Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Friday, June 24, 2005
woke up in charis's house.. hehz.. last night we had a studying session to the wee hours.. dohz... now gotta wake up to have tuition..wonderful.. really wonderul~ and if you cant realise that... i am being a lil sarcastic.. alil.. lol.. oh well.. was so tired ltr.. but still studied for alittle.. i became like so sianz.. studied till the point that.. i dun feel like touching my books anymore..dohs...but well.. i had a great dinner..western food.. we grilled beef.. medium rare.... root.. there was a lil blood oozing out from the slab of meat.. but the cut was soft n tender.. din really season it much.. only salt n pepper.. and the taste is woot~there's fries.. soup.. carrots.. brocollis..bread... and many others..ohhhh... getting fatter... what a sin...dohz~~
after finished my food..
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i went out to church~ happy hour again... lol.. i just simply love my church.. had a wonderful pastor n wonderful sermon.. lol.. this week is this female preacher..she has been in our church for many years.. and she is so hilarious~ by the end of 10 min.. the whole church was already laughing n clapping.. hahaa.. well.. the sermon was great.. yahz~ in times of trouble.. just focus on jesus.. and we must realise that God is for us.. :)
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after church.. i went to meet jason.. the hunk~wow.. his hair is getting nicer n nicer n he is getting more handsome... met up with his classmates too.. nice bunch of people.. very humorous n fun to be with....we went to take neoprints together.. walked around n sent them to the mrt station..after that.. mi n jason went to watch movie.."be with you".. this movie quite sweet n romantic lah.. but abit chim to understand.. dunnoe really got ghost n whatever thingy.. dohz.. nvm.. but well.. i had a great time.. after movie we went home by night rider.. nice night to chill out after lots of studying.. meet up again okay.. jason~ yeahz..~
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11:25 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
my ting ting sis n wei how kor preparing for YAM SENG~
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12:51 AM
my brother n cousin (my bro act short..)
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12:50 AM
guards of honour giving a forfeit
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12:49 AM
my jie n me.. do we look alike?hee
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12:48 AM
ah wei kor n me.. handsome rite?
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12:47 AM
my daddy n mummy
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12:47 AM
Sunday, June 19, 2005
cousins' wedding
Ting ting sis~ and wei how kor.. happiness to your marriage yah~
this is one of the best wedding dinner i been to.. pastly becos i pesrsonally know the couple.. ting ting sis happen to be my part time maths tutor.. so yahz.. she is one pretty n cute girl.. oh well.. she is around mid 20s.. but she still looks so gorgeous in her white, glamorous gown.. walking in elegance accompanied side by side by a handsome young chap, wei how kor.... he is wearing this white captain uniform... together they pass thru the forfeits given by them from the guard of honours... one of the forfeit is to drink from a milk bottle.. feed by ting ting sis.. the last one is the carry ting sis to the stage.. so xing fu loh.. everyone roaring " yAM SENG~~~!" Toasting to the blessed couple...
dinner was serve in a traditional manner.. with lights off on the cold starter dishes came along.. followed by losbter broth... a whole steam fish.. roasted cripsy chicken...bai ling mushroom with veggie... and many more other dishes.. ending off with "ee mian" n dessert..
manz.. i had 3 glasses of red wine.. and one glass of beer.. manz.. now i understand what is not to mix beer n wine together.. lol.. hoi.. i din get drunk k.. so misunderstand.. lol.. i got high.. and the feeling rocks.. i mean.. its a happy occasion... its good to feel happy yaHz? my brother n cousin n sister drank quite a few cups too.. everyone was so elated... at such a joyous occassion..
i went over to my lil nephew whom is about 7 years old? well.. i told his dad.. (my cousin kian meng kor kor..).. that.. when i was young.. still a baby.. he fed mi wine.. so now its revenge time.. so i gave my nephew a glass of beer.. and his dad told him to take it.. so he drank a long sip.. i was amazed.. hahhaa~ well.. his dad trained him YAH?~ LOL..
then i went over to another nephew.. about 3 years old.. i gave him a galss of wine.. ask him to try.. then his mum allowed mah.. so he took from mi the glass.. n sip a lil.. immediately his face twisted as though he had just swallowed a piece of lemon.. he immediately drank the tea on the table.. lol lol.. so cute.. then kian meng korkor came.. with a beer.. and gave my nephew.. then my nephew took n drink.. hahaha.. you can guess the expression yah? lol.. well by the end of the dinner.. my lil nephew is like giggling... n i guess he is HIGH.. lol.. so cute loh!!
