Sunday, November 28, 2004
last day of road show~~~ i served this two customer then ltr they said they would go and compare around first.. then they came back with james..a full timer from asus.. dots~~~ james got served them at asus booth before.. he damn clever.. ask those people who wants to look at fujitsu to come over.. then ltr go back to him to get the best price~but luckily the customer buy from him.. cos i talk quite alot n convince them to buy..hee~ today sold three.. still okay lah.. lol..last set i helped liwen closed.. cos she serving another customer.. anywae.. i told her that i would put it under my name... cos i need one more to hit target.. and ltr i would pass her 30 bucks.. if she put it under her name.. she can only get 20 bucks.. hahaha.. hmmm..quite an enjoyable day lah.. last day of road show.. can start resting le..
to my dongxiang mei mei> hey baby.. miss ya alot.. u just makes mi smile!!!
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:23 AM
Saturday, November 27, 2004
just came back from work.. bath n stuffs..
now slacking in front of the com .. waiting for my hair to dry.. i WANT TO REBOND MY HAIR.. any kind soul wants to sponser mi the rebonding money?~ heee~ okay.. hows sales today? i sets only.. macham i three days one set each day siaz.. sianz.. 50 bucks per day.. dots.. this is like my lowest paying fujitsu road show loh~nvm~ go there also quite fun.. can talk to people.. today met this customer.. then i was persuading him to buy fujitsu.. instead of toshiba.. so when he mentioned toshiba.. my face twist with disgust.. then i wish him good luck.. then he was like puzzled.. so i told him that toshiba not good quality.. mass production.. made in taiwan.. then fujitsu dun support mass n made in japan..saying toshiba macham swatch.. fujitsu macham rolex..why not pay abit more to get a rolex then later aaron help mi calculate the best price for him.. then in the end he bought.. its like so damn fun to talk to customers lahz.. lol~ i hope tmr i get more sales.. hahahha! need money siaz! anywae.. suen broke down and cry n went home.. quit.. she dun wan to work lioa.. she feels like a prisoner.. and partly becos she feels that another guy steal her customer.. i shant go into the details.. people who wish to noe can ask mi~
yesterday nite we order BK and wanted to collect it at today 10 pm... so today we went to collect our stuffs.. then got this guy in BK wrote his name n no. on the wrapping of the burger.. then tell his friend wan to noe us.. then obviously is clarissa lah~ cos she so attractive.. but she die die dun wan to admit.. lol~ chiobu siaz.. now talking to friends online.. i miss you guys! muakz
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:18 PM
Friday, November 26, 2004
another day's of work~ yesterday had one sales.. i only talk to the guy for like five min and he decided to buy.. manz! he is so fast.. lol! i got a shock.. but really exciting.. today also sold one.. this couple bought from mi this C1211.. not bad woh.. btw.. today i also met my customer whom i served before last last last show.. i rem him siaz.. cos he bought two laptops from mi..he also very funny lah.. then we are quite good friends now lah.. then he was tlaking to suen.. when i saw him.. and talked to him.. he looking for laptops for his company.. lol~ hope he buys more.. i am damn tired lah. so i wun blog anymore.. guys take care miss ya although i am not able to go online as often these few days.. just leave a msg for mi at the tag board k? miss ya~~ TAz~
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:30 PM
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
yo peeps~ just came back from mjc CO chalet..had a great deal of fun there..
4pm> meet at paris ris mrt
bought lots lots lots lots of food..
was like choosing n budgeting cos we might not have enuff money siaz.. then carried the food back to the chalet
6>unload the stuffs into the fridge.. and cHOPPED the bed! lol!slack around..
started cooking the spaghetti and sauce.. realised that the sauce ain't enuff. so called shuying to get more.. meanwhile we cooked fried egg n sausages.. hahaa.. we dun have soya sauce.. so we use the spaghetti sauce instead.. lol.. to add some flavour! clever rite? hee hee... waited and waited...
7> shuying came back with the sauce.. woh~ then cooked the sauce.. eat the spaghetti..yummy! but very sour.. should have add more water..
9> kenny n jackie n evelyn came liaoz.. then they too ate the spag.
10> went to play basketball with kenny.. ben toh.. jackie.. and shuying.. n weilin.. manz! ben toh is good!!!! heee hee~ keep snatching ball away from mi.. then i snatch ball away from kenny.. so cute lahz.. had a match.."dizi vs the rest" obviously we the dizis win lahz.. duhz.. we got bentoh.. n mi.. and kenny.. the good ones! hahaha
12>went up to bath.. and started watching final destination.. hahaha.. i was alittle scared at the first part.. but ltr.. i decided not to be scared.. so i not scared liaoz.. dots rite? anywae.. after tat.. we watch scary movie 3.. hahaha.. what a funny show
5> kenny complained that he is hungry.. so i went to cook noodles for everyone.. hahaha.. nice rite guys? at least none of them complain k~ i am a good cook.. WwaHAHhaHAHa!
6> opened our vodka to drink.. dots... shuying n jackey~ omg!!! so fast face red le!!! both of them drunk liao loh.'. only after a bottle of vodka..thats quite mild what..mi n ben toh zai.. nv red.. hahhaa.. then jackey started snapping pictures of everyone.. laughing.. shuying even worse.. bomb~ sleep.. then wake up... laugh.. then fall down.. and laugh.. lol! omg!! we had a pillow fight.. we all started by bentoh n jackey taking off kenny's pants... dots.. anywae.. then we started using pillows and attack kenny. and soon shuying became our target.. lol~ she so ke lian siaZ! then soon we got so tired.. and fall asslp at about 6plus..
11> woke up at this time.. cooked eggs for hhe peeps to eat.. hahaha.a shuying'e gg is disaster! lol.. jackey prasie mi woh.. sa i cook nice.. hee.. happy!!! :)
then slack.. then mi n ben n evelyn wen to limp kopi..
