Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
i went for the company's chalet dinner.. hahaa.. cos for those who dunoe.. i am sorta a regular part timer for newstead technologies.. a company that has 9 shops in simlim square n funan IT mall... so yahz.. i started off as a newbie a year ago who doesn't noe a shit about computers... this is my first job.. doing sales for fujitsu laptops n desktop.. hahhaa.. on the first day of work.. i was so depressed.. bcos i din sell anything.. my mum ask mi to quit.. i myself was also quite unhappy.. cos nv sell anything..>.<... but i decided that i will perserver on.. cos if i quit the job.. it would mean that i already give up.. and next time no matter what i do.. i will think.. hey.. cannot ah?? okay loh.. quit..and i would give up easily.. so i decided.. hey.. no.. i am going to do my best.. so i learnt earnestly... researching online what is wireless lan.. what is ram? what is hard disk.. what is combo drive.. and all those shit.. everymorning n night when i go to work or off work.. i would read my notes... research..and stuffs.. then it paid off loh.. so now.. i continue working.. the excitement n adrenaline when i closed a deal excited mi greatly.. hahaaa.. so i wanna do it more often.. i did fujitsu.. IBM... acer... not bad lah.. quite fun..time passes so fast.. now around one year liaoz..and you noe what? aaron my fujitsu the fujitsu in charge said that mi n cla is his best part timer.. hahaha!~ so happy.. i had alotsaaaaa fun~~~~
had chinese orchestra.. then ltr when to meet cla to buy presents for the chalet present exchange. i bought a photo frame from happy house.. damn cute loh~got this little pink pig on it..
anywae.. reach there..then talk to vin n eric.. eric really si bian tai... hehz.. he was touching vin's butt and acting silly loh.. anywae.. ltr we play black jack.. hehe i keep losing lah.. lost like 10 plus.. but i played small lah.. so nvm.. left enuff for mi to take cab home.. hahahaa. ate.. and drank.. then there was this gift exchanging thing... everyone has to pick a paper which will contain a name.. then pass your present to the person.. and and the next person goes on..i got this two chocolates.. hahaa.. i tot got liquor.. but no liquor siaz..heh.. then i took alot of pictures with those people loh.. and pour water for those in charge whom i worked before with..then i continue to play black jack.. this time i partner patrick~ he is damn damn good man.. he won so much liaoz.. then this time he say he partner mi.. hahaa.. he sooo cute loh.. he got big big eyes.. whole day wearing white colour... he told mi that he will lend mi his hard disk drive.. becos inside got mydate with a vampire..but in the end he bluff mi loh.. then his eye brows move with animation.. hahhaa..nevertheless.. partnering him is zai siaz.. i won back my original money plus 20 bucks.. which is not that bad lah.. i played small mah.. hahaa.. at least won some cab fare home... hahhaa.. then mindy was like forcing everyone to drink.. i drank two cups of red wine.. although underage.. but i can hold abit of liquor lahz..heh.. patrick cannot take wine.. he drank one cup.. whole whole face red and body too.. mark also.. but he better lah.. he drank like 8 cups.. plus tmr he stil got work... anywae.. i played my filled.. andrew lost like 300 bucks lah... hehz.. then ltr i took cab home with mark n another two guys..then reached home.. watched vcd.. i think i am going to buy.. hahaha...go slp... ZzzZzZZZz
Reality Sucks Big Time
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