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11:58 PM
Monday, June 13, 2005
heh.. was damn hardworking for once today you noe.. when to study with charis n seok at amk lib..ordered like what one chocolate blended.. mocha blended.. chicken wings.. n wedges.. damn.. so full~study~~~~~~~~ all the way for 3 hours plus.. then we went to her hous to makan.. man.. i am like so hungry!! i ate like two rounds of rice.. really nice.. seok's mummy food..
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11:43 PM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
enuff said.. i had been playing playing n playing n shopping n shopping~ okay.. i am now broke~ and know what? i din study ever since sch ends.. damn.. how am i going to pass my mid years?! which is coming in about 2 weeks time.. cramping 1 n half years work into 2 wks.. i am dead.. nvm.. hahaha.. just plan my schedule from tmr on wards!! pianGZGZGZ~~ i will work hard siaZ!!
btw.. went church today.. i was feeling so happy that i came church.. i am totally energized by God's love.. once again knowing someone love mi sooo much.. that no one else can compare to his love.. look.. would anyone die for you? no? but my jesus did..
God is for you.. not against you.. christian feelings pessimistic should stop be so sin conscious!!! the sin issue is already settled once n for all 2000 years ago!! when christ died on the cross.. think.. will God take away alll the sins or take away some? its powerful you know.. this act..
Isaiah: God swore:" i will never be angry with you nor rebuke you."
is this sentence clear enuff??
many christian are still thinking that God is angry with them and waiting to punish them when they do something wrong.. stop thinking that way... God is a supreme being.. yes!! he is elijah n the most powerful being.. yes! but.. hey.. you call him father.. abba.. he is your daddy.. will your daddy be constantly waiting to punish you when you do wrong? no.. there will be correction yes.. but God is for you.. not against you.. He will always be there for you.. your love is not perfect.. but his love is.. so.. rest in his peace.. his shalom peace..
ah~~~~~~~~~~ i love NEW CREATION!!! THE best church in singapore!
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9:56 PM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
SEOK HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! wonderful siaz.. her chalet was so fun.. had bbq food.. "raping each other" and most fun of all was tying seok to a pole.. smashing whip cream n water balloon at her.. hahaha.. so cute lah.. she was like trying to chase us around with what was remaining( whip cream) on her face.. but too bad siaz.. short legs... cannot win us in running... pls loh.. those guys was practically "bullying" seok.. so mi n charis took pity on her.. pass her a plate of whip cream.. in the end.. we kanna sabo also.. being chase by a couple of guys and hit at the leg by a water balloon.. seok gave up in the end.... she was drenched n dirty siaz.. hahaha... ltr in the wee hours.. we were drinking absolute vodka mis with 7up.. we tried to play some guessing games.. but too many peopel.. so cannot game siaz.. in the end.. seok suggested musical charis.. so we played.. man~~ i cant believe that we played musical chairs.. it has been ages.. but nv the less fun... after taht.. the games starts to get bored.. mi n sam n charis went to bbq food instead...
yawnz....soon.. dawn hits in.. a group of us went over to the beach to watch stars n the sun rise.. digging up sea shells n discovering new organisms.. weee... fun as it can be.. :)
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10:10 PM
Monday, June 06, 2005
hey~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PRISCILLA! wah.. planning for her celebration is a killer.. she say she not going out..becos she is having dinner with her parents.. then.. i have to call up charis n suen.. n kexian.. n sam.. and many other friends to discuss.. one conclusion.. being organiser is tough.. but.. seeing the happy faces is a reward.. :)
anywae... din blog for a long time.. had been working hard for the past four days doing road show for acer... well.. its rewarding siaz.. earning like at least 500 bucks for 4 days.. not bad.. and guess what?! GREAT SINGAPORE SALE! wahahAHahAHAHha! so as soon as i get my pay..
here's my shopping list:
1> ladies hand bag
2> handphone preferably nokia 7270 (but now considering others cos 7270 quite old liaoz)
3> nice clothes
4> new skirts
nownow.. i wonder.. is 500 enuff? wahahahha! i hope so... well.. maybe i shall just keep the money n save it ya? lol.. bless mi.. i having terrible sore throat.. side effects from the talking non stop for 10 hrs everyday for 4 consecutive days.. lol.. hope i get well soon~
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11:54 PM