Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Thursday, October 07, 2004
Dreaming the girl of my dreams....
yesterday i slept at 3am... had alot of dreams... i dreamt that i am a lesbian.. sitting in the garden.. with a girl.. whom i barely know who she is...mysterious smile.. beautiful eyes...we just looked at each other.. and started holding hands and hankie pankie.. i dun wanna go into details.. lol~ but if u want.. u can ask mi.. and i will tell yah.. then cos my mum is at home.. and she might be able to see what we are doing.. so we went outside the the pool side.. sat there talk. and make out.. heh.... dun get gross lah. i also duno why i get this dream siaz..... okay.. continue.. then i dreamt then i bring her to a chalet.. all the people there are all lesbian.. sitting around a table.. then i went to sit with a bung.. then she wasn;t happy... cos i neglected her..then i brought her to a dentist or something.. duneo why... then we sat outside.. talk.. heee... and yahz.. lol! so lesbo! i dunoe why siaz.. then i woke up.. feeling so lesbian today.. heh..just feel that.. hey.. i am in love with the girl of my dreams.. hey~~~~~~ but i am straight k!! dun anyhow think!!! hee hee.. but i dunoe why i got such funny dreams..
afternoon
went out with cecilia... to suntec.. she went for a interview thiny at iora... she got in! ahahahhaa! good luck cecilia! then went to the cinemas to get our movie tickets.. REsident evil!!! oh.. i have been wanting to watch this show ever since the resident evil 1 ended siaz.. damn nice.. starting of the show i already scared like hell... mi n cecilia... damn thrilling.. but nice.. lol!! maybe will have resident evil 3.. i hope so!!! cos project alice is activated.. before watching movie.. we went to cafe cartel to grab a bite.. met cecilia's friend.. quite a friendly and nice guy... treat us soup too! hee.. then we went watch movie.. after movie.. we walked around.. went sanrio.. bought a little tiwn star ez link card folder thingy.. very sweet... and we went to try the capsule machine thingy.. those machine that u put in coin.. n turn.. a toy will come out? yeahz.. we were in luck.. we only tried four times... and we got the whole set of five.. one of them is given by this family who had tried the machine 10 over times.. just to get the five complete set.. lol.. then they gave one to us.. so nice!! thanks!!!then cecilia n i...went to the sky garden.. sat there... talked.. slack.. listening music.. so romantic and fun.. a great time...hope i can do this more often.. slack.. just talk..a comfortable shoulder to lie on..hee hee... then slowly.. we went home.. today is so comfortable.. lotsa fun to go out with your best friend rite? lotsa things to catch up.. even if both of you dun talk.. silence is also comfortable....
Reality Sucks Big Time
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