. back to present.. i am hungry.. and craving for curry... :(
charis showed mi the other the stuffs that shaun gave her.. sooo sweet.. a box full of treaties~~ and the list goes like this.. m&m chocolates.. snickers.. mars bars.. uncle toby..one bottle of Vitamin C... caburry chocolate sticks.. mineral water... and much more... everything comes in two.. manz.. soooo sweeeett...envy~~.. HINT HINT ~ hahaa... beloved friends.. you guys know what to do ah.. :P
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3:58 PM
Monday, October 24, 2005
just to add... the corpse beside him is "the other woman"
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6:25 AM
johnny depp darling is my dearie.. and he gave mi a ringy..OOhohoooo~( overdue pic)
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6:21 AM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
doh.. i wokeup at at 11.. and i go online slack until 2.. then after that.. i TRIEd to study... but.. oh well.. slack again.. so went to slp.. overslept sia.. wokeup at 630pm..then.. watch tv..... all the way till now.. and now..i am bloggin.. damn.. okay.. i shall not rattle on.. or else daquan will complain that my blog is boring.. (dq hor???HRmpF)
anywae.. i gotta really study man.. or else i might just lose the momentum.. not when A levels is like 2 weeks soon.. damn... how i wish A wont come so soon.. so i've more time to study..
tmr is chem mock paper.. and what am i doing? hmmm.. can some people force me to study..? ZzzzzzZzzz
Reality Sucks Big Time
1:17 AM
Friday, October 21, 2005
look at the testtubes? haha.. thats prove that you dun have to be the top student to get it yah?
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10:00 PM
give mi back my testtube~ give mi~~
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10:00 PM
re enact of the scene in bio lab
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9:59 PM
i used flash for this pic.. you guys know why~ :P
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9:58 PM
BRAs member (bloody retainee association supporters)
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9:57 PM
the guys~ note the colour~ :P double oreo
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9:56 PM
tWist~
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9:55 PM
recieving my testimonial from mr yeow
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9:54 PM
threesome
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9:53 PM
these few days i had been sloggin like a dog every night.. took naps at 8-11 pm.. then wakeup and study thru the night till 6am.. then wakeup at 12pm... go school or study... for about 3-4 days... finally.. today.. i announced that.. i am going to slp liaoz.. damn tired..firstly becos i din take nap sia.. then only nap for ard 30 mins.. hell not enuff..damn.. ad tmr morning stil got tuition.. so better slp now.. hehz.. my complexion is gettig worse.. i should really take care of my body.. cos its showing some unhappiness.. hmmm.. damnz.. so.. i am going to have my beauty slp now... good nite peeps..
Reality Sucks Big Time
2:30 AM
Thursday, October 20, 2005
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Reality Sucks Big Time
3:15 AM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
just came home after having dinner with my classmates who were breaking fast.. had this western food at the pasir ris central.. hmmm.. not bad lah..
went to school this mornign to study biology and had a bio mock.. totally demoralised by it.. although i got a C got paper 2.. but the stats paper totally pulled mi down.. i din count.. cos kinda din do it seriously anywae.. but i am quite sure i have gotten a F.. damnz.. now.. an F.. mr yeow commented that those questions in the mock are those that were frequently tested.. hmm.. i wonder should i be happy or not.. ZzzZz...oh well.. enough said..i booked slots with mr yeow tmr.. gonna track down whats wrong with the paper... anyae the paper is maddness.. one of the ans is that progestrone increase body temperature..and since when we've learnt that.. i swear we din..but now i know.. oh well.. i guess the textbook we had aint good enuff..
anywae.. i let pek joo, raj n shunwei try the brownies i made.. they commented its really nice.. PHew~... passed some to alvin too.. hahaa..he said it nice~ oh well~~ now~now~ becos i made it..:P
dinner was good.. it had been long since i ate with the class.. crapped alot with the class.. then came home.. ZzzZ.. feel like slping le..