5> wen back to sleep. lol~
6> wokeup.. wen to help up.. cook the ssatay sauce.. peel the prawns.. sotong.. cut the sotong.'. marinate the stuffs. manz!!! did soooooo many things! made the konnyaku jelly.. although i nv tried doing this things before.. but i did it fairly well.. so i am quite happy! hahahha..
then after bbq.. came back!! woots~ sleeping soon!!
tmr got work to do!!!going expo for work.. wish mi luck! niteZ!
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:49 PM
yo peeps~ just came back from mjc CO chalet..had a great deal of fun there..
4pm> meet at paris ris mrt
bought lots lots lots lots of food..
was like choosing n budgeting cos we might not have enuff money siaz.. then carried the food back to the chalet
6>unload the stuffs into the fridge.. and cHOPPED the bed! lol!slack around..
started cooking the spaghetti and sauce.. realised that the sauce ain't enuff. so called shuying to get more.. meanwhile we cooked fried egg n sausages.. hahaa.. we dun have soya sauce.. so we use the spaghetti sauce instead.. lol.. to add some flavour! clever rite? hee hee... waited and waited...
7> shuying came back with the sauce.. woh~ then cooked the sauce.. eat the spaghetti..yummy! but very sour.. should have add more water..
9> kenny n jackie n evelyn came liaoz.. then they too ate the spag.
10> went to play basketball with kenny.. ben toh.. jackie.. and shuying.. n weilin.. manz! ben toh is good!!!! heee hee~ keep snatching ball away from mi.. then i snatch ball away from kenny.. so cute lahz.. had a match.."dizi vs the rest" obviously we the dizis win lahz.. duhz.. we got bentoh.. n mi.. and kenny.. the good ones! hahaha
12>went up to bath.. and started watching final destination.. hahaha.. i was alittle scared at the first part.. but ltr.. i decided not to be scared.. so i not scared liaoz.. dots rite? anywae.. after tat.. we watch scary movie 3.. hahaha.. what a funny show
5> kenny complained that he is hungry.. so i went to cook noodles for everyone.. hahaha.. nice rite guys? at least none of them complain k~ i am a good cook.. WwaHAHhaHAHa!
6> opened our vodka to drink.. dots... shuying n jackey~ omg!!! so fast face red le!!! both of them drunk liao loh.'. only after a bottle of vodka..thats quite mild what..mi n ben toh zai.. nv red.. hahhaa.. then jackey started snapping pictures of everyone.. laughing.. shuying even worse.. bomb~ sleep.. then wake up... laugh.. then fall down.. and laugh.. lol! omg!! we had a pillow fight.. we all started by bentoh n jackey taking off kenny's pants... dots.. anywae.. then we started using pillows and attack kenny. and soon shuying became our target.. lol~ she so ke lian siaZ! then soon we got so tired.. and fall asslp at about 6plus..
11> woke up at this time.. cooked eggs for hhe peeps to eat.. hahaha.a shuying'e gg is disaster! lol.. jackey prasie mi woh.. sa i cook nice.. hee.. happy!!! :)
then slack.. then mi n ben n evelyn wen to limp kopi..
5> wen back to sleep. lol~
6> wokeup.. wen to help up.. cook the ssatay sauce.. peel the prawns.. sotong.. cut the sotong.'. marinate the stuffs. manz!!! did soooooo many things! made the konnyaku jelly.. although i nv tried doing this things before.. but i did it fairly well.. so i am quite happy! hahahha..
then after bbq.. came back!! woots~ sleeping soon!!
tmr got work to do!!!going expo for work.. wish mi luck! niteZ!
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:49 PM
Monday, November 22, 2004
woke up to packed my room siaz.. sorted the notes into diff subjects.. then threw away those things that i din one.. so dusty siaz my room.. my mum has been naggin at me for so long to throw all those rubbish away.. fine.. happy now? wen out with ryan in the evening..went suntec... ate at food court...cos we both budget.. no money siaz...i am like so broke~ give mi money!!! walked around.. bought a little gift for a friend who bday is coming..:) then wen to play beat mania! ryan... we must train harder k?! we played two times loh!!! but failed! wah sianz.. so difficult siaz..anywae~~~ went to the sky garden to slack n talked.. talk what? i shant go into the details.. not nice to disclose other people's privacy anywae.. slacked there for about two hours plus.. then walked back.. stupid ryan keep suaning mi.. and say what no memories with mi.. say i say until so bad.. hrmp~ u good.. ryan.. u good.. pUI~
talking to sulin online now.. so long like nv catch up with her le.. seriously.. i missed her alot siaz.. its true~ and she nv fails to make mi laugh.. thinking of the times when we first know each other.. she has been a great company.. going recess together.. sit together during lectures... study n pianG together during tests n exams.. all the happy memories... see her when she complains to mr yeow.. i would always start giggling..duhz~ the way she talks is damn funny.. if i am a guy.. i sure go for her.. there nv is a bored moment with her.. :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
1:21 AM
Sunday, November 21, 2004
went to church today... today pastor prince damn funny.. he was talking about.. we being king-priest.. meaning we should be gracious and have power at the same time..words of kings carries power.. but if we ain't without graciousness.. we might all be cruel..so we should learn to forgive n forget.. one example he told about.. we should forgive our enemies n pray for them.. or else.. something bad might happen to them.. (although we do wish something bad happen to them) but afterall they are human.. they do deserve a second chance.. that remind mi of soemthing.. that time i lend ziting the hp.. then got people steal ziting's bag away.. of cos my phone too.. i wasn't really angry.. i guess.. just tot that we should forgive n forget.. perhaps.. this is how it is ba..
pastor prince also mention that when we have bad thoughts inside our head.. the best is that we dun say it out.. let it die unborn..cos.. what you say.. will become your future.. we realised tat.. many a times.. we say.." i am dying for the piece of cake.." instead of " i am living for the piece of cake.." satan works in the way that our words carries negative notes...when we are in dilemma.... we should look in the mirror and say.." hey~~~ you are a great peson!!! you will do well..blah blah blah.." of cos not to look in the mirror and say.." im in love~" so bhb lah.. just tell yourself that u can do it..and thats where your future goes..theres one saying.." what u percieve n concieve... u will achieve.."
