Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Monday, August 23, 2004
super sad today can.... my darling meikwan left singapore liaoz.. our whole class went to send her off at the airport... so woke up at 5 o clock.. to steam pau for her..then prepare myself.. went to fetch nancy and faeez on the way..was feeling so damn tired.. i din sleep the last night.. insomia!!! dunoe why.. so many things must be sort out.. or else there will be confusion within myself.. well.. sort it out i guess..but still so damn sad.. meikwan...~~~
at the airport.. the whole class was taking pictures.. and giving her hugs..i passed her the pau.. then she was like...woh~ just nice.. got six pau.. one for each of my family.. was touched that she actually like it.. lol.. it's time for us to go.. yet.. it's so hard to say goodbye.. we gotta pull ourselves away from her.. suddenly i just broke down.. i couldn't stand smiling any more.. it's so hard.. i just went to one side and started crying.. and sulin started crying with me again...we comforted each other.. but it got worse.. went over and gave her a last hug.. and a kiss on her cheek... then ran away.. afraid to look at her leaving..was still crying.. non stop.. we got on the cab.. going back to school.. stupid sch.. i hate school.. on the cab.. the taxi driver was playing this very sad song.. and mi and sulin was like..-*soBS*-... cant describe how i really feel.. it just feels like a thousand knife is stabbed into my chest.. and it wun stop bleeding..the feeling of never healing..haix... i am still feeling pain now.. just pray that you will be alright and take care lots...
in school.. was feeling like a living dead zombie.. was freaking tired and exhausted.. the right term is.. physically and mentally exhausted... i cant think anymore. mind was so occupied.. even during biology.. i could stand and slp at the same time.. and after that was Soiree.. it's a performance to celebrate our school day.. "love meridian day".. i, lena... hafiz.. are gonna perform this jap song.. opun no tegami.. i love it lots!!! so had a little rehearsal and went to lena's house to choose clothes for her to wear!!! lol..then she put on some gothic makeup.. and we ate some food.. kim chee rocks.. very nice.. then she walked mi down wearing her costume and makeup.. heh.. scary siaz!! hope the poor neighbour are okay!!!
Reality Sucks Big Time
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