Thursday, December 30, 2004
mAN!! OKAY.. I AM TYPING THIS for a second time.. cos the blogger just hang on mi.. damnz..
okay.. anywae.. new year is coming!! realyl looking forward to a great year with lotsa blessing n happiness.. hahhaa.. i went out yesterday.. with sam n charis.. wen to watch phantom of the opera... samantha said that its not nice.. thats becos she is not class enuff to enjoy.. haha.. i tot that the show is nice..~ haha.. the singing n music is great..hehz.. after the show.. we walked all the way to newton circus.. to have our supper.. hehz.. we ordered desert n carrot cake.. nice!!! people say that eating late at night.. you will get fat! but.. hey.. who cares.. hahaha.. eat liao then say ba.. hahaa~eh.. hey guys.. even as we stepped into the new year.. take care of yourself k?! yeah! will pray for you guys.. miss ya.. and hope to see ya soon! muakz! buai buai!
-blogging for the last time in 2004-
Reality Sucks Big Time
1:38 AM
Monday, December 27, 2004
enjoyed christmas season... went out with friends.. mjc chinese orchestra friends on christmas eve.. went to squeeze with people in town.. kana sprayed by the stupid foam.. duhz~-.-: on my hair somemore loh.. anywae.. after all that squeezing.. they came to my house.. brought liquor n drinks.. n food.. then watched some vcd.. talk cock.. played games.. then i went to slp.. cos next day got church at 10 mah..so next day.. christmas day.. went to church with xueyun and felicia and sulin.. heh.. sulin becoming more n more beautiful siaz.. hahaha.. thats my gal.. haha.. church was great!! cried alot sia.z. when i looked beside mi.. i saw sulin's face.. hahaa.. all stained with tears.. hehz.. and she received christ.. and agree to go church with mi next time..~~ i am soo happy.. love ya gal..anywae.. after church.. i wen home to slp.. then wen out to meet felicia.. siwei.. zaki.. aaron.. liyan they all.. then went to eat.. and they came my house to ton also.. have great fun playing 5 stars... hahaha! and daidee too..then ate.. and slpt.. still next afternoon.. heh..then they went home.. and i went to my own church's service at indoor stadium with my honey.. cherin!~ then lester n jason came to meet us.. wah..both of them still look as great as ever~ jason's hair is soooo nice siaz.. after church we went to town to slack.. ate.. and walked around.. sat down infront of taka.. then slacked.. talked about lotsa stuffs.. including tongues.. baptism... hmm..then jason went to lester's house..i think jason is a damn damn damn nice friend...and lester is reallyll sooooo cute loh.. i am so happy to be able to have you two guys as my friends... i cherish you guys.. :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
1:45 PM
Sunday, December 26, 2004
that bitch is crazy... she took a fruit knife, hold my hand on the counter and pressed the knife down my finger...i am crying not becos my fingers are in pain n bleeding.. not crying becos i quarreled with tat bitch.. but crying becos by the fact that she.. can actually do such a thing to her own sister...so my sister is against mi.. and my mum too.. wow.. what a wonderful loving family..oh.. how i wan to leave the house for good...i cried.. i am acknowledging my failure.. my little victory is gone...dignity is also gone too..going mad too.. ryan told mi.. when God take away your dignity.. he will pay you hundred times back..and if i turned mad.. who will eat buffet with him and burn vcd for him.. no lobang earn money.. i know he is trying to make mi feel better... i cried even harder..knowing there is someone who cares...i appreciate that... thanks..thanks to ben too.. he is also there to listen to mi.. thanks..i need to regain my sanity...cried for one hour.. finally subsided... so you guys dun need to be worry...i just need a place to pen down how i feel
Reality Sucks Big Time
1:33 AM
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
i went for the company's chalet dinner.. hahaa.. cos for those who dunoe.. i am sorta a regular part timer for newstead technologies.. a company that has 9 shops in simlim square n funan IT mall... so yahz.. i started off as a newbie a year ago who doesn't noe a shit about computers... this is my first job.. doing sales for fujitsu laptops n desktop.. hahhaa.. on the first day of work.. i was so depressed.. bcos i din sell anything.. my mum ask mi to quit.. i myself was also quite unhappy.. cos nv sell anything..>.<... but i decided that i will perserver on.. cos if i quit the job.. it would mean that i already give up.. and next time no matter what i do.. i will think.. hey.. cannot ah?? okay loh.. quit..and i would give up easily.. so i decided.. hey.. no.. i am going to do my best.. so i learnt earnestly... researching online what is wireless lan.. what is ram? what is hard disk.. what is combo drive.. and all those shit.. everymorning n night when i go to work or off work.. i would read my notes... research..and stuffs.. then it paid off loh.. so now.. i continue working.. the excitement n adrenaline when i closed a deal excited mi greatly.. hahaaa.. so i wanna do it more often.. i did fujitsu.. IBM... acer... not bad lah.. quite fun..time passes so fast.. now around one year liaoz..and you noe what? aaron my fujitsu the fujitsu in charge said that mi n cla is his best part timer.. hahaha!~ so happy.. i had alotsaaaaa fun~~~~
had chinese orchestra.. then ltr when to meet cla to buy presents for the chalet present exchange. i bought a photo frame from happy house.. damn cute loh~got this little pink pig on it..