Reality Sucks Big Time
1:26 AM
does he noe what is this feeling all about? that somewhere there is still this person waiting for him..been many months.. to count.. its about 10 months... to share the ups n downs of this person.. trying to cheer the person up.. when he is down..he has been through two relationships.. and finally the girl realised that.. she may have some feelings for him.. cos.. when he is sad.. the girl feels sad for him.. when the guy rejoice.. the gal laugh with him.. the girl has been ignorant of that until about one month ago.. when the guy was there for her when she is down.. since then the gal opened her eyes and sees the light..its not a crush.. yet...a special kinda feeling untold..yet... the guy's is ignorant of it.. and favours some one else..... haix..
Reality Sucks Big Time
12:49 AM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
haha.. i am kinda addicted to blog editing le.. keep going online to find new n cool stuffs for my blog.. those who notice.. i change my blog skin le! i like it.. in fact.. i think its cute.. diff style from the previous one.. lol~ have o mentioned before? i made the retainee ring le! its cute.. read.."(heart) bloody retainee" its so cute lah.. trying to get more people to make the bloody retainee ring..6 bucks~ hee hee..
anywae.. today went for chinese orchestra.. had quite alot of fun hitting the drums.. learning new techniques of the playing.. and learned alittle of flute.. cool manz.. then went to white sands.. to eat ice cream.. again! manz.. -.-" we are always doing the same thigns.. but not bored of if.. idiot bentoh.. keep bullying mi... weilin so cute.. feel like hugging her.. shuying still as funny.. as tom boyish.. hhahaa~ kenny is also that helpful and fun loving.. jackey? that deaf guy. lol~ always make mi wanna vomit blood~ haaa.. joyce~ that sweet n quiet gal~ evelyn~ next time we go liposuction together!!! lol! then as usual.. we stood at the mrt there.. for god know how long? then we left and went home.. how boring it seems. but its fun to us lah.'. duhz..
tmr got fujitsu training.. must go! lol! see ya guys!
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:11 PM
Friday, November 19, 2004
finally! my blog is up again.. and my tag is also up! so guys.. last few days i cant read the tag board.. so if u guys kinda pls re type what u rem into the new tagboard again?! thanks! i love ya guys.. bought a bunch os roses for ziting.. she is leaving the sch le.. so sad.. i am gonna miss u veyr much.. hope to see ya soon darling! :) today went for an audition at bugis there.. its a children programme kinda thing.. something like acting.. aiyah.. dunno lah.. lol.. anywae... after i came back.. i spent the whole time doing my blog! i realised that my blog's tagboard n links to friends is all gone.. i must have accidentally deleted it and saved the changes.. damnz!.. nvm.. i got myself a new blogskin.. i did quite a bit of changes to the original blog.. add in the songs.. added the tag board..change abit of the colours.. add in the fan listing.. change the format.. wootS! damn difficult.. since i am no experts on html~ haix! lol!i hope this blog skin is nice enuff to appeal to you guys.. so..which is nicer? this blog skin or the last time one? lol~
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:37 PM
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
blogger is down.. tagboard is down... manz.. everyone is affected.. come on blogger... get your arse up..:P
16th nov> da quan~~ happy birthday! muakz! went to jalan kayu to meet my class mates... before that.. i walked down to the florist n got da quan flowers.. roses! lol! i just got the urge to give him roses.. lol! so rush down to jalan kayu! today daquan so generous!! he treat us roti prata.. all of us.. there were some misunderstanding between us n the shop keepers.. than they send mi 30 pain pratas.. n 5 eggs.. where we only ordered 21 pain n 5 egg.. dots.. then after that.. albert ate 2 plain.. and took stack another 4 pieces of prata on his plate.. then the rest of the girls ate 3 piece n prata.. i ate 2.. n seeing dq only eat 2.. i took another one for him.. must eat more k dq!!! lol! then can gain more weight.. too skinny le! lol! i gave dq the roses.. i saw the look on his face.. was like. dotS?! and his face twisted.. apparently.. this is his first time receieving flowers.. must be so happy rite? lol~ then the class gave him this wax model of a punch.. his name mah.." da quan" meaing " big punch" hahaa.. so cute.. then after eating.. we went back to class.. to attend the virtual learning journey.. took alot of pic... even took while mr yeow is caught off guard.. so cute la mr yeow.. then took alot with ting too~ then attend bio lessons.. nothing much.. went to eat with ting alex n kenneth..at white sands.. ate the mi hun kway.. i realised these days i like to eat this dish.. very nice siaz..:)
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:13 PM
i finally understand what it means when shabana says.."my brother is all i ever have.." and i began to agree with her.. yah.. my brother is all i ever have.. my sis? no.. she doesn't have a standing in my heart anymore.. the used to be respect i have for her.. has all gone.. through this years.. she no longer is the sister that i used to know.. the sister who cares for her siblings.. buy things for them to eat.. share the things she loves with them.. that very person turned to a loathing character.. cares nothing about her family.. and see herself in a higher standing than all the rest.. despise those people who goes to poly n retain..yah.. i guess she despise mi too.. cos i am a retainee.. one incident told mi so.. one day she reprimanded mi for hanging my clothes in her cupboard.. oh.. what a stupid thing to quarrel about.. but nvm.. ltr somehow we started quarreling.. she finally said.." i am so glad that you retained.." i was like.. "haha.. i dun even care about that.. u think it taunt mi?"i was practically laughing at her...i am not ashamed of being retain..in fact after talking to mr yeow.. i am practically welcoming the idea of retaining.. not taunted by her.. but i learn something from there.. she despises... once i wanted to introduce some one to her.. then she asked.." is he a uni grad?" i said.." poly grad.." then she say.." no thanks then.." i was like.. what? yet another sign...
