Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Friday, October 22, 2004
sick~ heh.. wokeup feeling sick.. had a terrible sore throat.. so i decided to go sch ltr.. take late form.. just nice.. yiqing told mi that she also going sch late.. so yeahz.. we went sch together.. have to go sch.. cos ltr got pw dry run presentation... so i went to general office to take the late form.. wanted that stupid irritating teacher who always picked on late students to sign the form.. then he asked mi how come late.. then i said.. sick.. then he said.." if u are sick.. then u shouldn't have come to sch.. u will pass the germs to everyone.. thats inconsiderate.." i was like.." i have pw ltr.. got dry run.." then he replied..." thats not the point.. u din get mi.. u will pass the germs..".. then i kept quiet.. tears in my eyes.. not that i am a cry baby or what... but it just feels like being wrong.. i am sick.. yet i still wan to come to sch.. cos i have responsiblities towards my pw members..so i have to come.. or else i would not know when we can present our project.. nvm.. its over.. then i went to third floor.. wait for ziting and faeez.. saw cecilia cry again.. i thinik partly is becos sick.. thats why feel terrible.. hmm.. went to biology lesson.. finally i got hold of mr yeow.. he is suppose to tell mi about my bio results threee days ago. but haven tell mi yet.. cos my results will be either AOF or OOF... AOF might have chance to promote.. but i think OOF wun have ba..so mr yeow told mi everything haven been finalise yet.. so he cant tell mi anything.. he explain to mi the situation the sch is deciding now.. then i ask mi.. what about my bio results? i noe is either aof or oof rite? then mr yeow nodded his head.. i was like.." oof?"
then he nodded again.. i was like.. being hammered hard on the head.. i haven been feeling anything at all ever since i got back my exams results... i also dun even feel sad or what at all.. been relaxing.. lol.. but mr yeow's nod... really hit mi in my head... i walked into the lecture for maths.. fighting back my tears... sat down beside albert.. and i couldn't help but just cry.. all those sniffing n crying.. in my head was spinning with mr yeow's words.. i couldn't take it.. not anymore..was crying through out half the lecture.. i think albert noe.. but he din noe what to do.. haix.. i dunoe ba.. then after that.. before pw started.. i went to accompany eugena.. who is sitting at the bench at a corner.. we talked things over.. there had been some dispute within pw.. its nothing personal.. just becos of some delays.. or misunderstanding.. but we are still very close.. talked.. then ziting came to join us.. we talked about shatec... eugena wishes to go enrol there..ltr.. cherri came.. i saw tears in her eyes.. she had been crying.. we talked... then suddenly.. i started cring.. ziting too.. eugena teared..
manz.. this is bad.. real bad.. cried for so long.. cant help but cry..why? over results.... all those retain.. promote.. quit sch.. go poly.. and stuffs.. mjc really messed up my life manz.. wished i haven change jc... haix... we cried for a long time.. before going back to pw work.. damnz..
to be continued...
Reality Sucks Big Time
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