anywae.. reach there..then talk to vin n eric.. eric really si bian tai... hehz.. he was touching vin's butt and acting silly loh.. anywae.. ltr we play black jack.. hehe i keep losing lah.. lost like 10 plus.. but i played small lah.. so nvm.. left enuff for mi to take cab home.. hahahaa. ate.. and drank.. then there was this gift exchanging thing... everyone has to pick a paper which will contain a name.. then pass your present to the person.. and and the next person goes on..i got this two chocolates.. hahaa.. i tot got liquor.. but no liquor siaz..heh.. then i took alot of pictures with those people loh.. and pour water for those in charge whom i worked before with..then i continue to play black jack.. this time i partner patrick~ he is damn damn good man.. he won so much liaoz.. then this time he say he partner mi.. hahaa.. he sooo cute loh.. he got big big eyes.. whole day wearing white colour... he told mi that he will lend mi his hard disk drive.. becos inside got mydate with a vampire..but in the end he bluff mi loh.. then his eye brows move with animation.. hahhaa..nevertheless.. partnering him is zai siaz.. i won back my original money plus 20 bucks.. which is not that bad lah.. i played small mah.. hahaa.. at least won some cab fare home... hahhaa.. then mindy was like forcing everyone to drink.. i drank two cups of red wine.. although underage.. but i can hold abit of liquor lahz..heh.. patrick cannot take wine.. he drank one cup.. whole whole face red and body too.. mark also.. but he better lah.. he drank like 8 cups.. plus tmr he stil got work... anywae.. i played my filled.. andrew lost like 300 bucks lah... hehz.. then ltr i took cab home with mark n another two guys..then reached home.. watched vcd.. i think i am going to buy.. hahaha...go slp... ZzzZzZZZz
Reality Sucks Big Time
9:29 PM
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
sianz~~~ christmas is coming~~ and iman's back from canada.. we went to watch movie yesterday with the other..watch the show" a world without thieves" quite funny show lah.. its not as bad as we tot..better than ocean 12.. can try.. hee..then pris said that she wants to go home.. then go home loh.. like so sianz.. so earlier go home.. but nvm lah.. anywae... i am watching my date with vampire these few days.. sooooo nice!! i cant put it down siaz.. so nice!!! and bloody hell tmr got sch.. cca.. then bbq at east coast.. organised by mindy.. the newstead boss.. hehz.. and i am going.. so yahz.. >.<
Reality Sucks Big Time
12:43 AM
Sunday, December 19, 2004
church's day again.. feel so blessed by God.. hahaha.. and cried again.. >.< paiseh.. i already like cry baby siaz.. today sermon is about blessings n gifts.. heaven's store room is filled with abundance gifts.. if you ask.. you shall recieved.. have faith.. and it will be given to you.. ahhaha.. then went to watch movie with wilson.. and met up with clarissa n andy.. woots.. they went out together woh.. after cla's work... when to sky garden.. cla got this worms phobia so she is really veyr scared of people scaring her with worms.. then the stupid wilson go ka jiao her.. then kana trashed by her.. hahaa.. OBIGOOD~ now talking to jace online.. woh.. he really make mi think of him* siaz.. sighz.. talking about past.. really dunoe whats up with mi.. still miss him* alot..
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:34 PM
Thursday, December 16, 2004
my life is getting more boring by the day.. everyday wakeup and study and eat n slp.. and wakeup and watch tv.. then talk on the phone then slp.. so boring!!! been leading this lifestyle for at least three days.. luckily tomorrow i am working~~~ then ltr at nite going out with kaijun. clarissa.. terence..wilson.. and chenghong.. woot!! looking forward to that manz..at least there is something different out of the boring everyday routine.. working on saturday also.. anywae.. my cousin is getting married.. so he is holding a lunch reception at the multifunction room at my condo.. so yup.. cool yeahz?! hahaha!wish him happiness woh..