another incident..i was wearing her top.. was about to go out.. then she stopped mi and said.." take it off.." and she really meant for mi to take it off... in the end.. after quarrelling.. i took it off..but pls.. you may think that.. haha.. it your fault tat you wore her clothes.. but pls.. how many countless times she used my things? wore my clothes? my skirt.... and tops..? and i am aware that she has been using my facial wash.. cos after washing my face.. i would place it in a manner.. but the next time i see it.. the facial wash is in another manner..i am aware... but i kept quiet..i am aware she wore my stuffs.. yet i kept quiet.. cos i believe that.. since we are sisters... we should share our things..and dere shun be any kinda selfishness in sharing things.. i knew that she uses my hair straightener... my hair dryer.. did i paid for it? or mum? i DID.. mind you.. the hair straightener... i paid for it.. and she uses it.. that once when she reprimanded mi for putting things in her cupboard.. i told her.. you are not to use my hair str8ner.. i kept it away. but what? she managed to find it.. and use it again.. when i know that.. i kept quiet again..
recently.. she borrowed my da vinci code to read.. i paid for that book.. my own money.. nvm.. lend her read.. cos i believe that.. nvm.. our relationship would be better.. yet.. last week.. my mum n brother went to thailand.. then left mi n my sis at home.. then my mum left us 50 bucks.. so each person 25 bucks.. then by right i took 20.. then yesterday.. she ordered pizza...i said i want lasagne... then she ordered for mi.. when the pizza came.. she ordered mi to paid her back the money... i told her to pay first..ltr mum come back then claim from her loh.. then she thinks i treat her like a servant again.. and started shouting.." stop treating mi liek a servant..you pay mi first.. then you go and claim from mum.." i was like.. you pay first can.. " she started ranting.. my blood was boiling.'. whats the difference???? nvm.. then we quarrelled.. as usual... ltr she wrote on a piece of paper.. the calculations.. of the pizza.. how much i took.. how much i owe her.. even the two decimals cents she also carefully wrote on the paper.. and she threw it to mi.. i was like.. so hurt... so our relationship is only measured by money... tears keep rolling down.. i am her sister.. not her slave..well.. in the end.. i din even eat the pizza... i threw the money into her bag.. 10 bucks.. for my lasagne.. and din touch the pizza.. she can just pigged herself to death.. to hell with her.. during the days when my mum was away.. she kept accusing mi of not washing the cups n not doing this not doing that.. i did what i am suppose to do.. althought not fully.. but she is wrong to accuse mi of not doing anything AT ALL.. she ranted.." din you see the tissue paper on the floor? why din you throw it away??" i was like.. pls.. i din see it.. then she accuse mi of lying..and walked away.. okay.. nvm... when i walked across that pathway where she say she saw the tissue paper.. it was still there... okay.. even if.. even if.. i really did see the tissue paper and din throw it.. and she scolded mi just now.. why cant she even preach what she said? she too.. left the paper there... walking away.. thinking she is right.. to hell with it.. she is the self-righteous.... and self righteous she will be.. everyone falls from grace except for her..she is the queen... everyone else is the peasant.. serving right under her feet... i told her to laid her hand off my da vinci code.. i kept it away.. and what? she got it again... and took it.. without my permission.. she and her self righteousness.. just then.. i walked pass her bag.. i saw the book in the bag.. i really wanted to take it back.. i took it out.. look at it.. tot again.. and put it into the bag again.. what am i thinking? i am really feeling so hurt by her actions.. my sister? haha..no.. the queen..
Reality Sucks Big Time
7:30 PM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
escape theme park
went to take the vouchers from shaun... actually wanna go escape theme park with 1s06 peeps.. but alot of them cannot make it.. so i ask from s207 peeps instead.. lol.. hey shaun,are u reading this?... thanks alot for the vouchers..i owe you one... haha.. shaun got like 20 over vouchers.. he gave mi some.. lol.. so fly down to downtown.. ate my breakfast first then ltr twk n alex.. n ting came.. so we went to escape.'. and play.. you noe all those rides.. lol.. butbutbubtu!!! inverter n panasonic were not open.. so shao xing!~!! but nvm.. we have fun with other rides.. there is a new ride.. (rainbow).. quite fun... i think is a family ride.. but quit exciting lah.. something like pirate ship.. but rainbow goes side ways..i sat with ziting.. then we were like sliding left n right.. lol... another new ride.. cant rem its name.. but okay lah.. soso only..then ltr mi n alex play the pepsi.. ting n wee keat dun wan to play.. cos spin here spin there.. they dun like.. so mi n alex played...then we were like.. "forward.. backward.. forward.. backward.." so that our seat will rock.. and gain momentum and ltr can do somersault..so fun.. very " suave" woh~ that what we called it lah... lol.. went out of escape n bought drinks n food to makan..went back there.'. and played again..this time we queued for the wet n wild.. queue like three times.. cos ziting love it.. lol.. mi n alex were having a conspiracy..we planned.. then ltr after the third time we finished playing the wet n wild..alex went to buy a big big big big big candy floss! then i brought ting to the yakult there.. talk to her to distract her... then here comes the guy with the big candy floss.. ting was like.. shocked?! surprised?! touched?! lol!!!the candy floss was about the size of three heads! imagine guys.. lol! then we shared the floss.. ting n alex were feeding each other.. we had alot of fun siaz.. wee keat mould the shape into like a star shape.. alex followed suit and mould into a heart shape then pop it into tingz's mouth..lol...ting got a hard time bitting the heart.. so funny.. then later i also feed ting.. then alex jealous~ both of us started stuffing candy floss into ting's mouth.. so cute.. ltr they two also did that on mi..like dots...-.-" before throwing away the candy floss stem.. ting tore a bit of paper from it.. thinks she wants to keep it as a momentem.. lol~ cute girl... after everthing.. we decided to go tampine for food n arcade!! played the game i played with ryan the other time.. and ddr too~ thats all.. taZ~
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:57 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
today went to sch for cca.. until 4 plus..i now playing the percussion..( vibraphone and drums) macham so many parts need to play siaz.. hahaha.. but fun.. then ltr co people went to mac.. as usual.. eat ice cream.. then go home.. went home.. so damn sianz.. so decided to go to the stadium jog! jogged for like 6 rounds.. not tired loh... siaz.. need to get rid of the excess energy.. feel damn cock up.. so bottledup this days.. running can relax yourself.. hahaha... then was doing stretchng exercise.. then there was this old man like a mile beside mi.. doing stretching too.. then ltr i finshed doing le.. then i turned around.'. then saw him there.. in the aisle..so that the people on the field cant see him.. only i can.. then he walked there.. i was thinking how come so suspicious..thewn ltr i look at the side of my eyes...saw his pants were down to his knees.. so ya.. you know what i saw.. i saw like.." dotz.."then i pretnend nv see.. then i walk away... then i tot to myself.. i aint gonna let him off so easily.'. so went to the guards..then descirbe what that sick guy did.. then i ran home.. lol! feeling a bit scared.. dunoe why siaz.. abit lonely i guess..then i nv buy dinner..-.-" then ask wingsing out to talk to mi.. accompany mi.. cos lonely..then we talked alot.. lol.. felt better.. then came home.. talk to friends..
