Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
woke up at about 12.. then called Lester up.. he is still doing pig loh.. fine.. then let him slp again.. until about 2.. then call him to wake him up.. he is still in his piggy voice... then ltr we met at yio chu kang.. he made mi waited for him for 45 minutes.. thanks ah lester.. >.<... nvm.. hahaha.. then went to his school.. nyp..met selphie and we studied together.. although we din really study.. hahaha.. wen to the food court to eat.. the gecko meal.. i order black pepper chicken.. not bad leh.. not that ex also lah.. lol!! then selphie went home... i and lester went to town wanting to catch a movie.. but unfortunately.. all the show are showing at 9 plus.. which is quite late.. cos might not have any train home ltr.. so we went to take neoprint instead! manz! the new machine is damn cool! got this comfy sofa to sit on..we took a few pose.. like back to back.. talking on the phone.. act cute pose.. and one pic is.. i sitting in front.. n he at the back.. then decorated the pic.. so nice.. pink back ground+colourful bubbles at the side+ beaded like words forming the date..+ warm-looking lights brightening the pic.... next pic is.. a garden back ground.. lester sittin behind.. i in front.. each of us wearing this crown.. macham king n queen.. okay.. jkjk! lo. hot pink flowers surronding..and colourful flowers all around.. nice siaz... there are more.. but too nice to describe le... hee..so after taking neoprint.. we decided that we cant resist the temptation of the sweet shop.. so we went in to buy sweets.. bleahz.. like little children.. went to kino!! saw the magazine" seventeen" i couldn't take my eyes off the japanese sch girl man.. i feel like a lesbian siaz... lol!!! jk!!bought the magazine in the end and walked down to cineleisure to grab a bite.. we talked off quite abit.. about religion..about friends.. about life.. about clothes.. lol.. was quite nice to just slack siaz.. anywae..orchid from wilhemina called.. and told mi that my profile was selected for an advertisement for somehting.. but haven confirm yet.. so she will confirm with mi tmr.. if she confirm with mi.. means that i am not in.. so yeahz.. just pray that i get in? lol.. i do hope i get in.. can gain some experiences.. earn money.. and stuffs.. cross fingers for mi yeahz? haahaa..but i ain't gonna put high hope lah.. just see loh.. then we walked around.. and went home..
Reality Sucks Big Time
1:45 AM