Reality Sucks Big Time
8:24 PM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
hihi~ i am making some brownies now.. ehhz..i seriously hope it is successful loh.. cos seems like the interior of the brownie is still moist..(which mean might not be cooked..)
damn.. how do you tell whether it is cooked.. doh.. maybe its meant to be liek that? but when i cut the brownie..its doenst seem right leh.. gotta bake alil more.. damn.. i burned my finger just now.. pain siaz.. hmmm.. hahaa.. but luckily its edible.. or else i would be really sad.. hahaha.. hope he finds it nice to eat... oh well... gonna wait for it to cool down first.. then cut the brownie.. damn.. i am feelign tired.. feel liek slping siaz.. as i am typing this.. shall i go to slp?hmmm.. but gotta study ya.. damn damn damn.. ARGHZ~
Reality Sucks Big Time
9:40 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
do we look like we are glowing?
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2:43 AM
Saturday, October 15, 2005
heh.. i realised that i like people to call mi ling..or xiao wei1.. it just sounds so nice.. like very close.. like a small girl.. yah.. i look old.. but of cos still young at heart k..now finally 18 le.. i have been waiting so long to be 18.. that means.. i can buy alcohol legally.. i can drink legally.. i can smoke (of cos i dun smoke..and i wun smoke).. i can watch m18 legally.. i can go clubbing legally.. what else? haha.. but of cos.. the operating word is legally.. :P
but honestly.. when 18 comes.. hmm.. the feeling is just. okay loh.. its just being 18.. that all.. but we aint always 18 yeah? gonna so enjoy my sweet 18th year of life.. :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
8:09 PM
Friday, October 14, 2005
xin dong
man bu gui qu..
ting ze gu dan de xuan lue
wang ze xing xing shan shou de tian kong
xin li you den xiao xiao de ji mo..
fang fu shi jie zhi sheng xia ji zi yi ren
bu zhi wei she me, xin li si nian
dan que gan tan ta de guo qu..
liang zhe shi jian jiao cuo, rang yi chen mo de xin wu fa an ding..
you dian bu zhi shuo cuo
ying wei fa xian zhen zheng xin dong
Reality Sucks Big Time
12:26 AM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
hi guys.. first of all.. just wanna thanks for everything...
thanks for seok, charis and pris who painstakingly went all the way to town to buy my favourite ramen from cuppage, a prima deli chocolate moose cake and a present.. thanks guys.thanks to charis who fell down flat on her butt to protect my ramen, seok who decorated the corridor..pris for decorating the place.. :)
charis lied to mi that her mum bought something nice wan to share with mi.. then asked mi come out to the bbq pit. haha.. i knew there was something going on... but din know what exactly it was..so i walked out.. and i saw candles decorated pathway all the way from my house to the bbq pit.. wah.. so beautiful loh.. so i walked there.. there was NO ONE!
omg.. so i called out to them..but nobody ans.. so i searched around.. then suddenly all of them popped out loh.. so sweet... then we ate the ramen n cake.. yummy.. lol.. really appreciate it.. i mean.. its near the As.. i dun really expect much lah.. but even so.. they so did so much for mi loh.. so i am really touched.. thanks guys.. ~!! i love you! muaKS~
then after everything.. i wen to meet liqi.. he came to pass mi something.. a present.... its a wooden box... with wooden words glued to it.. and inside lies pieces of drawings and a lucky charm he made...then at 12am.. he called mi and asked mi to look out of the house.. he waved and wished mi...
just wanna say thanks.. i really appreciate what you have done.. but you know somethings just cannot be done.. so sorry...
anywae.. today... in the morning.. shirleen came over and passed mi tiramisu moose...yummy.. she gave mi a wallet too.. there is a butterfly on it...wah.. nice.. its the exact same one that i wanted.. no wonder people say we are gettin more alike.. doh..-.-"~ she is sooo sweet... :) thanks babe..
then during recess... daquan and the rest of the class gave mi a tiramisu cake.. whats wrong with tiramisu?~!! just becos i haven tried tiramisu before.. you guys keep giving mi tiramisu.. haha~ but i like it! lol! so sweet n coffee like.. lol..