Reality Sucks Big Time
11:11 PM
Friday, November 12, 2004
set alarm at 830am.. wanted to go sch late.. i then i snooze my alarm.. then 9 plus.. i went back to slp again.. until 10 plus.. then wake up to bath n go sch.. hahaha.. i went foR THE LAST LESSON! biology.. hee hee! listen listen listen.. at last.. over liaoz..then was thiking whehter should i go out with co people not.. then decided not too.. so i went to heartland mall.. to buy myself lunch n books! man i bought tWO books!!! 26 bucks spent..i bought sidney sheldon-master or the game.. and another one is some victorian book.. dotz..so went home.. ate.. then slpslpslpsplsplsplpslpslpslpls from 2 plus to 6.. dotz.. now cant slp liaoz.. tmr still got co siaz.. sian.. i am soooo bored!i am out~ ciaoz~
Reality Sucks Big Time
10:42 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
wahASz... i just change my blogskin leh.. from dark beigh to a light pink colour.. can tell? nicer hor? heee~ anywae.. today went out with my srjc class mate... 1s06 outing!!! wait at the the dhoby ghaut control station. as usual.. i realised we also meet there.. and as usual.. we ate long john silver.. and as usual.. we went to paradiz centre.. to play pool.. and as usual we played arcade.. and as usual we went food court to eat.. like duhz.. same thigns.. but we nv fail to enjoy it tremondously.. hahhaa~ while playing pool... i am derek partner first.. then we beat jj n jiayue..then later we challenge aloy n jing wen.. then they won.. lol.. not play sia.. anywae.. i think the cue there sucks.. there is not much grip n the weight of the cue is like so uncomfortable.. downtown one nicer..and cheaper of cos.. then ltr.. i played with ryan.. he was leading mi by so much.. but he "fang shui" let mi.. so i won.. then later played against derek.. i got a "date" with him to play.. then he won mi~ nice one siaz.. haaa~ anywae.. i think aloysius's pose when he playing pool is so damn cool...brendan n ryan n shaun n shi xuan came ltr.'. brendan is still so cute~~~ miss him so much..he always give mi the urge to hug him siaz.. then ltr after playing pool.. i and brendan went to the food court there to have a little bite.. then the rest start coming out.. -.-" dots..then ate abit.'. then went back.'. we played arcade.. at first i n juebing went to play a song game.. i dunoe whats the name.. but its this game whereby its like DDR.. but only you use your hands.. so we played.. then first stage lost lioaz... -.-" hen i played with huichuan~ then won!! then ltr ryan join in.. so i played with him.. then we played like 3 rounds.. the third round we failed the stage.. sianz.. then got so addicted to it.. then we played again! hahaa.. but still lost at the third round.. so damn fun! i wan to play again! hee! then ltr watched those guys play bishibashi.. dotz..so cute lah.. then i went to play datona with juebing... haha.. brendan was there playing too.. then ltr ryan came to join in.. i and shixuan n jingwen were talking about some chinese orchestra thingy.. lol.. shixuan also play dizi.. :P hehe~ then ltr we walked to ps to have dinner.. went to the pasta mania like two three times.. then i think the waiter will be so pissed.. lol.. like we pangsei him.. lol~~anywae no space mah.. sianz.. so we went to food court.. while aloy.. jingwen.. jiayue..xuan.. shaun have to go.. huichuan also siaz.. juebing too..so the rest of us went to food court buy food.. then talked.. then went home.... nothing much~! but at least i relly enjoyed the day! :)
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11:26 PM
why bren play daytona must bite tongue one.. so cute lah..
