Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
today was a long wait.. woke up at 10 to check my sms and found out that pris wants to meet mi at 330...okay fine.. then nvm.. i went back to slp.. then after that she called mi at 1 to ask mi if i wan to meet her now.. erh. i ist wokeup.. then ask her nvm.. meet at 3.... thn okay. pris went for the forum thingy...so i went to rest for another while.. then until 2 then wokeup bath n prepare.... then wait n wait n wait.. until 330.. pris tel mi say she coming over liaoz.. so i went to the mrt there to meet them.. awit until 4... the pris came with charis n kingston.. stupid king bluff mi say not coming.. but he came lah.. lol.. then they gave mi a flower.. red colour.. quite sweet... then charis pass mi the present jun yang gave.. its a precious moments cup... hahhaa. very sweet.. with a card... hee hee.. JUNYANG> thanks a million! love it!
then we travelled down to town.... to cineleisure.. seok yin came also.. cecilia meeting us later...was deciding whether to watch movie or sing k box... after weighing to pros n cons... we decided to watch lady killers.. by tom hanks.. manz.. i love tom hanks.. all his movies are superb.. not exactly very nice.. but... there is a speciali kinda effect and meaning that will appeal to you... like for example.. cast away... forest grump... and the terminal.. all nice siaz.. so decided to watch this lady killer.. heee.. so we bought the tickets for 7:25 one..i treated them movie... then we went down to eat pasta mania.. ordered pasta...there was this joke about linguine being mee pok.. cos its flat.. lol~~ or.. mee kia.. for the thinner sorta pasta... then ltr cecilia came... charis saw this butch wearing green colour walking towards our direction.. and she shouted..:" hey~ tricia!" she tot was tricia.. then it turned out to be some other fellow.. so we kept teasing her about it.. saying hey.. charis.. why u nv say hi to your friend tricia.. hee hee..
kingston met some of his coral sec friends there.. some of them quite good looking siaz.. kingston asked them to do human beat box for mi.. lol.. but they guy shy lah.. lol.. so after eating. we went to take neoprint.'. oh manz!!1 damn nice lahz.. the decor very sweet..die! runnng late for movie.. we quickly chiong up.. st down and enjoy the movie..
erh..... yeah.. yeahz. nice.. tom hanks was this leader of this conspiracy who is trying to dig tunnel to a casino office to steal the money... there was about 6 people i think in this group... so tom hanks rented a room in this old lady's house... near the office.. brought his so-called musician friends to the wood cellar to play music.. while digging the walls to the cellar..finally... with some work.. they manage to get the money.. however.. the old lady discovered their conspiracy... forcing them to return the money.. and go church with her.. but tom hanks refused.. so he decided to draw lots among the group.. to send someone to go silence her...oh yah.. in the show.. tom hanks likes to recite this poem... its really nice lah...alot of feelings.. but i dun really think go any point to the show.. maybe there is... i couldn't catch it.. btw... while sending the people to kill her.. the people die in action...one died while fighting with another guy... one die while choking on his cigarette and fall down the stair.. when one person die.. they will dump the body down from a bridge,... waiting for the boat that transport rubbish to the island.. so... the boat pass under the bridge.. they dump the body.. as easy as abc... hee.. then one by one die.. until the last two.. tom hanks wants the guy to kill the lady.. the guy refused.. so the guy took the gun wanting to kill tom hanks.. but no bullet come out.. so he look at the gun.. facing him..then bang. he die.. by shooting himself.. so tom hanks was thinking if is fated.. suddenly. a bird landed on the statues head above him... the bird flew away.. and the statues head drop.. and kill him. then he fal in the boat which just passed by... old lady keep the money in the end... hmm.. what u think> lame??????? i tot so too.. but somehow.... i dun really believe its just lame.. maybe there are some message trying to be convey.. just that its too vague.... lol.. nvm.. had a good laugh anywae. then ltr we went to the ps.. wanting to look at skirt.. but close le. weehee.. reach sr mrt.. met wei..he passed mi a present.. and walked mi home.. i opened up the present... its this bottle of hearts... 99 hearts.. very sweet... and nice. i like it... done some pw.. n slept..
Reality Sucks Big Time
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