Wednesday, April 27, 2005
counting down to syf... which is next tue.. and everyday...we have cca practice.. qutie hiong hor? no choice lah.. have to sacrfice one thing for another.. really training very hard now.. helping each other n going thru all these together.. i am so glad that i have my CO friends.. they are really great.. people like bentoh~~ kenny~~ weilin! jackie.. shuying.. joyce and many more.. hahhaa... great people.. oh.. not forgetting to mention my aiai.. hahah aiting.. she is also in CO.. doinkS~.. i just gave her a rose today.. hahhaa.. she was very touched n said that she haven receive flowers since a veyr long time.. come to think of it.. i haven receive a flower since a long time.. the last time was last year v day.. dots.. pathetic rite.. oh well.. at least i did received soemtihng.. looking on the brighter side..
my life is pretty much revolving around sch n friends.. 7am to 7pm school.. and cca.. when i reached home.. is around 8+ le.. bath.. eat.. do homework.. then around 11 plus.. in the end of the day.. there isnt much time left for mi to think of other stuffs.. well.. i guess some things you need to sacrifice for another... as much as you dun want to.. but nvm..
still love jesus alot~ he is my saviour and gave mi wonderful blessings.. i love my life... cos God gave it to mi and has great plans for mi ahead.. He is for mi.. not against mi.. heyz.. know what? your God has truely blessed mi~ :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:04 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
yo!! got tuition this monring.. went to crhuch with my darling sulin!!!!!!!!! today.. pastor prince is not in singapore.. so a western pastor came instead.. he is qtuie old.. but well.. good.. sermon was short..but okay.. anywae.. pastor joseph dyed his hair.. he looks like allan wu!! wahahahhaa! so youthful.. btw.. after chruch.. mi n sulin went SHOPPPING~~~~~~ hahahaa.. so long nv shop le.. we went bum equipment.. both of us each bought a top.. then we bought shoes... then i bought F.I.R cd.. and she bought coloured contact lenses.. green colour,.. manz.. nice,, hahaha.. but i stilln prefer grey!! hee.. mysterious colour.. we really had a great time shopping n talking about life siaz..
dunoe why.. i felt so much closer to her.. lol.. as in.. friend.. and also in christ.. lol.. love jesus ya?! :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:27 PM
Saturday, April 23, 2005
yoo~ another week has passed... school days are so damn fast.. hahaa.. yesterday after sch i went to the library with shirleen.. then i tried to do some studying.. BUT.. oh well.. you guys know that results.. lol..anywae.. spa assessment on monday.. sianz.. seems like i haven touch anything yet.. gonna die.. >.<..
something new to update.. hahaha.. i have a new aiai.. lol.. she is aiting.. from mjco.. dots.. she damn cute lah.. cos she always act cute.. then she calls mi xiao zi.. thats becos last time i say to her.." hoi.. xiao zi.. whats your name?" then from then now she call mi da zi.. then something calls mi xiao zi.. then one day.. my friend went up to her and call her something like.." aiming.." then i heard laio.. so i called her xiao ming.. lol.. but.. now then i found up her real name.. aiting.. dots. oh well.. she demanded mi to go fetch her from her class n must bring flower... then after sch.. i just to find her n brought a paper.. which has a beautiful flower on it.. drawn by mi.. lol! cute rite? so sweet rite? i know.. lol.. anywae.. from her.. i got to know some of her j1 friends.. like cze kin.. the italian man.. he is a christian.. seems quite nice people.. lol..oh well.. now aiting demands mi to bring her a real flower on monday.. duhz...=.=
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:16 AM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Number of words typed: 195
Test duration: 3 min
Speed: 65.0 words/min. (325 keystrokes/min.)
Error penalty: 29Accuracy: 85.1%
hahaa.. i tried the typing test in ziting's blog.. this is my result..
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:52 PM
Saturday, April 16, 2005
wahahahaa.. dq.. not you low iq lah..just that my iq too high... oh well.. those who wanna know.. i am single.. wahahhaa.. oh well.. just as usual.. i am always not fated.. wahhahahahah~
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:09 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Coward!
ran away just becos of past few failed experiences..
does it mean that.. in the future..
whenever there is a setback..
you would just back down and give up?
you said that i am nonchalant..
but have you ever asked what did you do?
or what am i nonchalant to? you assume..
you chose to give up...
and said good bye..
