Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Monday, October 25, 2004
Lucifer's tears
myheart skipped a beat when my phone vibrate... my mind was still recalling what lena had just said" my mum called.. they wan her to come down tmr to see mr yeow..." then as i picked up my called.. i heard my mum's voice.." hey ling.. are u coming back soon? you sick.. come back as early as possible k?" then i was really puzzled cos my mum wun usually do this sort of things.. so i asked if anything is wrong.. then she say nothing.. nvm.. then ltr i accompany lena to see mr yeow.. then mr yeow turned to mi and i asked him.." mr yeow... did u call my mum?" he nodded.. it was just like a thick dictionary being thrown to mi.. then he asked mi to come see him ltr so we can talk.. i went out of the lecture.. with the unexpected wetness of my eyes... " weiling~ weiling~" i heard sulin's voice.. yet i din turn back.. i just continued to walk towards the toilet.. with rising tide of tears...sulin.. sha.. and ting came into the toilet... saw mi and comfort mi.. people put in the same situation:albert... hafiz..lena.. sulin....ziting.. cherri.. shabana... i picked myself up after that first shock... and went to meet my pw mate to edit our wr.. then ltr i went to meet mr yeow at the bench outside the staffroom... we had a talk.. he asked mi if i know what i wan to be.. where my ending line is? what is it that i really want.. i told him that i wan to work with people... something to do with biology or medical field.. asked mi if i ever considered poly or teaching.. i said no.. what are my options are stuffs... he told mi something which i will not forget.. we have to remember what is the thing that we want in the end... there may be difficulties to get to the point.. or sometimes.. it may take longer just to get there.. when we are lost... we would just have to remind ourself that... this is the finishing line... and no matter longer or shorter... i listened to him.. i found my glaze unable to meet his.. some what ashamed... he asked if i love biology.. i say yes... but i used to hate it when i was in first three months.. due to the teacher...now that i developed such interested is becos of mr yeow... i have a long talk with hi.. which lasted about 30 mins or so.. crying at some point of time... he will be meeting my mum tmr at 8:50...after that talk.. we went to class to meet my friends... went to buy food and stuffs.. came back..sat there alone.. starting thinking.. started crying.. cant stop.. ziting saw.. she came to console mi.. after came cherri and wee keat.. thanks a lots guy... went to com lab.. sat there.. cry again...i called my mum ask her if she knew.. then she say want come fetch mi.. and i cried again.. talked to my friends.. cried again.. God knows i cried how many times.. mi.. sulin.. and cherri went to find mr yeow.. then he talked about the course in polytechnic....then my mum came.... then i went off...
Reality Sucks Big Time
6:20 PM