after that.. i passed a tiramisu moose to bae... wa.. i damn shy loh.. plucked up soooo much courage can?~ omg.. almost died..but well.. finally gave it to him.. talked a lil ( wah.. still must asked him to wish mi loh.. sianz).. then i went off for lessons..my stomach is tiramisu-fied... :P
after lessons.... went for maths consultation and went to watch a lil bit of volleyball.. cos lily's girl is there... shirl' guy is there... irene'e guy is also there.. omG~ what's wrong with them.. orh.. so where's mine.. ah.. whatever.. i also dun care la..
talked to mr colin choong for a lil while in the rifle range.. found out how i was doing.. sianz.. haha.. then i went back loh.. aiyo.. i felt so giddy sia.. also dunoe why.. must be the heat.. went home.. then slp.. :P and of cos.. study... life still goes on.. even if you are 18 now~ :)
lastly.. happy birthday to mi.. bloggin at the last hour of her birthday when she is supposed to study.. :P
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:58 PM
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
yo guys~ hello.. back in blogging again.. school as usual and life as usual.. suddenly tot to myself why my results in jc is quite bad.. guess its becos during pri n sec school... results' come by so easily.. nv really had to work hard for it.. abit bhb to say lar.. but i can say that.. even though i dun do my hw or study.. most of the time i perform better than people who does.. so that why when i come junior college.. yah.. you guys know it..flunk flunk flunk.. sianz... then i tried to work hard and stuffs.. but slp is my no. one enemy.. i just wish that i wun slp so much siaz.. yesterday.. i went home then i dozed off at 10pm while studying.. then i wokeup at 1230... hmmm.. brushed teeth.. and went back to slp again.. sianz..then morning.. i pon the first lesson.. and slp slp slp..until 9.. then go school at 10 plus.. very good.. well done weiling.. :)
went school and took the chem test... hmm.. i think i am improving.. at least i can do most of the questions inside.. haha.. next time i will be able to do every single question.. :) jia you weiling..
hmmm gonna mug liaoz.. byebye
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5:49 PM
Friday, October 07, 2005
today is my brother birthday.. and rong qing is also celebrating with him too... had alot of maris stella guys.. bbq food and stuffs.. our two family combine mar.. so celebrate together.. shirleen came over.. to pei mi.. then wing sing came.. so we went up to his house to eat our stuffs.. got to know some of his friends..then shir saw this guy( we call him butterfly.. cos he is afraid of butterfly) that she quite like.. hmm.. not bad lar.. innocent looking one.. lol.. drank alcohol there.. only beer and vokda. nothing much..went home then bath.. went shir off and packed stuffs..
went over to his place agian.. pass him the ps 2 game.. then stayed for alil while and went off.. ah... soooo tired.. gonna slp.. nite~
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12:47 AM
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
arlOw~ bet you guy miss mi so much rite? so long nv blog.. oh well.. was damn busy that school started lar..
anywae.. here's how it goes..
monday> got lesson until like 3:30.. last lesson was math clinic.. wth..damn tired liao loh..shouldnt slp so late.. but oh well.. hahaha.. had to do like 8 papers over the weekends..
tjc maths pp.. nov1 pp1 n pp2.. nov2 pp1 n pp2.. biology pp2 chemistry pp3.. and organic section.. oh well.. of cos i din finish it..ZzZZ.. so sian.. so tired..damn quite a sian mood today.. cos really really tired lar.. then i went home.. still got tuition and stuffs.. then again.. slept late today.. congrats.. for tmr..
tues> same as usual.. got lessons and stuffs.. today not so bad leh.. i have consultations with mr yeow.. and after school i chiong home to sleep.. erh.. i slept from 1plus to 5.. omg.. what a sinner.... doh..i am like suppose to slp for 1 hour only lar. then wakeup to study.. but well.. i wokeup.. then i cook dinner for my bro n maid.. spaghettiiiiii... yuummmmyyy.... got alots ingredient leh.. got chicken upper thigh pieces... fishball.. prawns... yummy.. haha...but i think i cooked too much noodles.. hahaa.. dunoe whether can finished not.. :P
anywae wants some?? i email to you.. haha~ then you can download it.. print out and eat..
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6:53 PM