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:03 PM
Monday, April 11, 2005
The girl is running,
Along the stretch where there seems no ending.
Giving all her best..
To find a place to rest..
but there seems none..
none at all..
Reality Sucks Big Time
9:52 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
i almost forgotten how it all began..
the body is weary... the soul is weak..
future's bleak.. nothing left to seek...
SeVenE,
Yours gothically
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:32 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
heh.. hey guys.. weiling is down with bad flu.. and sore throat.. lotsa phelgm now.. heh.. guess i had been working really hard.. with cca increasing to 4 times per week.. lotsa tutorial to catch up n studies to keep up with..hehz.. but nvm.. i will recover soon.. cos i got all the rest i can have... yesterday.. i slept like from 8pm plus to 9 am.. shoik.. but still sleepy.. hmm.. wanna say thanks to raj n faezz.. who came to my house yesterday at 9pm.. but i was sleeping like a pig.. knocked out.. so sorry.. but i appreciate that.. thanks.. seen a doctore already.. will get arest now.. :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
7:32 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
to my honey ziting:
hey.. gal.. this is a entry specially dedicated to you..firstly talking about how i get to know you.. we were posted to the same pw group.. working with you were already a great pleasure.. you been a wonderful team mate.. always there to touched up on the minor but important details that make our report a good one...beside the hectic times we had during pw.. we also had crazy times talking about the best method to die.. okay lah..(we were just kidding) that was during promotional periods.. when we would sit outside of the GO and study our ass off.. and cry.. n laugh.. n hug.. although it tough.. but its also the times when we got even closer... time were bad.. yet thru that.. i got a friend like you.. who are always there to encourage mi... your sweet smile nv fails to cheer mi up.. to tell you the truth.. 2005 has been a lonely year for mi.. without you by my side siaz.. but times are not that bad.. cos at least i got the rest of the class.. n now that you are leaving mj.. i wish ya all the best for your future endeavors.. and that you may have a great future ahead even as we go on our separate ways.... but i know that in our hearts.. we will nv be apart.. i still wan you to call mi n keep mi update on your happenings k? promise? i ove ya lalot.. hahaha.. muak muaks~ keep in contact~
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:00 PM
Monday, April 04, 2005
i happened to change upon this unposted entry while editing my blog..
it touched my heart..
i hope it will touch yours too :)
mr yeow was in india back then.. n he was on his way back home to.. calcutta? (m i rite, faeez?) n he got robbed. n he was left w absolutely nth. he gt no money to buy another ticket to catch the train (he was 600km away from whr he lived n thr was no way he can walk back), neither did he had a single cent to make a call. n he was alone.
so as he said, a door closed on him. so he had to choose to open another door for himself. so he decided to sell off wad he had in order to earn some money- 2 gd shirts and a towel. so he was literally sitting on the streets selling his stuff. n he couldnt speak tamil. so he communicated w the interested buyers using sign language. n he managed to earn $5 (which is abt 300bucks in india), which is enuff to purchase another train ticket.
But he had to face a dilemma- if he was to pruchase the ticket, he'ld have no money to buy food. but if he chose to buy food, he'ld be stuck in calcutta.
but in the end, he chose to board the train. nope, he didnt buy the ticket. he thought: if he is lucky enough to not meet any train conductor, good for him. he will have money for food, as well as get home. so.... he decided to try his luck.
n u noe wad he did? he hid in the toilet the whole time coz he didnt have a seat, and also to avoid running into a train conductor. n he stayed in the toilet.. and slept inside into.. he would only come out if someone who needs the toilet knocks on the door.
but his predecament (sp?) was seen through by the others. someone asked him, "Are you sick? you've been going to the toilet quite often". n so, mr yeow told them his story. n the ppl ard him were actually kind enough to help him. Some gave him food, while the others take turn to offer their seat to him and they just sit ard n talk. n they allowed him to slp when he's tired.
but in the end, he met the train conductor. but again, he was kind enough to ask mr yeow to only pay for the ticket for the remaining of the journey. which left him abt 200bucks. (mr yeow said he felt guilty.. but he did pay afterall.. haha)
And through all these, he was trying to illustrate that in this world, there are always ppl out thr who are willing to listen.. so if u happen to have a problem, dun sit ard n keep it to urself coz it doesnt do any help. "talk to others, they will listen to you.." was wad mr yeow said.
n he said that his door will always be open for us.. as long as he's breathing.. n he also said that no matter what happens, he wants us to still go back to him and tell him what's happening in our lives.. n not wait until we have 12 kids or until we get married. i quote: "n hopefully i'll get a wife before that.. if not *laughs* malu.." haha~ mr yeow's so kute..
this story touched my life and many people's life also.. and i hoped that it touches your life too.. never give up on yourself..remember.. happiness is a choice.. not a circumstance..