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7:53 AM
shaun.. the guy in love.. lol~
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7:51 AM
chitchatting gals~ talking about co~dOinkZ~
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look what they are doing loh~
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stop hiding lah ryan..-.-"
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see.. i still manage to get catch you on camera~
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told you his posture rocks.. so cute~
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taking pic while waiting for the late~
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7:44 AM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
FINal chiong of pw..we were sitting at the bench there.. busy doing our last lap of annotations and notes of meeting and evaluation.. hahaha.. checked all our stuffs.. then i and ziting wen to the photocopying shop to photocopying the speech.. was playing with the photostating machine.. duhz.. lol~ then finally.. we went to the canteen to sort up the articles.. then went ot see ms mariam for her to mark our stuffs.. then i went out of sch cos i need to meet cecilia.. we went to cut hair n eat at chomp chomp... went to my hair stylist to cut hair.. still okay only lah.. heh.. then went home later.. nothing much today lah..
i wanna thank my pw mates.. for their consistency.. and its been pleasant to work with them.. i am lucky that i am not working with other groups.. cos to mi.. they are the best!!! for eugena.. the leader.. although sometimes there are times when we have a bit of conflict.. but we noe its not personal.. its just business... thats why even if we got angry with each other.. after ashort while.. we will be playing like before.. i am glad that we put business n personal things aside.. lol.. and.. eugena..you are a good leader... organise meetings and stuffs.. lol.. thanks gal..
to faeez... hahhaa.. although sometimes i feel like killing you.. but i can say that you are initiative and are sometimes when we fall back.. you are there to support us.. so really nice to have you in our group..
to ziting.. who is the peace love in our group.. nv gets angry.. is always consistent in her work.. sometimes perfectionist.. hahhaa.. i am quite a bit of perfectionist.. but this gal wins mi.. lol.. wich is also not bad lah.. cos she can edit our work...
hahaha.. guys... i wun forget the times working with you all.. love ya~
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11:40 PM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
was in school today... doing pw.. the final run already.. we have to chiong~ lol! the notes of meeting.. the articles.. the annotations and everything.. did from 10 to about 2.. then went off with lunch with ziting.. alex.. and kenneth... ate at mac... thenalex n ken was talking about what first time.. blah blah balh.. dotz..so mi n ting engaged in our small talk.. then ltr ken n alex n ting went back to school while i go tm to meet junjie.. we gonna play pool.. actually wanted to cal aloy.. derek.. they all one.. but they got things on.. so din.. anywae.. met him.. then went down to parkway.. there.. not bad lah.. the pool place.. good music.. table also not bad.. then we played for about one hour.. talked about our lives.. jiang xing shi.. talked about troubles and stuffs.. had generally a good time..shopped around this parkway.. then went to giant..to walk around.. buy some junk food.. and honey sticks...i went to try some clothes at the shops there..but doesn;t suit mi~ damn.. i need to go on a diet manz! getting fatter! duhz!wahahhaa.. now doing research on da vinci.. he is a genius..
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10:10 PM
i hate those peple who think they noe so much actually they dun even noe a single thing.. they think they understand mi.. but bloody hell.. they dun even noe anything.. who i am.. why i do a particular something... this kind of people just spoils everything and irritate mi.. keep thinking they are the ones who cause all the problems and keep apologizing.. when i dun even care about them or their apology anymore.. the past is past.. yet they just like to bring it up again n again n irritate people..when someone avoids you.. you should noe that the person doesn't wan to have anything to do with you anymore..yet they just dun understand and pester you.. these kinda of people is the person i loathed most... keep dwelling in their own unhappiness.. and tried to spread this unhappiness to others... opls.. i am living happily with my friends n loved ones... i dun anyone to remind mi of the past.. and what is done is done.. nothing can change anything.. what? thinking that i am cruel? yah.. actually i am damn cold blooded.. you just din noe the side of mi.. cos why? you dun even noe anything about mi.. and tot that you noe alot... this is the dark side of mi.. believe it or not.. i am very nice to my friends.. and always care for them i can dare to say... but to this kinda of thing.. i am rather cold blooded.. once you stepped onto my tail when i am slping.. you beware... hey.. to those friends who are reading this blog right now.. dun worry.. i am nice to you guys.. and will always be.. :) this entry is just for those people who are doesn't noe their limits.. phew~ i feel much relaxed..those people who really noe mi will noe how i feel when i type this blog.. :) wahahahahaha~ohwell.. i am crazy right now..
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11:18 AM
Monday, November 08, 2004
why do i feel like this? the understanding of a saddness.... the feeling of a broken hearted.. the sense of lost.. the aching in the heart.. hardly unable to breath again.. knowing of the truth.. the pain of light.. dejected.. rejected.. the suddeny chill down the spill bringing about goosebumps.. whether negative or positive..whats this feeling about? have u any idea? i hardly have any clue..
