Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Friday, September 30, 2005
its the weekends le.. gonna make full use of the time to study study study.. i feel the pressure rising man.. which lessons going on and consultation slots piling up..so i still have lesson from now to 14th of oct.. then we still have to come back for mock papers.. good..
from 3th to 7th oct.. i have lessons till around 11:45 almost everday..but with gp.. bio.. maths.. chem consultations.. okay.. i end sch at abt an average of 2-3pm..i feel like a monster.. wanting more n more slots with the teacher.. omg..same goes from the week from 10-14th oct..
i saw ms seah today. my maths teacher.. she wanted to see mi to find out why i couldnt score an A level pass.. hmm.. she looked thru my pp.. while i feel in a form she gave mi.. there got "what i get for mid years.." " what i get for prelims" "what i wan to aim for As.."" how did i prepare for prelims?" "what wrong i go wrong.." " what i will be doing for As.."
haha.. guess what i put for what i wan to aim for A level.. i put " A "
she told mi that its really possible if i put in hard work.. and really hard work.. hahaa.. suddenly.. i like her quite much.. i told her that i only study for two days for pure maths.. and only one day before study math statistics.. and i got a 47/100 for the statistic pp.. she commented that i am acutally clever... (woh..) but i am really lazy.. yah.. i am.. i dun like to practise leh.. very mafan.. she say.. if u study the day before and you can get 47/100.. imagine what you would get if u really study hard? i replied.." yah.. A.."then she say.. okay.. ask mi to go for the maths clinic..(its for people with less than 35 marks i think) i got higher thatn that loh.. i got 42.. but ms seah still ask mi go.. but nvm lah.. just go loh.. aiyo..i'll do anything for my A...
okay.. so if that is so.. meaning on 12oct.. my time table would be.
730-930>biology
930-10-15> recess
10:15-11:45>maths
11:45-12:30> maths consultation
12:30-2> study in school
2-3:30> maths clinic
very good... very good.. haha
hahaa.. i am so obsessed with A now.. i am so gonna work hard on the topics that i am weak in.. everyweekdays at least 2-3 hrs of maths.. well.. its really the easy to score really good marks..and i believe i can..
i just saw wee keat blog..that someone told him to lower his expectation.. cos the higher your expectations.. the more disappointed youll get.. hmm.. i personally feel that its always good to have high expectation.. i read from somewhere before..what you are doing now.. you have the potential to do much much more... well.. brain is the most powerful thing.. if u perceive n conceive... you can achieve it..
identify what is that you really want..
set yout goals..
dont keep quiet.. tell someone abt your goals..
get recognised...
put your words into action...
make sure you achieve it..
anyone who can think would know that wanting to jump from a AO grade to an A grade in five weeks is a bloody almost impossible thing to do.. but so what? am i just gonna give up like this without even trying?... i asked my teacher has anyone jump from AO to A grade before? she replied" not that i noe of".. nah.. i aint gonna give up..not now... not when i am completing my final lap..
if i aim for a let say.. D grade.. i would study the amt of work needed for the D.. what if i backslide?
i am gonna aim for an A.. so i would study the amt needed for A.. so even if i fall.. i would still have a decent grade..
shoot for the moon.. so even if u fall.. you would fall amt the stars..
i wan to reach for the moon.. i need more... more n more...
Reality Sucks Big Time
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