Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Saturday, November 06, 2004
ello peeps.. woke up quite early today..i cant fall aslp..haix.. dunoe why these days keep having problems slping properly... alot of things going on in the mind.. yet i dunoe what it is... i feel so tired...sianz.. then was sneezing.. so ask my mum for medicine that can aiding slping.. so aid the sinus medicine..after quite some time then fall aslp..wokeup..rush for dental appointment..the dentist said that before next year june can take out braces.. earliest i think is march ba.. lol..hahaha.. good.. that quick.. so later went down to meet my honey cherin.. n ryan and other of his friends.. before that.. i went to hvm.. listen to f.i.r.. i seldom listen to chinese songs.. in fact i din listen to chi songs for a super long time liaoz.. always listen eng.. but suddenly got this urge to buy the FIR cd.. tot that the singer voice is damn nice.... so i bought it..listening to it now.. hee hee.. anywae.. met cherin n ryan and the rest..went to the overflow room for youth service.. very nice.. singing songs.. worshipping God..tear a bit... touched lah.. by god.. lol... listening to pastor Deacon sharing the word of God.. he mentioned that its by God's grace that he is willing to grant our wishes.. and not by what we have done.. not by our merits..but by what jesus did.. he died on the cross...to wash away our sins.. its by jesus's merit.. that we are here today to receive the best gift from god..
lets take for example.... if u have faith that you will get full marks for the test.. by God's grace to grant you that marks.. you will have it.. but u may think.. huh? i din even study for the test?! how to get full marks..??? then by having that tot..you are not sure of your faith.. and when your faith get shaken.. how can you expect God to grant you the best gift in the world.. for you are basing what you deserve from God by juding from what you have done.. i haven study?~ i wun be able to get full marks.. that means the faith isn't there...just remember.. its by God's grace that you are blessed... so it you have faith in him as jesus died on the cross..its by his merit.. not ours.. you shall recieve your blessings..liek when your friend got blessed with a car..hey.. tell yourself.." I AM NEXT!!!" :)
another interesting things mentioned by pastor Deacon.. he said that many a time.. we teenagers are caught up with alot of relationship problems.. i love my Bf/gF now~~~ now~ now~~ cos becos of that..we got caught in alot of problems.. like.. hey..my friend is attached.. my another fren is attached. damn.. i am left on the shelf.. haix...... butbut.. remember... God will provide you a perfect relationship.. which you dun even have to strive for.. but of cos.. this is not applicable to guys.. guys should court girls.. lol~haha..but many a times.. the reason of why we are suspectible to so many problems is becos we are just simply too impatience...just wait..the right will come.. and u will noe.. :)
after church..then we peeps went to food court to eat... yawnz~ then went home.. i read da vinci code read very slow.. cos must slowly absorb...cos eerything in the book maybe a clue to solve the code.. lol~ fun~~~weeee~~~~~
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