Reality Sucks Big Time
7:27 PM
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
sian.. as usual.. pulled myself off the bed.. and get washed up and went to school.. had chinese orchestra practise...i learn to love the song more siaz.. very nice.. then the drums part quite nice too...anywae.. went home.. cooked myself a dinner.. these days my mum dun cook leh.. cos she is sicked i guess.. then just buy food from outside or cook noodles loh.. who want to jio mi go eat dinner....? heee hee..then ltr stomache siaz!!! dunoe what happen.. heh.. isizt my food? but my brother also ate my dinner.. nothing happen now chatting with friends.. i am so damn bored.. YAwnZ~~ hahaha
Reality Sucks Big Time
9:12 PM
Monday, December 13, 2004
Lonely christmas
heh.. my dad will be in China in christmas.. cos he is working there.. then this time round.. my mum is going malaysia with some relatives during christmas... and yeahz.. left with mi.. my brother.. n sister.. and of cos.. my sister would be gone out celebrating with her friends.. and most prob my brother too~ hahaa.. so.. who wanna date mi? pls leave a msg in the tag board.. then i choose from there..
hhahaha~~~ JUST kidding lahz..duhz!!! but hey my dear friends.. we all should go out together to have a christmas outing.. hee.. i earn qutie enuff money during the sitex show.. and acer show to go shopping.. weeee~~~ heeee!
Reality Sucks Big Time
2:09 PM
Sunday, December 12, 2004
today last day of acer road show le!!! so last day of my acer working days! wooh.. finally.. first day 1.. 2nd day 1.. 3rd day 2.. today sold 3 sets.. quite happy.. cos these four days met alot of friends.. and also earn 220 bucks heee~ not that bad rite? :P
today after road show.. went out with clarissa.. kaijun.. terence.. andy.. chenghong.. and wilson.. went to watch movie-blade trinity.. okay lah.. not bad!!! and not to mention the fact that i have a "thing" for vampires.. thats probably becos of the show my date with a vampire..love that show..we walked all the way from funan centre to plaza singapura.. wth.. so tired siaz.. then wilson was carrying this canon printer.. sooooo big and heavy.. then we were teaching andy how to hold clarissa's hand.. wa lao.. then he practise on mi.. i got a bit of shock.. hehz.. bu xi guan lah... paiseh..then before going for the movie.. i and wilson went down to get chips n drinks from carrefour... the blade trinity had alot of fighting scenes.. quite cool.. alot abit messy.. haha.. anywae.. there is something going on between andy n clarissa.. so yahz.. after that show.. andy is sending clarissa home.. so we all siam home.. heh.. thats about all siaz..
Reality Sucks Big Time
1:19 AM
Saturday, December 11, 2004
Hey guys!! miss mi? long time never blog le.. paiseh.. was quite busy with work.. now working for acer at funan road show... so everyday wakeup at 8 plus.. then come home at about 11 plus... bath n rest.. then need to slp le.. also no time come online siaz.. hahah~ :)
anywae.. had a great time working for aaron.. he is quite funny lah.. when he is with patrick the toshiba in charge.. then they will be damn crappy.. like for example.. priscilla customer ask pris if can free of charge to upgrade his ram.. then pris dunoe.. so ask aaron.. then aaron was talking to patrick mah.. so he say.. can can!!! give him free.. then pris was quite shocked..but went to tell his customer that...anywae.. cos tot its under cost.. meaning lose money.. then aaron say.. aiyah.. he wun buy one..then say.. if he wans to look for laptop can go marina south.. meaning ask him go fly kite..(negative meaning.. like ask him go away) then pris really go tell the customer to go marina south.. dots.. anywae... lots funny things happen..aaron's customer bought two sets from him.. then pay by cheque.. the customer told aaron that he go see soemthing.. when he came back..
he said.." i am not buying anymore..........."
aaron was like.." huh?er..?"
customer> " i am not buying anymore.. the cheque is void~... i have no more money left.." giving a sad face.. disappointed too..
aaron>" erh? hehz.. sir.. dun kid lahz.. "
then the customer started laughing.. scary siaz.. tot the customer relaly dun wan.. but luckily.. hehz.. just kidding loh...
