Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Monday, February 28, 2005
on sunday... i went church with sulin.. bryan.. and lester.. we went there early.. so that we can queue up for seats in the main auditorium.. anywae.. waited waited waited.. then finally went in.. today pastor prince talk about the love of God.. why his grace is sufficient for us.. in the old testament.. the law is given by moses.. but now! in the new testament.. grace n truth is given jesus christ... the presence of law is to let us be aware of our sins... law kills.. and demands from man.. however.. grace impoarts righteousness to man... our new covenant is to remember no sins...
if righteousness comes from the law.. then jesus christ would have died in vain!!! i learnt that jesus christ is my righteousness...
hey.. but some people may interpret it as.. when sins abound.. grace much more abound.. so i sin more lah.. so i will have more grace~~~ the answer is NO! becos you know how much God loves you.. you wouldn't want to sin... when you are under grace.. grace will stop sins... you would know that you are God's beloved... today's teaching is really very touching.. we learnt so much.. and learn that our daddy.. who loves us sooo much.. and.. he is the God of the universal...i almost cried lah.. hahaha.. and i heard from bryan that he cried.. hehz heh.. cute siaz.. anywae.. after church.. lester.. bryan and i wen to makan..yummy.. my ban mian~~
after that.. i went to his house to study.. hee..and slack around.. had dinner with his parents.. watch japan hour and stuffs.. he is learning japanese now.. hope he master it well..hahaha.. then next time can practice together..
abit paiseh to say sia.. but i think that he is soo capable of making mi feel so loved.. he is soo charming.. hahhaa.. he doesnt like the "wrinkles" at his mouth area..but i think it makes him look sooo cute loh.. hahaha.. dun mistaken k? he is not that old.. just 22 only.. hahaha..and let mi tell you guys.. i am so glad that he is taller than mi.. rich.. handsome.. cute..quiet.. yet humorous at times.. but hey.. that's not allll loh.. come on.. so superficial meh? hahaha.... kk..he loves God as much as mi.. caring.. gentle..crappy..fun loving... woh.. everything a girl hopes to find in a guy.. hahaha.. promoting him? no.. hahahaa.. he is mine le.. hee.. i mean.. soon.. wahahha! crap.. what am i talking about?
Reality Sucks Big Time
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