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:55 PM
For those people who had been faithful following my blog should know that i have posted this before.. but today i want to post it again.. becos this story had touched many people's life before..
mr yeow was in india back then.. n he was on his way back home to.. calcutta? (m i rite, faeez?) n he got robbed. n he was left w absolutely nth. he gt no money to buy another ticket to catch the train (he was 600km away from whr he lived n thr was no way he can walk back), neither did he had a single cent to make a call. n he was alone. so as he said, a door closed on him. so he had to choose to open another door for himself. so he decided to sell off wad he had in order to earn some money- 2 gd shirts and a towel. so he was literally sitting on the streets selling his stuff. n he couldnt speak tamil. so he communicated w the interested buyers using sign language. n he managed to earn $5 (which is abt 300bucks in india), which is enuff to purchase another train ticket. But he had to face a dilemma- if he was to pruchase the ticket, he'ld have no money to buy food. but if he chose to buy food, he'ld be stuck in calcutta. but in the end, he chose to board the train. nope, he didnt buy the ticket. he thought: if he is lucky enough to not meet any train conductor, good for him. he will have money for food, as well as get home. so.... he decided to try his luck. n u noe wad he did? he hid in the toilet the whole time coz he didnt have a seat, and also to avoid running into a train conductor. n he stayed in the toilet.. and slept inside into.. he would only come out if someone who needs the toilet knocks on the door. but his predecament (sp?) was seen through by the others. someone asked him, "Are you sick? you've been going to the toilet quite often". n so, mr yeow told them his story. n the ppl ard him were actually kind enough to help him. Some gave him food, while the others take turn to offer their seat to him and they just sit ard n talk. n they allowed him to slp when he's tired. but in the end, he met the train conductor. but again, he was kind enough to ask mr yeow to only pay for the ticket for the remaining of the journey. which left him abt 200bucks. (mr yeow said he felt guilty.. but he did pay afterall.. haha) And through all these, he was trying to illustrate that in this world, there are always ppl out thr who are willing to listen.. so if u happen to have a problem, dun sit ard n keep it to urself coz it doesnt do any help. "talk to others, they will listen to you.." was wad mr yeow said. n he said that his door will always be open for us.. as long as he's breathing.. n he also said that no matter what happens, he wants us to still go back to him and tell him what's happening in our lives.. n not wait until we have 12 kids or until we get married. i quote: "n hopefully i'll get a wife before that.. if not *laughs* malu.." haha~ mr yeow's so kute..
this story touched my life and many people's life also.. and i hoped that it touches your life too.. never give up on yourself..remember.. happiness is a choice.. not a circumstance..
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:49 PM
recently many things happen.. seeing people around mi crying.. depression.. feeling sad..some of which are my classmates... block test is just over.. i was really sad over my chemistry results.. becos i expected better improvement.. but instead.. things din worked out the way i wanted it to be.. cried for one day.. talk to bryan n raj n other few friends.. really glad that i have these friends around mi.. recovered qutie fast.. i got my tuiton teacher as well// whom i can complain too.. hmm.. then i looked at my overall results.. i got F.. O.. E.. well.. i looked around mi.. i realised that there were many other people worse than mi.. i had a few friends expected to perform yet fall short.. i felt guilty to say that i was a little comforted by the fact.. but well..i felt sorryfor them too.. hmm.. some of my friends were called down to see the teacher then the principal.. some of my friends werent feeling that good.. i often wished that i can somehow help them in one way or another.. had a little talk with irene while going home.. cos waited for her for her taekwando to finish.. and had a talk with lester.. hais.. this guy had a problem too..friends... talk to pris too.. she also had an issue.. but well.. i shant go into people's problem in case of privacy.. but i really hope you guys will be well.. and i will continue keep you guys in my prayer.. for mi.. i will continue to trust in God's plan for mi.. :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:10 PM