anywae.. today i talked to a customer.. damn damn long.. about one hour siaz.. then she say she will come back tmr.. she should come back ba.. i guess so.. even aaron also think so.. hahaha~
that stupid justin.. ahhaha.. always make clarissa angyr.. hahaha.. better becareful.. or else she may "kill" you..
anywae.. everyday after work. then mi.. clarissa.. ziting.. terence.. andy...kai jun..chengquan.. wilson will go out together. hahaha.. cute hor.. go eat loh.. make quite many friends there.. they all are nice people.. :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:33 PM
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
a small small world
A smAll smAll wOrld
woh~~ this is such a small small world manz.. charis.. who is my secondary sch class mate and good friend.. is now my neighbour.. not only that.. his brother is my brother's good friend.. someone same sch.. same cca...same squad.. okay.. quite coincidental.. nvm.. hahaha.. our family had a bbq today... so we invited charis .. her brother n family over.. then guess what?!!! her mum is my father's ex colleague... woh manz?!!! what a small small world.. then charis' dad came over too.. then we had bbq dinner together.. and chat alot.. about wines... about china market.. about children's sstudy and stuff.. then realised that my dad n her dad was from the same school before.. her dad is one year older then we dad... school mates.. wtH?~~~ really dots lah.. i was sooo amazed.. somemore now neighbours..hahaha.. sooo much fun... to noe that our whole family is related to her whole family in a sense.. cool~ :P hee~
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:56 PM
Sunday, December 05, 2004
went church today alone.. not a bad experience lah.. its the same.. hahaha..
pastor prince is not here today.. so a westerner rev. denise took over.. talked about God's love for us..is long suffering..God's love for us is like having a long long fuse before the fire reaching the bomb itself and explosion takes place.. there are many thing in life which can cause your fuse to be lit up.. for example.. when you are waiting in a restaurant for your food.. the professional waiters are there to help you to wait.. when u are driving a car to work... some irresponsible driver may cause your fuse to lit.. well.. some of us here have microscopic fuse.. once lit up~ explosion.. and these may cause " someone's life" cos for example.. imagine you are on a road.. a driver lit your fuse.. and you exploded~ and rammed your car into his.. you may change his configuration of his life.. (okay.. this is suppose to be a little funny.. when rev. said that..) he told us his personal experience when he was waiting for his food in a restaurant.. he ordered a three cheese n green chilli omelette.. (eee.. weird taste... haha) then first came the food.. he disected the omelette and found no cheese at all.. okay.. so he called upon the waiter... waiting goes.. and the waiter came back with the omelette.. its the same omelette.. well.. he could tell by the little cut he made on the omelette... he opened it up..and there was this one piece of cold cheese in the omelette... (reminded.. he ordered 3 cheese n green chilli) okay..he could have demand for a change..but he decided not to.. he wants to have his own small victory.. so he quietly ate a little of the omelette.. but not all.... he did not complain then at all......but of cos.. he spent the rest of today complaining to the church..4 times.. hahaha.. okay.. enuff of that..
anywae...becos God's love is long fuse.. and he love us... so we should also show his love to others.... may other fuse be long too...
>> Love is creating a long fuse...so even if someone lit your fuse.. may the flame die before reaching the bomb..
some people are afriad to say i love you to God cos they are afraid that God will say.." if you say you love mi.. how come you quarrelled with your husband? "or"Go to India to preach if you love me.."God wouldn't do this...try to say " i love you God...in love with you.." in the morning.. and you will find that your day start of with grace and you will spread God's love to everyone..
pastor told us.. when he said.." i am in love with you God.." God's reply is.." i love you too.."
i was sooo touched by this... the way he said it too..touches my heart..cried again in church.. i went new church like 4 times.. i cried 3 times liaoz.. hmmm... lets just say.. God touches my heart ba..i turned around.. i saw quite a few people crying too.. hehz..
anywae.. after church.. went to marche to meet family and had a great feast.. hahaha.. must diet liaoz..
jokes of the day>
The children were lined up for lunch in the cafeteria of a catholic elementary sch. at the head of the table was a pile of apples. the nun had made a note and placed it on the apple tray. it read:" take one ONE. God is watching."
seeing the notes, a child moved further along the lunch line to the other end of the table where there was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies. the note the kid placed there said:" take all you want.'.God is watching the apples.."
