Friday, March 25, 2005
imagine.........
you wake up early in the morning... and you stretched your body and kick the side of the bed.. and shouted.." ah~ f**k"... suddenly you tot to yourself.. oh my? i just sin~ becos i scold the word.. then you frowned.. and imagine that God is unhappy with you.. and tot to yourself that.. hey.. the rest of the day will be very bad.. becos i just sin... then you walked to the breakfast table and sat down.. you saw the boiled egg on that table..instead of your fav half boiled egg... and get irritated.. and you shouted at your wife.. thinking that.. hey.. everything is wrong today..then on the road.. this driver just irritate you too..
Mind is your own enemy...
you imagine that when you sin.. you are disqualified from God's favour...
you wake up in the monring... and keep thinking what bad things is goiong to happen to you...
How are you going to reign in life?
God's wish is for his children to reign in life...
Roman5:10 where sin increases, grace increased all the more, so that , just as si reigned in death, so also grace might reign through righteousness to rbing enternal life throught jesus christ our lord.
remember in john13:37 when jesus predicted that peter denied him three times... thats when he sinned.. and remember after jesus christ's death.. peter addressed to the crowd the word of God.. this is when grace abounds...
Now... imagine.. when you are dating this guy.. you dressed your best everytime you meet him n showed the best side of you.. and one day.. your underperformed.. or din live up to his expectations.. he came up to you and say.." but.. i still love you..." this is how God is... even when we are imperfect.. God still loves us.. and wants to giev the best to us...
so we shouldn't beating on yourself or condemning yourself in the wrongs that you haf done...but focused on his grace..
that doesnt mean that we should sin~WELL.. doesnt mean that.. when sins abounded.. grace much more abound.. then everymonring you wake up then you go.. " hey~~~ lets look n see wat i can sin today.. so that grace will abound mi.." rubbish~ in your everyday life.. they will bound to be chance for you to sin... what i mean is that.. stop focusing on your sins.. but focus on the grace of jesus christ..
sins cannot be stopped.. we gotta admit that.. sin is a supernatural power... therefore we also need God's supernatural power to overcome it.. so when you sin.. stop beating yourself.. and blocked yourself off the favour that God is going to give.. Forgiveness and grace are gift from God.. instead.. we should look forward to what we can expect good things as grace abounds
you may be thiniing.. what?! sin still wan to ask for god's grace?
but hey... i know i dun deserve the blessings.. but hey.. this is what grace is all about...
if you obey then what the use for grace?
when you sinned.. you feel unhappy.. and uneasy.. thats becos the seed of God is in you.. you feel that you want to get out of the sin
why is it that preachers of grace are always perscuted?
that becos when they preach about grace... many fences are put up...
when people preach about law.. nobody puts up the fences...
the old testament is about laws given by moses..
however.. the new testament is the grace brought by jesus..
romans1:16 > "i am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes"
romans 5:12> Death through Adam, Life through Christ..
death is not part of God's plan for man to die... one man's act cause man to fall from grace... which is when Adam's partake the forbidden fruit... however... grace came through one man's act.. which is the Jesus's being crucified.. God's plan is for us to reign in life.. and the way is through Jesus Christ.
God demans righteous from man.. however.. God knows that man is imperfect.. law cannot be bent.. or else.. law wun be perfect anymore.. Grace made man perfect by Jesus christ.
Reality Sucks Big Time
1:20 AM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
WOH!! FOOK!! i typed so long the entry and then blogspot cock again.. irritating..
