Touch and die
love is fake
love is dry
many hearts are broken
so is mine
heart is aching
but front looks fine
face is smiling
but its all a lie
you said you love me
but i think you are blind
get lost asshole
get lost and cry
stop irritating me
and i'll say goodbye
Touch and die,
Sevene
Promise
I cant promise i would love you forever,
but i can promise
That i will love you as long as you love me.
Shower me with care and flowers,
take my hand and hold me tight,
Whisper sweet nothings and bring me light.
Fear not baby,
for i dont love you for your looks and riches,
but for the innoncent heart for me endlessly.
Alittle cute.. alittle careless..
So childlike yet so real..
Take it slow you said and i feel...
I know you meant it
and i believe you for it
That our love will last
as long as you love me..
and as long as i love you..
I promise.
Only yours,
Sevene
Hibernate
Feeling warm tears run the cheeks
I begin to realise that she is weak
How can she pick herself up?
When her soul has gone so sick
Attempts of revival went in vain
Yet she walked down the lonely lane
Realised that everything has changed
Nothing will ever stay the same
Not once that she felt her heart ached
Not twice helplessly she laid
Amendments needlessly made
Cause everything came forth too late
Her mind went into a daze
She felt her feelings fade
She made up her mind not to wait
So her heart began to hibernate
Yours truly,
Sevene
A Poem for P
Does it hurt so frequently these days?
When tears fall down your face.
Just like a dagger stab right into your heart,
And you feel like you are falling apart...
You pleaded to make it stop..
And blames it to be your fault.
Thinking of it haunts you so
And watching everything else unfolds..
All that laughter, jokes and such
But yet its just another smile that purposed as a facade.
Another veil to mask the ache
When you realised that everything is fake.
Yours truly,
-Sevene-
Friday, August 20, 2004
had a boring day in school today.. well..as usual... tmr still got chemistry test.. so after school suppose to meet jason to pass him money n study together.. he came to my school to fetch mi.. ah.. so sweet...~ then it was raining cats n dogs when we travelled to white sands... sat in the coffee place in the library and study.... then chatting and study at the same time.. waiting for lester to come.. he passed us gifts... i got a hp chain.. its a pink n purple beads chain witha small small attached to it.. super super sweet.. thanks lester muakz!!! jason got a wooden cross necklace... damn nice too.. lester so sweet... lol! he told us the gifts is a way to express his gratitude.. for being there for him during his difficult period of time.. lol! lester! no need to be so touch la.. i am sure i and jason dun expect any returns when we stand by you... well.. just stand by us when we need help.. thats already the best le.. ^^..after that we went to macs to accompany lester for dinner.. lester was joking about jason having a big mouth.. cos he stuff the whole ice cream cone into his mouth.. then i was doing the "ice cream" hand thing on him.. then he ran away.. haizya!!! i was so stress yesterday loh.. thats why keep talking nonsense.. lol.. but luckily jason n lester are there to accompany mi.. or i break down siaz!!! dunoe why keep feeling stress.. maybe becos of life. hate life.. still single.. not say i am i am yearning for a guy.. just that.. sometimes when i am lonely.. i do wish that there is someone there for mi whom i can rely on.. and gives mi support... just to lie on his shoulders.. or hug and cry when i am sad... all these years i have been supporting myself...whenever i have problem.. most of the times are to resolve it myself..sometimes i will talk to my friends about it.. but often.. it din really help in much way..i think.. perhaps the loneliness keeps coming and going.. perhaps its the feeling of yearning for someone to fill the emptiness.. yet... none has came.. oh well.. single is fun! i love to be single too! actually it doesn't really matter does it? to be single n attach... perhaps being attach is just a way to get rid of the loneliness.. is there really love or are just two parties seeking companionship to fill their lifes... does looks really matter? than why am i usually crush guys who has the aesthetical appeal? i love no one now.. i also dunoe who to love.. expect God.. oh well.. i shall just pray hard yeah!? let God provide(quoting jason)... and i believe one day.. i will find a guy JUst righT foR mi.. ^^
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