Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Saturday, January 01, 2005
looking back on the past year.. everything seems like a dream.. a perhaps a bad dream.. with a sprinkle of goodness to it.. thru the year.. there were exciting times.. there were disappointing times..
start of the year
busied myself with srjc friend.. knew people like brendan my dearest pal in srjc.. juebing.. the funny gal with lotsa enthusiam..ryan the giant who is always so nice and there for mi when i need him.. aloysius..the responsible bio rep and soccer boy whose laughter is queer and funny...who scared mi at first but amuse mi ltr.. derek the guy who always want to treat people.. dunoe why also.. think he has too much money.. but we all know he is damn nice person..kingston the clown and the wellknown flag man who always is so noisy and funny.. felily.. the gal who always like to wear black colour when we are going out.. whose name is felicia and loved to be called felily..junjie the idiot who is a very interesting guy who always like to tease people.. heh.. really fun being with you people..life would nv be so great without you guys.. and to those i forgot to mention.. love ya guys~
march to june period
busied myself with new school stuffs..meridian jc.. began to adapt the life inside.. luckily evry morning i will start my day with yiqing~~ my lovely neighbour.. we would go sch every morning together.. either in my mum's car or her dad's car... hehz.. would tell each other anything n everything... sometimes we din want our parents to undertsnad wht we were saying.. we would communicate in jap.. hahaa.. anywae..knew friends like sulin.. who is my best pal in mjc..a cry baby and always like to laugh in a weird manner... lena.. the gothic girl.. who shares the same gothic interesting with mi.. i began to take up flute in my cca chinese orchestra... had fun with CO friends.. people like my shifus.. kenny.. bentoh.. n jinsheng..
july to august
had cosplay event.. began to start making my new costume-mana gothic lolita bible no.9 random gothic lolita.. with my ma's help of cos.. thanks mummy.. attend a few cosplay events like jrock street festival.. cosfest.. and some private cosplay events.. cosplayed mana.. yuna aka lenne..paine from final fantasy.. took alot of pic.. met lester and jason during cosfest.. this lil meeting.. yet a memory for a life time.. haha.. lester... a cute cute jap looking guy who is stylish..funny and nice to be with... jason.. a handsome dude.. who is always there for friends... cool.. and someone who has the whole package.. and thru them i met susan.. a stylish girl... cool and has great voice~ and ltr met brian a rich looking guy and looks responsible too.. fagan.. with no life... funny dude.. hahaha~ attend susan's birthday chalet too.. during this time.. i spent the most time with them.. almost everyday.. sometimes.. sentosa.. chalet.. town.. neoprints session..hang out at dome.. hang out at ps.. everything under the sun.. although there are crying times.. sad time.. and happy times.. we were all supporting each other with each of our weaknesses n strength.. helping each other.. i love you guyS~~~mUAKZ!!!
september to october
woh this period siao liaoz.. busy with project work.. spent most of my time with eugena.. ziting n faezz... doin our pw.. redoing our pw.. rereredoing our pw..damn....busy mugging.. becos i having been doin that for the past few months.. so now gotta mug...october is the promotional exams period.. so everyday stayed in shool till around 8 and 9 plus.. with sulin.. emi.. lena.. da quan.. ziting.. cherri.. and many many more~~ i think our class is the most hardworking class.. hehz.. had fun talking cock in the midst of studying for the boring test.. had fun crying.. due to great great stress.. especially with ziting n cherri..cried almost everyday before exams...-.-" so stressed.. in mjc siaz.. hehz..but nevertheless its nice to have someone with you to cry with you rite? thanks dudetress... :) finally exams period is over.. went out with class mates and friends catch up with co friends and class mate.. played pool almost everyday.. hehz..
november and dec
towards the end of the year.. i realised that although this year hasn't been really that good for mi.. especially when i originally got retained.. and was brought into despair.. but there were people like ryan... mr yeow.. sulin.. ziting n cherri.. who was there for mi.. to cheer mi up.. and helped mi recovered from the pain.. at least i met so many friends that are for a lifetime.. who brought mi so much fun n happiness.. and most of all.. i end my year with God...i started going back to church this very month.. experience the presence of God.. who has so much in stored for mi for the next year... been going out with samanatha.. charis.. suen.. seok.. and lester n jason.. this is a pefect chance to catch up with friends.. ending the year and inviting the new year with lester.. seok.. samantha.. jason.. brian..
-2005.. here i come.. forgetting all those unhappy experience in 2004 and starting a new life-
Reality Sucks Big Time
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