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:10 PM
Friday, March 18, 2005
HOLIDAYS?! hahaha.. is this holidays? you guys must be wondering why so long nv go online.. n blog.. pls..haven got any good time siaz.. sunday went church.. then bryan's family brought us all out to eat teppanyaki.. cos his bro birthday mah.. hmm.. good food.. lol.. then he sent mi home.. monday.. what did i do? oh yah.. i studied at home.. tues? hmm... maths tuition.. and went out to makan with him at night.. met with charis n seok n kingston.. shopped around heeren.. wednesday? sch!!!! 10-12 chem remedial.. 1-6 cca.. ltr go home.. have dinner ith family.. then after dinner.. went for mark's birthday celebration.. at this small pub.. okay lah.. quite fun.. as in..went with clarissa to meet up with all the newstead people.. all know from work one.. nice people.. smokey.. hahhaa..singing karaoke.. wahhaha.. drinking.. then bryan n rj came to pick mi n cla to watch movie.. DUNDUNDUNDUNUDN ever watch woodsman.. supposed to be a 4 star movie.. eh.. hahaha.. rubbish show.. lamer.... can die loh.. anywae.. dun wanna go into that.. after that.. went to eat dim sum..yummy!! at geylang there.. wow.. nice loh.. 24 hours one.. then went home.. thursday?! sch!!! 1-6pm cca.... 2-4 biology.. okay.. then went home.. bryan came over.. met with my family.. hahaha.. we having bbq mah.. hahaha.. meet the parents.. my parents quite like him.. hahaha! :P today?! friday.. ehmm.. woke up.. chem tuition.. ltr maths tuition.. then then then chiiong to study.. -.-"~ boring life. boring day..
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:48 PM
Saturday, March 12, 2005
now i know how sulin always feel.. i feel so unpretty.. the exactly same word that sulin always use..and i am using it now...i have an unpretty soul... i know that i am not that bad.. its just that i am not good enuff..
Reality Sucks Big Time
12:37 AM
Friday, March 11, 2005
when you see your child beside the road playing... would you tell her.." dint daddy tell you not to play on the road? why dun you listen to daddy? come.. lie on.. come on!!! lie down on the floor!"then you drive your car over her legs.. then laugh" hahaha.. i told you not to play beside the road.. daddy is teaching you the dangers of playing beside the road.. hahah!! now you know.."
(quote from sulin's blog) if ure a parent..a mother or a father..and u see ur child in pain..will u be in paintoo? would u wanna drive ur car over her legs, to warn her of the danger of playingby the roadsides? would u put her fingers into a turning fan, to warn her of thedanger of meddling with a fan? and when u see ur child happy, u will be happytoo. right? =) the reason im tellin u tis is bcuz, The Heavenly Father is my daddy =) He dont inflict diseases on his beloved (if u have been saved) to teach us a lesson. He doesnt wanna c us hurt. when we r crying, he is thr embracing us. like how u wud embrace ur child.He doesnt want us to give offerings to atone for the bad things we've done (sins), but He wants us give offerings with a sense of thankfulness, with a sincere heart, do it with a right spirit and the rewards in return is tremendous. Our sense of thankfulness is not to be told by others of how often to do it, but it's totally up to us. Sometimes we run to Him not for redemption, but when we are hungry (for his blessings, or simply when we r in time of troubles), but God accepts us with hugs and kisses. When God forgives us, He is celebrating. Do you see how lovely and holy and forgiving my daddy is? :) lemme ask u again, do u wanna see ur child in pain? no, right? but God send his only beloved Son to die for our sins..u remem Jesus's nail-pierced hands, right? God loved us soo much.A true christian may sin but we dont practice it everyday. Pastor Prince said it's like when singaporeans makes trips to Johor, we still come back to Singapore, cuz thats whr we belong. :) Betwn God and I, it's no longer a religion i tell u, it's a relationship. AMEN!
