Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
yo guys.. update for syf... okay.. we got silver for syf... actually its within our expectations.. however.. we are still really disappointed with the results.. although all of us din mention anything about being disappointed.. but i can tell that thats not what we really wanted.. oh well.. other schs like vjc.. hcjc.. njc...tjc got gold.. congrats guys.. actually, considering our size.. of 40 people piece co.. comparing with other schs with 80 over people.. despite our size.. we did our co proud by doing our so called best.. minus-ing the stage fright n stuffs..after our co competitions... we have to geylang to makan beancurd.. yummy.. i love the beancurd there.. my favourite siaz.. anywae.. after everything.. i am really so tired le.. today in sch.. i was so irrititable.. hoping people dun come to talk to mi..especially in the morning assembly.. when they announced the results.. i was like.. dots.. then raj n gang turned back to look at mi.. and smile enthusiatically.. i was like.. duhz.. i wasnt happy at all..then after that got lecture.. then i started having people congrating mi for getting silver.. duhz.. -.-" what the fuck.. i even said to one of my friends.."huh? congrats for what? what so good about a silver..?" but well.. after that.. i decided not to be that bad.. when people congrats i just oh.. okok..then after that i went back to class to study biology.. asking eugena to help mi buy coffee.. cos i was soooo tired..but well.. she forgot to buy.. then i was already so pissed le.. then nvm.. sian 1/2.. whole of 3 tutorial lessons i was dying of fatigueness.. dots.. then emi tried to cheer mi up.. but i wasn't really in the mood.. so sorry gal.. i was really damn tired..but well.. everything is over.. anywae.. after my bio test.. i wen to meet my co friends.. thkning that i am the only grumpy one.. but i found out that they are also as grumpy as mi.. but becos we shared the same feeling.. thats why we end up cheering each other up by talking about the things that happened today.. kns.. wahahaha! fun.. then wen to take neoprints and stuffs..
anywae.. i wan to get the nokia 7270~~~~~ flip phone.. manz.. i so wish i got the phone.. but dun think my mum will get for mi..... maybe i shall direct my attention to 7260.. haiz.. but i guess most i would just end up with the old phone i got now..
manz.. i miss my nokia 6610.. at least i can trade in that one for 7270 so the price wun be so steep.. damnz..
Reality Sucks Big Time
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