Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Sunday, December 05, 2004
went church today alone.. not a bad experience lah.. its the same.. hahaha..
pastor prince is not here today.. so a westerner rev. denise took over.. talked about God's love for us..is long suffering..God's love for us is like having a long long fuse before the fire reaching the bomb itself and explosion takes place.. there are many thing in life which can cause your fuse to be lit up.. for example.. when you are waiting in a restaurant for your food.. the professional waiters are there to help you to wait.. when u are driving a car to work... some irresponsible driver may cause your fuse to lit.. well.. some of us here have microscopic fuse.. once lit up~ explosion.. and these may cause " someone's life" cos for example.. imagine you are on a road.. a driver lit your fuse.. and you exploded~ and rammed your car into his.. you may change his configuration of his life.. (okay.. this is suppose to be a little funny.. when rev. said that..) he told us his personal experience when he was waiting for his food in a restaurant.. he ordered a three cheese n green chilli omelette.. (eee.. weird taste... haha) then first came the food.. he disected the omelette and found no cheese at all.. okay.. so he called upon the waiter... waiting goes.. and the waiter came back with the omelette.. its the same omelette.. well.. he could tell by the little cut he made on the omelette... he opened it up..and there was this one piece of cold cheese in the omelette... (reminded.. he ordered 3 cheese n green chilli) okay..he could have demand for a change..but he decided not to.. he wants to have his own small victory.. so he quietly ate a little of the omelette.. but not all.... he did not complain then at all......but of cos.. he spent the rest of today complaining to the church..4 times.. hahaha.. okay.. enuff of that..
anywae...becos God's love is long fuse.. and he love us... so we should also show his love to others.... may other fuse be long too...
>> Love is creating a long fuse...so even if someone lit your fuse.. may the flame die before reaching the bomb..
some people are afriad to say i love you to God cos they are afraid that God will say.." if you say you love mi.. how come you quarrelled with your husband? "or"Go to India to preach if you love me.."God wouldn't do this...try to say " i love you God...in love with you.." in the morning.. and you will find that your day start of with grace and you will spread God's love to everyone..
pastor told us.. when he said.." i am in love with you God.." God's reply is.." i love you too.."
i was sooo touched by this... the way he said it too..touches my heart..cried again in church.. i went new church like 4 times.. i cried 3 times liaoz.. hmmm... lets just say.. God touches my heart ba..i turned around.. i saw quite a few people crying too.. hehz..
anywae.. after church.. went to marche to meet family and had a great feast.. hahaha.. must diet liaoz..
jokes of the day>
The children were lined up for lunch in the cafeteria of a catholic elementary sch. at the head of the table was a pile of apples. the nun had made a note and placed it on the apple tray. it read:" take one ONE. God is watching."
seeing the notes, a child moved further along the lunch line to the other end of the table where there was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies. the note the kid placed there said:" take all you want.'.God is watching the apples.."
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