Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Saturday, September 24, 2005
As i was in the midst of having tuition.. my tutor, Darius received a call from his sister that made him got up immediately and said.." i got to leave.. so sorry.... my dad just passed away.."
For a moment i din know what to react..partly because i was shocked.. so i just said.." oh.. dont worry.. its okay.. just go.." then i sent him out for the condo..
As we were walking.. i asked him if he's alright.. he smiled and said.."yah..he is in a deep sleep now.."
then he added.." he has got cancer.. being feeling very weak this morning..passed away also good.. cancer can be very painful..at least he doesnt have to suffer...."
at the moment.. i felt something stiring in my heart.. a weird feeling..
after he left.. as soon as i turned and walked back to my house.. immediately, tears flooded my eyes...not knowing why.. thinking...he isn't someone close to me.. moreover.. i din even meet his dad before..then why am i affected?
brushing it off.. i went home.. got changed and decided to go for a jog..
as i was running... i thought to myself.. life is so vulnerable..anyone around you can just go into a deep sleep... Darius is really brave..in the midst of all these.. he is still able to smile and remain calm.. moreover.. its his Dad..
i only had one of such "experience" before..and i would never wan to experience again.. it when my uncle passed away.. when my mum told mi that my uncle went into a deep sleep forever.. i was only around 13.. my grip fell loose and the clothes i held in my hand scattered on the floor.. i also din know how to react.. but stood there quietly..
and life still went on as pernormal..
i guess that's how life is? people come and go.. some people may brush past you for that second.. and that same person may never cross your path ever.. some may leave their footprints in your heart... or some may impact you.. and your whole life changes because of that person.. and some stay in your heart forever...
there's this chinese saying" tian1 xia4 mei2 you3 bu2 san4 zi1 yan4 xi2" (direct translation: in this world.. there isnt a never ending banquet) meaning... someday.. somehow.. people come n go.. there will never be a forever...
sad... but somehow.. its true...
although its true.. but doesnt mean that we shouldnt cherish what we have... the friends.. things.. family.. relationships are all real..Cherish them.. dont take them for granted... dont live your life regretting...leave an impact on them.. as how they did to you.. they are the people who makes you smile...
i saw these code from alvin's blog.." never give up on the things that makes you smile.."
i think its beautiful..dont you think so?
Reality Sucks Big Time
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