Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Sunday, August 07, 2005
hello... although i know seldom people come to read le.. but nvm.. just wanna rite down some memorable events in my life.. so when i look back... its sweet... hahaha..
yesterday was one of my most unprepared impromtu cosplay.. in a sense.. i went down to cineleisure to support n visit my friends who are in movie mania.. a company whom is involved in hosting events for companies who are interested in mingling costumers in their parties.. they also do replicating of costumes.. and many more stuffs... details can be found in this webbie.. www.moviemania.com.sg
well.. so i went down.. then xeno n andrew asked mi to help them to cosplay kill bill.. duhz.. so i agreed.. and promptly put on the yellow pvc suit... surprisingly.. it fits mi pretty well.. haha.. and after that.. i was told that i would have to spar with mrs fantastic 4.. cosplayed by kelly.D... she is a gorgeous girl... hehz.. anywae.. when we were on stage.. she did really punch(in a sense there is impact... but lightly.. not pain kind..).. so i got serious.. hahaha.. then we staRted sparing on the stage.. that was a memorable event man.. imagine.. two girls on the stage.. fighting.. but its a good fight.. not a cat fight k?~ hahaha.. anywae.. i later discovered that she learnt karate for 6 years... i think..
so after that.. we went up to the 2nd floor to rest.. i was already perspiring inside the thick pvc material.. manz.. wet.. hahaa.. so we took pictures n walked around the building to distribute fliers... duhz.. dennis dumped mi a thick stack of fliers.. wth... anywae..after parading around.. we went back to the booth on the 2nd floor.. and started taking pictures.. chatting n playing around..
i met one of the naruto cosplayers in cosfest tat day.. he came up to mi to ask what event was it.. so i told him that i saw him at cosfest.. and we started chatting.. xeno's ex gf... n xeno's ex gf's gf..(okay.. guys.. its confusing.. but yah.. you din read wrongly..) went up to him n started talking abt the band that he had on his shirt..nice..then i told him that i support ivan's band.. (he is meeting ivan...) since three years ago.. and he stood there waiting for ivan n gang to come... for a very long time..=.=
anywae..after that event.. kelly went to esplanade to meet her bf... while mi.. dennis.. xeno.. david..and friends.. wen back to reno's office tohave dinner.. dinner at 10~ omg.. so late loh..
on the way to the office.. i sat with xeno.. he ah.. told mi that he had a bf already...just... -.-" and the guy is his ex gf's friend.. (dunoe whats up with kids nowadays) then he told mi that he french kiss his senior before.. then told mi that he got 6 gf before.. and the longest was 2 weeks.. mind u.. he is only 13 years old this year..-.-
anywae... wanna know how he got his ex girl? becos one fine day... they met at heeren by chance.. and the girl started to touch his groin... they got together.. becos the girl found him molestable..-.- and at the same time.. the girl had a gf.. then why the girl n xeno broke up..? is becos.. when the girl n xeno kiss... the girl felt guilty.. duhz.. i dun understand siaz.. anywae.. its weird lah.. n confusing..
when we reach the office.. we settle everything n ate our kfc~ omg.. so nice.. hungry lah.. dennis' quite sweet.. he let mi eat his chicken upper thigh.. hahaha.. but he ate the fatty skin away liaoz.. but nvm.. i dun wan to eat the skin anywae.. he damn qian bian loh... kept laming abt.. i realised that he talks like totchi... duhz...ZzZzz...i really wan to beat him siaz.. anwyae.. then we were looking at pictures on reno's computer and stuffs... lol.. nice pictures...
then we were looking at the comic books on reno's bed... then dennis kept testing mi if i know the characters in the book.. like green lantern.... superman.. batman.. spiderman.. wonderwoman.. duhz... then he teach mi which is which.. aiyah.. i so blur can..doh..
anywae.. after that.. we took reno's car.. and went to eat supper at some "nian tou fu" store.. damn squeezy loh.. in the car.. cos got reno.. another guy.. mi.. dennis.. xeno..ash..Zzzz... the food was good.. heee.. after which.. we went to ZzZzzzzz... nice day.. yah?
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