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:58 PM
Friday, December 03, 2004
today went to school to pass the letter to vp..yahz peeps.. i advance le..:)
anywae.. after that.. i n mum went to grandma house to visit grandma.. lol.. then i watch some mvp lovers there.. anywae.. after taht.. went heartland mall.. bought a pair of heels.. colour contact lense.. hee.. the guy at heartland mall nanyang optical shop is quite cute siaz.. hahahha~ -*wolF*- bought grey n hazel colour... the two usual colour i would buy.. nice lahz.. then went to eat laksa at the hawker.. manz.. gotta wait for 20 min.. but we still wait.. dunoe why.. quite nice lah.. bought some assessments bio n chem.. i am hard working k guys.. wish mi luck~ i will work hard~ ganBATTe~~~~
SOOOO Tired.. so went home and slp.. nowdays quite tired.. dunoe why..
i went jogging just now.. cos i feel fat.. jogged for only three rounds then the stadium light off liaoz.. nvm.. so strolled home.. on my way back.. i saw this little boy standing in front of the gate..gate door's open.. he was leaning on his side..looking outside.. when i walked pass.. i stopped to look at him... so cute~~~ angel face.. he was looking up at mi.. a shocked but innocence face.. then i waved.. hello~ then he waved back.. smiling.. i wanted to ask him dun stand at the door here.. very dangerous.. ltr people kidnap you.. but i decided not to.. i walked a few steps.. looked at him.. and said.. bye bye.. then he waved again.. we did this so many times.. before i decided to walk away.. as i was walking away.. he shouted.." BYEBYE~" I turned back.. and he waved again.. omg!!! i wished i got a child like him man.. so adorable~~i keep looking back.. wanted to go back to him again.. but decided not to... i am in love~~~ i wait for you to grow up k? lol~he is soooo cute~ maybe i go look for him again.. lol~ jkjk~
walked home.. alot of stuffs going through my mind.. alot.. but dunoe what.. hehz..
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:51 PM
Thursday, December 02, 2004
OMG! its so shocking.. yesterday the office called mi to come down to school today to see the vice principal.. i was like.. huh? what is going to happen? kick mi outta school? omg.. scared.. i was quite distracted after i got that call.. din noe what to do.. so went to buy some brownie mixture n konnyaku jelly mixture and went home to busy myself with the ingredient.. had fun making those dessert.. and yummy too~ well.. back to topic.. then i went to school today morning.. sat in the general office.. waiting.. was feeling calm n duhZ~ thinking.. must be the vice principal wants to ask mi to study hard next year during j1.. lol.. then ltr was smsing benjamin.. chatting.. then he say the vp will ask mi if i wan to advance.. i was like.. hey thats impossible lah.. at most ask mi study hard.. give mi a lecture.. then just then.. a girl who came out of the vp's office came walking and told her friend who was sitting beside mi that they ask her if she wants to advance.. i was like?~!!!! whAT?!!! sHUTup~ dotS!!! then my heart was beating like nobody's business~ hehz! shock... digesting.. then its my turn to go in.. when i enter.. vp asked mi.." hows everything??" she is quite friendly siaz.. then i ans.." fine~ hahaha" she ask mi what i was doing during the holidays? then i replied that i was working.. for four days only at expo.. then had a little chat about my work.. then she began on the main topic.. told mi that i am given a choice if i wan to advance or retain.. told mi the consequence as well.. like it may be very difficult for mi to cope.. hey!!! its a god sent opportunity for mi.. this is shocking.. i am almost resigned to the fact that i will be retaining.. now~ there is a chance!!! manz..should i grab the chance or not? i guess its gonna be tough.. but i am willing to set my priorities.. after all mind is a powerful thing.. what you believe you can do.. u can.. so hey guys~ wish mi luck ya? :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
5:24 PM
To Charis>> hey dearrie.. happy birthday to ya.. finally finally finally~ you are 17th... hee hee.. time to catch up with the early birthday babies my dear.. going to your birthday party soon.. now 5 plus.. so exicited... wish ya have a greatest year ahead..:)
To Sulin my darling in mjc..
hey darling~ really nice having u through my year in mjc... n finally its the time for your 17th birthday!!! happy birthday! i hope to be able to say happy birthday to you for the next year.. n the year after next and the consecutive years to come~ hey baby.. wish ya good luck and may god bless you.. :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
5:13 PM
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
some people are just so desperate.. stop bothering mi.. rejected u le.. so pls.. stop asking mi to call you or keep smsing mi from day to night.. -*roll eyes*- i just cant be nice to people who are interested in mi.. so.. just be friends k? i value friendship more than anything..and i am not interested in relationships.. just interested in God.. and friends..
Reality Sucks Big Time
9:31 PM