(unquote)
this is sooo true for mi..God is the God of the universe and he is in control of the world.. the whole universe.. he is God almighty.. the alpha n the omega..the most High..but... he is my daddy.. and all children of God says.. amEN~
Reality Sucks Big Time
5:24 PM
heh heh heh.. he told mi he got a new blog.. in the blog he wrote about mi.. hmmm...i still dunoe the blog add yet.. hee.. will go find out to read.. anywae.. today is a damn short day in sch.. went sch for gp.. pe.. and recess n bio tutorial..heh... during pe the pe teacher ask us to run 1 round.. woh!! so nice loh..but when we came back.. we knew the teacher is up to no good.. ask us run another 2 rounds!!! sooooOoOooO tired loh.. hai.. nvm.. run.. i love running too.. after that... the whole class played basketball.. sooooo nice loh.. woh..we even played after the bell rang.. hahaha.. so played around 30 min into the recess.. well.. grab a bite and went to class.. today bio quite slack siaz... first time bio tut so slacked.. partly becos its going into the march holidays le mah.. well.. i was so tired loh.. so i went home instead... slpslpslpslplsplsplsplplss.. then ltr i going to makan at heartland! :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
5:08 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
sunday> hehz.. went to church again... as usual... but this time i reached so early loh..10:10 already reach le... when the service starts as 11:15... but its good to go there early.. cos you gotta queue up.. so that you can sit in the main auditorium.. rather than the overflow room.. at least now i have friend to queue with mi... today.. bryan n sulin came.. lester went to the third service..... before church..went to buy some breakfast first.. or else ltr my stomach will go.. GRrrRRr~... hehz.. sulin is still as cute as ever.. everything see her... she still looks so good.. so.. went for church.. today's sermon was quite good.. did recap about quitea alot of things... about god's love for us... then what jesus did for us.. how great his love is...about his grace... howwe should love our neighbours as how jesus loves us... well it did speak to mi.. anywae.. after taht... sulin went to kiakia.. went out with her friends.. then mi n bryan went to eat at crystal jade la mian xiao long bao... woot... the xiao long bao is sooooo freaking nice.. drools... hahaha. he treated mi sia.. so nice loh.. i din want him to treat... but oh well.. i offered to pay for the cab... but he still dun wanna let mi pay.. but too bad.. hahahah~ :P went to his house to study.. for my chemistry... eat with his parents.. woots.. they bought japanese rice... with tempura.. aahhaa.. yummmy~~~ just that is abit cold.. anywae.. watch japan hour... then ltr he drove mi home.. wow.. so nice loh....
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:14 PM
Saturday, March 05, 2005
saturday
had tuittion in the morning as usuall.. went out to meet charis...seok.. n bryan for dinner.. cos they wanna have a " meet the parents" session.. hahaha.. well.. the parent will be seok then.. hee..anywae.. we went shopping around.. bought a top.. and a belt.. wee.. veyr nice leh.. white colour one.. hahaha..anywae.. had dinner at ramen ten ltr.. then seok starting to question bryan lots of things.. and set rules for him..like.. 1> cannot bully weiling.. 2> must love her alot.. 3> ... so on and so for.. wow.. i realised that how much seok loves mi man.. hahhaa.. feel so loved by all my friends.. hahaha.. charis had spicy ramen.. woh.. her lips got so swollen loh.. hahhaa.. looked almost got beaten up or something...well.. then lester came to meet us.. went to walk around.. heh~~ saw my darling sam.. anywae.. we took neoprints together.. hahaha.. so nice siaz.. waited for brian to come.. and sam's mum to come and fetch her.. then we went macs to makan.. so bryan n i went back to his house to get the car.. so we can hang out longer... took cab home.. got the car.. then went back to fetch them.. well.. bryan did a wonderful job packing his car woh.. despite being a new learner.. hahaha.. so.. went newton circus there to have super.. then talk about ghost stories... hmm.. seok got so scared siaz.. anywae.. bryan did a very gentlemenly thing by sending all of them.. including lester.. seok.. brian.. mi n charis home... so nice hor.. hahaha..then when i got off the car.. i realised that i forgot my handphone.. so i called him..
and he offered to come back.. woh.. so nice loh.. i am not gonna let him run away from him.. MUahHAHhahHAhha~
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:32 PM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
tuesday
he came to my school to meet mi.. then we went for lomantic dinner at serangoon gardens.. hahaha.. first.. we went to drink coffee at coffee beans..talk cock.. then went to brownbox to have dinner.. woh.. the beef stew butter rice is soooo nice loh.. we also tried the spaghetti... woh.. that one not that nice.. hahaa.. somehow i feel the one he cooked tasted better than this..wahahhaa.. we took a few pictures... then walked around and went home.. heee..
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:14 PM