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12:44 AM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
listening to FIR cd now.. "lydia" nice song.. you guys should try to listen to it... great voice..haix..i realised that this year my life isn't as good as it was suppose to be.. firstly.. got into mjc.. feeling like... why am i in this school? when i first came to this sch for open house i told myself.. " i will nv come into this sch.." but why the hell am i here.. haix.. nvm.. then this is the year which i got myself into a whole shit of troubles.. i was used to be carefree n alone.. n dependent alot on myself.. being single n stuffs.. and i am happy about that.. but these two guys budge into my life.... they are not my bf for goodness sake.. let just say i dun have a bf before..those two guys happen to have a gf..and they are NOT my bf.. and they just happen to budge into my life of solitude and disrupted everything..i dunoe how to go about explaining it..anywae.... somehow say to say.. i was tempted into these hell... once n twice.. thats why now i despise those people who have a gf/bf but still go find other girls/guys..maybe i despise myself too.. but i told myself.. i will nv allow myself to despise myself again..i learnt my lessons...and pulled back in time.. to refrain myself to go deep..hmm.. what else.. i played alot this year.. did alot of stupid things.. got myself retained..why dun i ever learnt.. just becos i get 12 points for Os.. by just studying the last min.. i tot i can do the same thing again in jc? how wrong i am.. retaining is the best testimonial... in this sch..mjc.. 36% retain.. and i think 4% kick out... see.. new school.. strict rules.. our batch setting the standard of this sch.. so?~ the school sarcrifices our happiness.. ever since i came to this school...i haven been really happy..what? sick for so many times in this school.. what? cried almost everyday one week before promos..of cos after promos..after knowing i retain.. started to think.. what if i am in srjc.. things will be so different..i will be happier with my friens there..nearer to my house.. no waking up early..no crying.. no retain.. but whats the use of saying all of these? its too late..and i have no chance of returning to the past..what more.. chinese A level is over.. and my handphone got stolen.. another stupid things is.. mr tng.. that idiot.... talk to mi as if i am discriminating him.. and he is trying to defend himself..what the fuck he wants..now that sulin is leaving.. cecilia my best friend is leaving.. n ziting n cherri is leaving..what the bloody point of staying.. sometimes i really feel like just quiting these sch..haha.. see.. srjc having holidays now.. we?~ mjc?~ lol.. yeahz.. we stil have bloody lessons until 19..yeahz 19th nov.. poor thing? yahz.. but.. we are used to it..its the FATES... and hell.. i am paying it..half hope that i din do " so well" for my Os.. so my mum wun force mi to leave srjc...whatever...sometimes we must really wait till we lost something precious then we noe how to treasure it.. have you ever meet this situation whereby... someone who likes you.. but u avoided the person.. but ltr when the person doesn't like you or gotten over you already.... then u started to regret..and found out that actually you like the person? hmm..i think this kinda feeling sucks.. and it could nv have a happy ending between you n the person.. its.. afterall.. you who forsaken the person first.. its your retribution.. or have you met with this situation whereby.. there is someone who treats you real well...cares for you and stuffs.. and u are aware that he likes you... but you find that u can treat the person as well as the person treat you.. its sucks rite? being caught in the dilemma and stuffs.. or have you been caught in such a situation when there are friends around you who are in pain.. troubled.. caught up.. yet.. you dunoe how to help them? and you wish u could just ease their pain.. seeing them being sad.. you yourself become as sad too.. and you always find yourself praying for them... including the person you like.. hoping that they have happiness...
question.. do i like anyone now? i seriously dunoe..
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11:06 PM
Saturday, November 06, 2004
ello peeps.. woke up quite early today..i cant fall aslp..haix.. dunoe why these days keep having problems slping properly... alot of things going on in the mind.. yet i dunoe what it is... i feel so tired...sianz.. then was sneezing.. so ask my mum for medicine that can aiding slping.. so aid the sinus medicine..after quite some time then fall aslp..wokeup..rush for dental appointment..the dentist said that before next year june can take out braces.. earliest i think is march ba.. lol..hahaha.. good.. that quick.. so later went down to meet my honey cherin.. n ryan and other of his friends.. before that.. i went to hvm.. listen to f.i.r.. i seldom listen to chinese songs.. in fact i din listen to chi songs for a super long time liaoz.. always listen eng.. but suddenly got this urge to buy the FIR cd.. tot that the singer voice is damn nice.... so i bought it..listening to it now.. hee hee.. anywae.. met cherin n ryan and the rest..went to the overflow room for youth service.. very nice.. singing songs.. worshipping God..tear a bit... touched lah.. by god.. lol... listening to pastor Deacon sharing the word of God.. he mentioned that its by God's grace that he is willing to grant our wishes.. and not by what we have done.. not by our merits..but by what jesus did.. he died on the cross...to wash away our sins.. its by jesus's merit.. that we are here today to receive the best gift from god..
lets take for example.... if u have faith that you will get full marks for the test.. by God's grace to grant you that marks.. you will have it.. but u may think.. huh? i din even study for the test?! how to get full marks..??? then by having that tot..you are not sure of your faith.. and when your faith get shaken.. how can you expect God to grant you the best gift in the world.. for you are basing what you deserve from God by juding from what you have done.. i haven study?~ i wun be able to get full marks.. that means the faith isn't there...just remember.. its by God's grace that you are blessed... so it you have faith in him as jesus died on the cross..its by his merit.. not ours.. you shall recieve your blessings..liek when your friend got blessed with a car..hey.. tell yourself.." I AM NEXT!!!" :)
another interesting things mentioned by pastor Deacon.. he said that many a time.. we teenagers are caught up with alot of relationship problems.. i love my Bf/gF now~~~ now~ now~~ cos becos of that..we got caught in alot of problems.. like.. hey..my friend is attached.. my another fren is attached. damn.. i am left on the shelf.. haix...... butbut.. remember... God will provide you a perfect relationship.. which you dun even have to strive for.. but of cos.. this is not applicable to guys.. guys should court girls.. lol~haha..but many a times.. the reason of why we are suspectible to so many problems is becos we are just simply too impatience...just wait..the right will come.. and u will noe.. :)
after church..then we peeps went to food court to eat... yawnz~ then went home.. i read da vinci code read very slow.. cos must slowly absorb...cos eerything in the book maybe a clue to solve the code.. lol~ fun~~~weeee~~~~~
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11:58 PM
