Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Friday, March 25, 2005
imagine.........
you wake up early in the morning... and you stretched your body and kick the side of the bed.. and shouted.." ah~ f**k"... suddenly you tot to yourself.. oh my? i just sin~ becos i scold the word.. then you frowned.. and imagine that God is unhappy with you.. and tot to yourself that.. hey.. the rest of the day will be very bad.. becos i just sin... then you walked to the breakfast table and sat down.. you saw the boiled egg on that table..instead of your fav half boiled egg... and get irritated.. and you shouted at your wife.. thinking that.. hey.. everything is wrong today..then on the road.. this driver just irritate you too..
Mind is your own enemy...
you imagine that when you sin.. you are disqualified from God's favour...
you wake up in the monring... and keep thinking what bad things is goiong to happen to you...
How are you going to reign in life?
God's wish is for his children to reign in life...
Roman5:10 where sin increases, grace increased all the more, so that , just as si reigned in death, so also grace might reign through righteousness to rbing enternal life throught jesus christ our lord.
remember in john13:37 when jesus predicted that peter denied him three times... thats when he sinned.. and remember after jesus christ's death.. peter addressed to the crowd the word of God.. this is when grace abounds...
Now... imagine.. when you are dating this guy.. you dressed your best everytime you meet him n showed the best side of you.. and one day.. your underperformed.. or din live up to his expectations.. he came up to you and say.." but.. i still love you..." this is how God is... even when we are imperfect.. God still loves us.. and wants to giev the best to us...
so we shouldn't beating on yourself or condemning yourself in the wrongs that you haf done...but focused on his grace..
that doesnt mean that we should sin~WELL.. doesnt mean that.. when sins abounded.. grace much more abound.. then everymonring you wake up then you go.. " hey~~~ lets look n see wat i can sin today.. so that grace will abound mi.." rubbish~ in your everyday life.. they will bound to be chance for you to sin... what i mean is that.. stop focusing on your sins.. but focus on the grace of jesus christ..
sins cannot be stopped.. we gotta admit that.. sin is a supernatural power... therefore we also need God's supernatural power to overcome it.. so when you sin.. stop beating yourself.. and blocked yourself off the favour that God is going to give.. Forgiveness and grace are gift from God.. instead.. we should look forward to what we can expect good things as grace abounds
you may be thiniing.. what?! sin still wan to ask for god's grace?
but hey... i know i dun deserve the blessings.. but hey.. this is what grace is all about...
if you obey then what the use for grace?
when you sinned.. you feel unhappy.. and uneasy.. thats becos the seed of God is in you.. you feel that you want to get out of the sin
why is it that preachers of grace are always perscuted?
that becos when they preach about grace... many fences are put up...
when people preach about law.. nobody puts up the fences...
the old testament is about laws given by moses..
however.. the new testament is the grace brought by jesus..
romans1:16 > "i am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes"
romans 5:12> Death through Adam, Life through Christ..
death is not part of God's plan for man to die... one man's act cause man to fall from grace... which is when Adam's partake the forbidden fruit... however... grace came through one man's act.. which is the Jesus's being crucified.. God's plan is for us to reign in life.. and the way is through Jesus Christ.
God demans righteous from man.. however.. God knows that man is imperfect.. law cannot be bent.. or else.. law wun be perfect anymore.. Grace made man perfect by Jesus christ.
Reality Sucks Big Time
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