Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
another day of torture...during morning assembly.. mi and sulin received the news to go see mr yeow our civil tutor during recess.. okay fine.. ms chio also ask mi to see her.. fine.. anywae.... during recess.. we went to talk to mr yeow.. he asked us why we were absent.. then sulin replied.." stomachache?" with a question tone.. hahaa.. fine.. mr yeow was half assumed and half unhappy that we actualy pon school.. cos he noe us quite well lah.. then he start giving us a talk on why we shouldn't pon school.. we see that he is understanding.. cos the fact that he finds the school not giving mi a study break and teaching so much subjects in one year.. then sulin started complaining about the sch.. no study leave.. teaching new topic.. we always beening so tired in school.. cant concentrate during lecture.. go sch waste of time.. stay at home can achieve more.. looking at her.. her eyes were red.. yeahz..with tears.. suddenly. i feel the same as her.. we were being ill treated.. no life.'. just study.. go home.. slp.. come sch study.. haix.. i cant even concentrate during lessons.. i can do much more at home.. more productive.. was complaining to mr yeow... den half laughing.. den complaining.. started crying myself too.... the school doesn't understand our plight..haix.. then mr yeow was consoling us.. advicing us to juggle between revision n studies.. haix.. i dun quite agree to what he say.. cos i cant do it.. i just cant stand the fact that i am only slping 5 hours plus everdya when i need 10 hours.. look what jc had done to mi.. i am taking 3As level subject.. not4As.. yet the time i spent in sch is equivalent to srjc 4As subject manz... what the hell isizt? i rather stay in srjc.. i understand that fact that.. its good to learn more now.. then to suffer during j2.. BUT whats the bloody use of not getting promoted?! and in the end...i will still waste one more year.. should have gone poly instead? haix.. i dunoe..sometimes i really dun feel like studying.. just giving it up.. but yet.'. i know i cant.. so i pushed myself to go on n on n on.. to the point of breaking down.. i have nv studied so hard in my life before.. during sec sch.. i was happy go lucky.. slacker.. stoner.. now i have reduced myself to a mugger.. so unlike mi.. but i noe i have to become a mugger.. cos if not.. i will be throw far behind..and i dun wan tat to happen.. haix.. so.. during biology lesson.. mr yeow said somehting like " AATTAA" pronouced as "atah~!!!" the fighting sound when u hit something.. i now mr yeow din mean it to be funny actually.. but i duno why.. i suddenly started laughing.. then tears filled my eyes.. and rolled down my cheek.. i dunnoe what the F is going on.. then wee keat n da quan saw.. they were quite shocked.. quickly wipe away... haix.. people say.. you will be easily tickled if u are under stress.. i think i am.. saw ziting today also look like she is under great stress.. and going thru depression.. hey.. ziting.. buck up k? you are not alone...!!! then stayed back in school to study until 9 today.. so tired... now i asking charis over to share my pizza with mi.. waiting for her.. :)
Reality Sucks Big Time
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