Friday, November 05, 2004
chinese exams.. A level is FINALLY OVER!! wEeeEEEee~hahhaa.. the paper soso lahz.. not that confident.. but who cares anywae... so after chinese.. we went to the canteen to complete our reflections for pw.. then~ here comes the news.. 9 bags were missing during the examinations time.. ziting's bag was in of them.. and guess what? my handphone 6610 is inside.. DOtS~sighz.. sianz liaoz.. i heard the news..ji tao.. dotz.. sighz.. my poor phone.. if i ever find out who that bloody bastard f**king idiot took the bag.. he/she will know..haix.. haix.. haix..nvm.. then we went to downtown east there to play pool..then aloysius was there also...playing pool... haha.. then we got a table.. first round.. mi team with da quan.. and chin hong team with alex.. then after 3 min.. alex pocket the black ball.. like dotz.. lol~ then cherri n shunwei play.. lol! hahaha
hahaa.. so i went to watch aloysius play with his friends.. he stil look the same siaz..cute cute type.. we opened another table.. cos 8 people 1 table very slow... i challenge da quan~ chin hong and alex.. woh.. da quan not bad woh~ he can play quite well.. chin hoong still learning.. then alex.. omg... he was in a weird position.. so i ask him.. your position damn weird siaz? then he replied.." which porn star did i remind u of?" i was like dotz......... still eating and playing.. anywae.. i was fasting yesterday..i wan to understand how the malays feel when they fast mah..so i tried.. but i got drink water.. cos too thirsty.. then shun wei they all keep tempting mi.. eat in front of mi and stuffs.. lol..but i lasted.. until 6:51.. then i eat with my malay friends.. lol.. after pool we went to tampines.. da quan~~ kept talking on the phone to his new gal.. wooohoo.. something is going on..lol.. on the bus.. i was vsing with alex.. we talked in many many languages...to see who noe more.. we did french.. spanish.. indian.. malay.. teochew.. canto.. haka..jap.. korean..alot more.. lol.. but obviously~ is i win lah.. duhz~ :Pthen went to watch long john silver..sat in first.. so that ltr wun have to wait.. cos sure alot of people come in to fast one..so we sat there.. lol.. so funny.. i bought the food.. then like five min i was thinking.. i not tht strict lah.. i wan to drink the coke.. lol.. then emilia said..." no!!! wait lah..hahhaa" then i oooooooooooook loh.. lol.. then wait.. and eat..woohoo... food.. yummy.. lol.. then ltr we rush up to movies.. watch princess diary!!! so nice!!! so funny.. lol.. so beautiful.. so romantic..then its late.. so we went home.... its such an eventful day.. thanks 04s207 peeps.. love ya guysZ~
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Thursday, November 04, 2004
halloween
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mafia~~
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witchy sevene~
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7:00 AM
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
pw oral presentation is finally over.. now i only left chinese A level to gao tim.. lol~~today pw was quite okay.. the presentation itself was good.. but the answering question part was a little.. hmm.. challenging.. lol.. i remembered kiran being bombarded with a thousand and one questions.. alot siaz...i also got asked the question which our group wish not to get that question.. and i kana... like what the hell? but its over.. so what the hell.. then ltr went to meet jackie.. kenny.. benjamin and joycethey all.. wanna go play pool at downtown east.. damn cheap! before 4pm is 2.80 bucks per hour.. very cheap hor..went to play together.. then ltr on. we dizi people vs the er hu people.. which is mi..kenny and benjamin vs joyce n jackey...hahaha.. we tried sooooo hard to lose siaz... trying challenging shots.. so that we wun have a big possiblilty of winning.. lol! but.. in the end.. after alone time.. they finally win.. there is a reason of wanting them to win lah.. you noe.. but partly becos.. we are really having lots of fun trying to win.. and take challenging shots.. hee hee~after playing..
i and ben decided to go buy food.. hungry woh.. then we walked to cheers.. and kenny n shuying follow suit.. leaving joyce n jackey behind playing pool together.. god noes what they are doing hee hee...went to buy cup noodles.. then sat outside n eat.. while talking about chinese orchestra.... dehz.. went back.. they still playing.. lol.. their starting of the third game.. so slow.. but as i said.. god knows what they are doing.. lol~ ltr mi n kenny challenge...mi n shu ying challenge.. and stuffs.. really had a lot of fun.. soon.. mi n ben one team.. n kenny n shuying one team.. then ltr we trashed kenny n shuying!~ yeahz!! ben!! we won!! lol!! girls' power siaZ! then we went to sit n kfc.. talk n slack.. sing songs... rest.. nothing much.. but its just very comfortable feeling.. feel so tired... found out that bentoh can speak japanese siaz. cos he got learn during se sch.. hee hee... went home.. i feel so tired now.. maybe sleeping soon.. niteZ~
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11:12 PM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
finally got my computer back... imagine a few days without computer is like duhz~~ especially i have nothing to do after finishing my book... rage of angels by sidney sheldon.. yesterday i was reading it.. then towards the ending.. i cried like no body business.. cos first time i read sidney sheldon book then the ending so sad... quite unexpected also..tot will be like other books.. the woman get married with the guy she loves.. and leave happily.. but sianz..its so sad... now i dun have any book to read le... manz.. my entry here make mi sound like a bloody book worm.. i dun read last time.. seldom.. but now must pick up this good habit.. lol~~ now that i have so much time.. hee hee.. anywae.. during halloween.. on sunday.. i.. jason.. lester.. susan.. nereid.. and alot of other friends went to town together and dress up in halloween costume.. hee hee.. so cute and fun.. anywae..went we werewalking to far east!!! i SAW SLY!!!! AND MIA..!!! I was like.. heh.. how come so familar.. ah!!! mia!!!! haahaa.. she so pretty.. then suddenly.. after passing them.. i was still turning my head to look.. then slY TURNED HIS BACK!!! AND LOOK AT US!! manz!!! he is sooooo cute!!! i am so in love with him... he turn back to look at us siaz!! look at mi!!! i so happy!!! wahahahaha!!went to take some pictures and stuffs.. hee hee... anywae.. today.. my pw mates came to my house to practise our presentation.. anywae.. tmr is the oral presentation exams.. so we practise hard and prepare the questions they might be asking.. then had dinner... nothing much loh.. boring life.. everyday slack.. now tat my brother has new game to play.."kingdom hearts" very nice leh.. lol.. watched him play when i am bored.. anywae...yesterday when i was slping... i experience the "bei gui ya" meaning ghost pressing on mi.. hahaha.. too tired already ba.. hahahhaa~
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9:06 PM
Monday, November 01, 2004
blEEE!!! finally can touch com.. sianz. my com spoil.. now using my sis laptop... damnz.. tmr the com den come.. hahha.. sorry for not blogging so long sia.. thank guys for your concern and stuffs... i noe dong xiang thru f4 siaz.. yah she from tk.. she is such a cute girl... hee...okay.. my sister is back.. brb next tme..
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